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    Monday, May 28th, 2012
    5:41 pm
    with him about his estates and on

    dogma,could not but commend his devotion to the saints; and one day
    hisgrandmother, to reward him for some act of piety, informed him
    withtears of joy that he was destined for holy orders, and that she had
    goodhopes of living to see him a bishop. This news had hardly the
    intendedeffect; for Odo's dream was of the saint's halo rather than the
    bishop'smitre; and throwing himself on his knees before the old
    Marquess, whowas Scott Gomez Jersey
    present, he besought that he might be allowed to join the
    Franciscanorder. The Marquess at this flew into so furious a rage,
    cursing themeddlesomeness of women and the chaplain's bigotry, that the
    ladiesburst into tears and Odo's swelling zeal turned
    small. There was indeedbut one person in the castle who seemed not to
    regard its master'sviolences, and that was the dark-faced
    chaplain, who, when the Marquesshad paused out of breath, tranquilly
    returned that nothing could makehim repent of having brought a soul to
    Christ, and that, as to thecavaliere Odo, if his maker designed him for a
    religious, the Popehimself could not cross his vocation."Ay, ay! Ryan Callahan Stanley Cup Jersey
    vocation," snarled the Marquess. "You and the women here
    shutthe child up between you and stuff his ears full of monkish stories
    andmiracles and the Lord knows what, and then talk of the
    simpleton'svocation. His vocation, nom de Dieu, is to be an abbot first,
    and then amonsignore, and then a bishop, if he can--and to the devil
    with yourcowls and cloisters!" And he gave orders that Odo should hunt
    with himnext morning.The chaplain Marian Gaborik Stanley Cup Jersey
    smiled. "Hubert was a huntsman," said he, "and yet he dieda
    saint."From that time forth the old Marquess kept Odo oftener at his
    side,making his grandson ride with him about his estates and on
    suchhunting-parties as were not beyond the boy's strength. The domain
    ofDonnaz included many a mile of vine and forest, over which, till
    thefifteenth century, its lords had ruled as sovereign Marquesses.
    Theystill retained a part of their feudal privileges, and Odo's
    grandfather,tenacious of these dwindling rights, was for ever engaged in
    vaincontests with his peasantry. To see these poor creatures cursed
    andbrow-beaten, their least offences punished, their few claims
    disputed,must have turned Odo's fear of his grandfather to hatred, had
    he notobserved that the old man gave with one hand what he took with
    theother, so that, in his dealings with his people, he resembled one
    ofthose torrents which now devastate and Mark Messier Stanley Cup Jersey
    now enrich their banks. TheMarquess, in fact, while he held
    obstinately to his fishing rights,prosecuted poachers, enforced the
    corvee and took toll at every ford,yet laboured to improve his lands,
    exterminated the wild beasts thatpreyed on them, helped his peasants in
    sickness, nourished Brian Leetch Stanley Cup Jersey
    them in oldage and governed them with a paternal tyranny
    doubtless lessinsufferable than the negligence of the great land-owners
    who lived atcourt.To Odo, however, these rides among the tenantry were
    less agreeable thanthe hunting-expeditions which carried them up the
    mountain in thesolitude of morning.

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    Bascom is mortified to have

    instructions.""Very well; please give my compliments to Mr. Bascom and
    tell him that he is welcome to come here and put me out as soon as he
    thinks best. Moreover, you might remind him that he is not an autocrat,
    and that he cannot take any legal action in the matter without a formal
    meeting of the vestry, which I will call and at which I will preside. He
    can appeal to the Bishop if he sees fit.""Then I understand that you
    propose to stay where you are, in defiance of Mr. Bascom's orders?""I
    most certainly do. It is well known that Mr. Bascom has successfully
    intimidated every one of my predecessors;
    but he has met his match for once. Cam Newton Jersey
    I shall not budge from this tent until I see fit.""Well, I
    should be very sorry to see you forcibly ejected.""Don't waste any
    sympathy on me, sir. If Mr. Bascom attempts to molest me, I shall take
    the matter to the courts and sue him for damages.""Your language is
    somewhat forcible, considering that you are supposed to be his pastor
    and spiritual advisor.""Very well; tell Mr. Bascom that as his spiritual
    advisor I strongly suggest that his spiritual condition will not be
    much improved by attempting to molest us here.""But to be perfectly
    frank with you, Mr. Maxwell, he can force you to leave, by stopping the
    payment of your salary, even if he does not eject you by force.""I
    rather think not. Until he can bring specific charges against me, he is
    liable for the fulfillment of our original contract, in his writing.
    Moreover, I may have more friends in the parish than he imagines."Nelson
    was visibly disturbed by the rector's firm hold on the situation."But,"
    he stuttered, "Mr. Bascom is the richest man in the parish, and his
    influence is strong. You will find that everyone Armanti Edwards Jersey
    defers to his judgment as a matter of course.""All right; then let Nike Jeremy Shockey Jersey
    me add, for your own information, that I can earn my living
    honestly in this town and take care of myself without Mr. Bascom's
    assistance, if necessary; and do my parish work at the same time. I have
    two muscular arms, and if it comes down to earning a livelihood,
    independent of my salary, I can work on the state road hauling stone.
    Williamson told me yesterday he Nike Jonathan Stewart Jersey
    was looking for men.""I can scarcely think that the
    parishioners would hold with their rector working like a common laborer,
    Mr. Maxwell," admonished Nelson."We are all 'common,' in the right
    sense, Mr. Nelson. My view is Nike Armanti Edwards Jersey
    that work of any kind is always honorable when necessary,
    except in the eyes of the ignorant. If Mr. Bascom is mortified to have
    me earn my Nike Haruki Nakamura Jersey
    living by manual labor, when he is not ashamed to repudiate a
    contract, and try to force me out of the parish by a process of slow
    starvation, his sense of fitness equals his standard of honor.""Well, I
    am sure that I do not know what I can do.""Do you want me to tell
    you?""If it will relieve your feelings," Nelson drawled insolently."Then
    get out of this place and

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    5:26 pm
    him three months more to stay

    imagination will be of use, Polly.""I don't really imagine all the
    imaginations you imagine I imagine," said Polly soberly, as she gave
    Mrs. Noble's hand an affectionate squeeze. "A good deal of it is
    'whistling to keep my courage up.' But everything looks hopeful just
    now. Mamma is so much better, everybody is so kind, Jonathan Quick Jersey
    and do you know, I don't loathe the boarders half so much
    since we have rented them with the house?"They grow in beauty side by
    side,They fill our home with glee."Now that I can look upon them as
    personal property, part of our goods and chattels, they have ceased to
    be disagreeable. Even Mr. Greenwood--you remember him, Margery?""The fat
    old man who calls you sprightly?""The very same; but he has done worse
    since that. To be called sprightly is bad enough, but yesterday he Drew Doughty Jersey
    said that he shouldn't be surprised _if I married
    well--in--course--of--time_!"Nothing but italics would convey the biting
    sarcasm of Polly's inflections, and no capitals in a printer's case
    could picture her flashing eyes, or the vigor with which she prodded the
    earth with her riding-whip."I agree with him, that it is not
    impossible," said Mrs. Noble teasingly, after a moment of silence."Now,
    dearest aunty Meg, don't Dustin Brown Jersey
    take sides Ryan Smyth Jersey
    with that odious man! If, in the distant years, you ever see
    me on the point of marrying well, simply mention Mr. Greenwood's name to
    me, and I 'll draw back even if I am walking up the middle aisle with
    an ivory prayer-book in my hand!""Just
    to spite Mr. Greenwood; that would be sensible," said
    Margery."You could n't be so calm if you had to sit at the same table
    with him day after day. He belongs at Wayne Gretzky Jersey
    the second table by--by every law of his nature! But, as I
    was saying, now that we have rented him to Mrs. Chadwick with the rest
    of the furniture, and will have a percentage on him just as we do
    on the piano which is far more valuable, I have been able to look at
    him pleasantly.""You ought to be glad that the boarders like you," said
    Margery reprovingly."They don't, as a rule; only the horrors and the
    elderly gentlemen approve of Dustin Brown Jersey
    me. But good-by for to-day, aunty Meg. Come to the gate,
    Peggy dear!"The two friends walked through the orange-grove, their arms
    wound about each other, girl-fashion. They were silent, for each was
    sorry to lose the other, and a remembrance of the dear old times, the
    unbroken circle, the peaceful schooldays and merry vacations, stole into
    their young hearts, together with visions of the unknown future.As
    Polly untied Blanquita and gave a heroic cinch to the saddle, she gave a
    last searching look at Margery, and said finally, "Peggy dear, I am
    very sure you are blue this morning; tell your faithful old Pollykins
    all about it."One word was enough for Margery in her present mood, and
    she burst into tears on Polly's shoulder."Is it Edgar again?" whispered
    Polly."Yes," she sobbed. "Father has given him three months more to stay
    in the

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    Sunday, April 8th, 2012
    10:15 am
    forgets to change at the point of
    person in the party, murmured, "The same."It is odd to see how soon, if
    one has a strong sense of humanity, one feels at home in a foreign
    country. I, at least, am never impressed by the differences, but only by
    the similarities, between English-speaking peoples. We take part in the
    life about us here, living each experience as fully as we can, whether
    it be a 'hiring fair' in Donegal or a pilgrimage to the Doon 'Well of
    Healing.' Not the least part of the pleasure is to watch its effect upon
    the Derelict. Where, or in what way, could three persons hope to gain
    as much return from a monthly expenditure of twenty dollars, added to
    her living and travelling expenses, as we have had in Miss Benella
    Dusenberry? We sometimes ask ourselves what we found to do with our time
    before she came into the family, and yet she is as busy as possible
    herself.Having twice singed Francesca's beautiful locks, she no longer
    attempts hair-dressing; while she Jacoby Ellsbury Jersey
    never accomplishes the lacing of an evening dress without putting her Josh Beckett Jersey
    knee in the centre of your back once, at least, during the
    operation. She can button shoes, and she can mend and patch and darn to
    perfection; she has a frenzy for small laundry operations, and, after
    washing the windows of her John Lackey Jersey
    room, she adorns every pane of glass with a fine cambric
    handkerchief, and, stretching a line between the bedpost and the bureau
    knob, she hangs out her white neckties and her bonnet strings to dry.
    She has learned to pack reasonably well, too. But if she has another
    passion beside those of washing and mending, it is for making bags. She
    buys scraps of gingham and print, and makes cases of every possible size
    and for every possible purpose; so that all our personal property,
    roughly speaking--hair-brushes, shoes, writing materials, pincushions,
    photographs, underclothing, gloves, medicines,--is bagged. The strings
    in the bags pull both ways, and nothing is commoner than to see Benella
    open and close seventeen or eighteen of them when she is searching for
    Francesca's rubbers or Mike Lowell Jersey
    my gold thimble. But what other lady's-maid or travelling companion ever had half the Bill Lee Jersey
    Derelict's unique charm and interest, half her conversational
    power, her unusual and original defects and virtues? Put her in a
    third-class carriage when we go 'first,' and she makes friends with all
    her fellow-travellers, discussing Home Rule or Free Silver with the
    utmost prejudice and vehemence, and freeing her mind on any point, to
    the delight of the natives. Occasionally, when borne Bobby Jenks Jersey
    along by the joy of argument, she forgets to change at the point of
    junction, and has to be found and dragged out of the railway carriage;
    occasionally, too, she is left behind when taking a cheerful cup of tea
    at Carl Yastrzemski Jersey
    a way station, but this is comparatively seldom. Her stories
    of life belowstairs in the various inns and hotels, her altercations
    with housemaid or boots or landlady in our behalf, all add a zest to the
    day's doings.Benella's father was an itinerant preacher, her mother the
    daughter of a Vermont farmer; and although she was left an
    10:15 am
    fixed on the floor. He thought

    on a week or ten days longer. Suppose I have a plain talk with
    Torrini?" "Surely we have enough good hands to stand the loss of
    one." "For a special kind of work there is nobody in the yard like
    Torrini. That is one reason why I want to hold on to Adam Wainwright Jersey
    him for a while, and there are other reasons." "Such as
    what?" "Well, I think it would not be wholly politic to break with
    him just now." "Why Whitey Herzog Jersey
    not now as well as any time?" "He has lately been elected
    secretary of the Association." "What of that?" "He has a great
    deal of influence there." "If we put him out of the works it seems
    to me he would lose his importance, if he really has any to speak
    of." "You are mistaken if you doubt it. His position gives him a
    chance to do much mischief, and he would avail himself of it very
    adroitly, if he had a personal grievance." "I believe you are
    actually Albert Pujols Jersey
    afraid of the fellow." Richard smiled. "No, I am not
    afraid of him, but I don't underrate him. The men look up to Torrini as a
    sort of leader; he's an effective speaker, and knows very well how to
    fan a
    dissatisfaction. Either he or some other disturbing element
    has recently been at work among the men. There's considerable grumbling
    in the yard." "They are Lance Berkman Jersey
    always grumbling, aren't they?" "Most always, but this
    is more serious than usual; there appears to be a general stir among the
    trades in the village. I don't understand it clearly. The marble
    workers have been holding secret meetings." "They mean business,
    you think?" "They mean increased wages, perhaps." "But we are
    now paying from five to ten per cent more than any trade in the place.
    What are they after?" "So far as I can gather, sir, the finishers
    and the slab-sawers want an advance,--I don't know how much. Then
    there's some talk about having the yard closed an hour earlier on Bob Gibson Jersey
    Saturdays. All this is merely rumor; but I am sure there is
    something in it." "Confound the whole lot! If we can't discharge Vince Coleman Jersey
    a drunken hand without raising the pay of all t he rest, we
    had better turn over the entire business to the Association. But do as
    you like, Richard. You see how I am bullied, Margaret. He runs
    everything! Come, dear." And Mr. Slocum quitted the workshop,
    taking Margaret with him. Richard remained standing awhile by the table,
    in a deep study, with his eyes fixed on the floor. He thought of his
    early days in the sepulchral house in Welch's Court, of his wanderings
    abroad, his long years of toil since then, and this sudden blissful love
    that had come to him, and Mr. Slocum's generosity. Then he thought of
    Torrini, and went down into the yard gently to admonish the man, for
    Richard' heart that hour was full of kindness for all the
    world. Chapter 11 In spite of Mr. Slocum's stipulations
    respecting the frequency of Margaret's visits to the

    10:15 am
    on the fourth afternoon she
    riding to the town in thescorching heat in search of a doctor, his orders being to findone and bring him back if he
    had to be fetched Rob Blake Jersey
    in a special train.  "We ought to have done it days ago,"
    Hewet repeated angrily.  When he went back into the drawing-room he
    found that Mr Martin Havlat Jersey
    s. Flushingwas there, standing very erect in the middle of the
    room,having arrived, as people did in these days, by the kitchenor
    through the garden unannounced.  "She's better?" Mrs. Flushing enquired
    abruptly; they did notattempt to shake hands.  "No," said Terence. "If
    anything, they think she's worse."Mrs. Flushing seemed to consider for a
    moment or two, looking straightat Terence all the time.  "Let me tell
    you," she said, speaking in n
    ervous jerks, "it's alwaysabout the seventh day one begins to
    get anxious. I daresay you'vebeen sittin' here worryin' by yourself. You
    think she's bad,but any one comin' with a fresh eye would see she was
    better.  Mr. Elliot's had fever; he's all right now," she threw
    out.  "It wasn't anythin' she caught on the expedition. What's it
    matter--a few days' fever? My brother had fever for twenty-six days
    once.  And in a week or two he was up and about. We gave him nothin' but
    milkand arrowroot--"Here Mrs. Chailey came in with a message.  "I'm
    wanted upstairs," said Terence.  "You see--she'll be better," Mrs.
    Flushing jerked out as heleft the room. Her anxiety to persuade Terence
    was very great,and when he left her without saying anything she felt
    dissatisfiedand restless; she did not like to stay, but she could not
    bear to go.  She wandered from room to room looking for some one to talk
    to,but all the rooms were empty.  Terence went upstairs, stood inside
    the door to take Helen's directions,looked over at Rachel, but did not
    attempt to speak to her.  She appeared vaguely conscious o Joe Thornton Jersey
    f his presence, but it seemed todisturb her, and she turned, so that she lay with her back to him.  For six days indeed she Antti Niemi Jersey
    had been oblivious of the world outside,because it needed all
    her attention to follow the hot, red,quick sights which passed
    incessantly before her eyes.  She knew that it was of enormous
    importance that she should attendto these sights and grasp their
    meaning, but she was always beingjust too late to hear or see something
    which would explain it all.  For this reason, the faces,--Helen's face,
    the nurse's, Terence's,the doctor's,--which occasionally forced
    themselves very close to her,were worrying because they distracted her
    attention and Devin Setoguchi Jersey
    she mightmiss the clue. However, on the fourth afternoon she
    was suddenlyunable to keep Helen's face distinct from the sights
    themselves;her lips widened as she bent down over the bed, and she began
    togabble unintelligibly like the rest. The sights were all concernedin
    some plot, some adventure, some escape. The nature of whatthey were
    doing changed incessantly, although there was alwaysa reason behind it,
    which she must endeavour

    10:10 am
    His little blue eyes twinkled

    "That's Johnny Mason, our mill foreman. He has charge of all the
    sawing, and is a mighty good man. You'll see more of him."The speaker
    opened a gate in the picket railing and stepped inside.A long shelf
    desk, at which were high stools, backed up against the pickets; a big
    round stove occupied the centre; a safe crowded one corner. Blue print
    maps decorated the walls. Sidney Crosby Jersey
    Coarse rope matting edged with tin strips protected the
    floor. A single step down through a door led into a painted private
    office where could be seen a flat table desk. In the air hung a mingled
    odour of fresh pine, stale tobacco, and the closeness of books.Fox
    turned at once Mario Lemieux Jersey
    sharply to the left and entered into earnest conversation
    with a pale, hatchet-faced man of thirty-five, whom he addressed as
    "Collins." In Jaromir Jagr Jersey
    a moment he turned, beckoning Bob forward."Here's a youngster
    for you, Collins," said he, evidently continuing former remarks. "Young
    Mr. Orde. He's been in our home office awhile, but I brought him up to
    help you out. He can get busy on your tally sheets and time checks and
    tally boards, and sort of ease up the strain a little.""I can use him,
    right now," said Collins, nervously Chris Kunitz Jersey
    smoothing back a strand of his pale hair. "Glad to meet you,
    Mr. Orde. These 'jumpers' ... and that confounded mixed stuff from
    _seventeen_ ..." he trailed off, his eye glazing in the abstraction of
    some inner calculation, his long, nervous fingers reaching unconsciously
    toward the soiled memoranda left by Mason."Well, I'll set you to work,"
    he roused himself, when he perceived that the two were about to leave
    him. And almost before they had time to turn away he was busy at the
    papers, his pencil, beautifully pointed, running like lightning down the
    long columns, pausing at certain places as though by instinct, hovering
    the brief instant necessary to calculation, then racing on as though Brent Johnson Jersey
    in pursuit of something elusive.As they turned away a slow,
    cool voice addressed them from behind the stove."Hullo, bub!" it
    drawled.Fox's face lighted and he extended both hands."Well, Tally!" he
    cried. "You old snoozer!"The man was upward of sixty years of age, but
    straight and active. His features were tanned a deep mahogany, and
    carved by the years and exposure into lines of capability and good
    humour. In contrast to this brown his sweeping white moustache and bushy
    eyebrows, blenched flaxen by the sun, showed strongly. His little blue
    eyes twinkled, and fine wrinkles at their corners helped the twinkles.
    His Alex Goligoski Jersey
    long figure was so heavily clothed as to be concealed from any surmise, except that it was gaunt and wiry.
    Hands gnarled, twisted, veined, brown, seemed less like flesh
    than like some skilful Japanese carving. On his head he wore a visored
    cap with an extraordinary high crown; on his back a rather dingy coat
    cut from a Mackinaw blanket; on his legs trousers that had been
    "stagged" off just below the knees, heavy German socks, and shoes nailed
    with sharp spikes at least
    Wednesday, March 21st, 2012
    11:57 am
    matter for thought

    bitter, and it's a beastly thing to be.  But the worst of me is that I'm so envious. I envy every one.  I can't endure Devin Setoguchi Jersey
    people who do things better than I do--perfectly absurdthings
    too--waiters balancing piles of plates--even Arthur,because Susan's in
    love with him. I want people to like me,and they don't. It's partly my
    appearance, I expect," he continued,"though it's an absolute lie to say
    I've Jewish blood in me--as a matter of fact we've been in Norfolk,
    Hirst of Hirstbourne Hall,for three centuries at least. It must be
    awfully soothing to be like you--every one liking one at once.""I assure
    you they don't," Helen laughed.  "They do," said Hirst with conviction.
    "In the first place,you're the most beautiful woman I've ever seen; in
    the second,you have an exceptionally nice nature."If Hirst had looked at
    her instead of looking intently at his teacuphe would have seen Helen
    blush, partly with pleasure, partly withan impulse of affection towards
    the young man who had seemed,and would seem again, so ugly and so
    limited. She pitied him,for she suspected that he suffered, and she was
    interested in him,for many of the things he said seemed to her true; she
    admiredthe morality of youth, and yet she felt impris Rob Blake Jersey
    oned. As if herinstinct were to escape to something brightly
    coloured and impersonal,which she could hold in her hands, she went into
    the house and returnedwith her embroidery. But he was not int Ryane Clowe Jersey
    erested in her embroidery; San Jose Sharks Jersey
    he did not even look at it.  "About Miss Vinrace," he
    began,--"oh, look here, do let's be St. Johnand Helen, and Rachel and
    Terence--what's she like? Does she
    reason,does she feel, or is she merely a kind of
    footstool?""Oh no," said Helen, with great decision. From her
    observationsat tea she was inclined to doubt whether Hirst was the
    person toeducate Rachel. She had gradually come to be interested in her
    niece,and fond Brent Burns Jersey
    of her; she disliked some things about her very much,she was amused by
    others; but she felt her, on the whole, a liveif unformed human being,
    experimental, and not always fortunatein her experiments, but with
    powers of some kind, and a capacityfor feeling. Somewhere in the depths
    of h
    er, too, she was boundto Rachel by the indestructible if
    inexplicable ties of sex.  "She seems vague, but she's a will of her
    own," she said, as if inthe interval she had run through her
    qualities.  The embroidery, which was a matter for thought, the design
    beingdifficult and the colours wanting consideration, brought lapsesinto
    the dialogue when she seemed to be engrossed in her skeinsof silk, or,
    with head a little drawn back and eyes narrowed,considered the effect of
    the whole. Thus she merely said, "Um-m-m" toSt. John's next remark, "I
    shall ask her to go for a walk with me."Perhaps he resented this
    division of attention. He sat silentwatching Helen closely.  "You're
    absolutely happy," he proclaimed at last.  "Yes?" Helen enquired,
    sticking in
    11:51 am
    was his besetting sin just

    their hats and gowns, veryfond of cheap jewelry, and much given to
    feathers,lace, and furbelows; so it rather puzzled him to discoverwhy
    Miss Celia looked so sweet and elegant insuch a simple suit. He did not
    then know that thecharm was in the woman, not the clothes; or thatmerely
    living near such a person would do more togive him gentle manners, good
    principles, and purethoughts, than almost any other training he
    couldhave had. But he was conscious that it was pleasantto be there,
    neatly dressed, in good company, andgoing to church like a respectable
    boy. Somehow,the lonely feeling got better as be rolled alongbetween
    green fields, with the June sunshine brighteningevery thing, a restful
    quiet in the air, Albert Pujols Jersey
    and a friendbeside him who sat silently looking out at the
    lovelyworld with what he afterward learned to call her"Sunday face," -- a
    soft, happy look, as if all thework and weariness of the past week were
    forgotten,and Rick Ankiel Jersey
    she was ready to begin afresh when this blessedday was
    over.   "Well, child, what is it?" she asked, catching hiseye as he
    stole a shy glance at her, one of many whichshe had not seen.   "I
    was only thinking, you looked as if --""As if what? Don't be afraid,"
    she said, for Benpaused and fumbled at the reins, feeling half ashamedto
    tell his fancy.   "You were saying prayers," he added, wishingshe
    had not caught him.   "So I was. Don't you, when you are
    happy?   "No,'m. I'm glad, but I don't say any thing.""Words are
    not needed; but they help, sometimes,if they are sincere and sweet. Did
    you never learnany prayers, Ben?""Only 'Now I lay me.' Grandma taught me
    thatwhen I was a little mite of a boy.""I will teach you another, the
    best that was evermade, because it says all we need ask.""Our folks
    wasn't very pious; they di Joe Morgan Jersey
    dn't havetime, I s'pose.""I wonder if you know just what it
    means to bepious?""Goin' to church, and readin' the Bible, and
    sayin'   prayers and hymns, ain't it?""Those things are a part of
    it; but being kind andcheer David Freese Jersey
    ful, doing one's duty, helping others, and lovingGod, is the
    best way to show that we are pious in thetrue sense of the word.""Then
    you are! " and Ben looked as if her acts hadbeen a better definition
    than her words.   "I try to be, but I very often fail; so every
    SundayI make new resolutions, and work hard to keep themthrough the
    week. That is a great h Colby Rasmus Jersey
    elp, as you willfind when you begin to try it.""Do you think
    if I said in meetin', ' I won't everswear any more,' that I wouldn't do
    it again?" askedBen, soberly; for that was his besetting sin just
    now.   "I'm afraid we can't get rid of our faults quite soeasily; I
    wi Whitey Herzog Jersey
    sh we could: but I do believe that if youkeep saying that, and trying
    to stop, you will cure thehabit sooner than you think.""I never did
    swear very bad, and I Bob Gibson Jersey
    didn't mindmuch till I came here; but Bab and Betty
    Friday, March 9th, 2012
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    remarked with her slight stammer,"I'm going out to t-t-triumph in the
    wind."Mrs. Ambrose's worst suspicions were confirmed; she went downthe
    passage lurching from side to side, and fending off the wallnow with her
    right arm, now with her left; at each lurch sheexclaimed emphatically,
    "Damn!"Chapter 2    Uncomfortable as the night, with its
    rocking movement,and salt smells, may have been, and in one case
    undoubtedly was,for Mr. Pepper had
    insufficient clothes upon his bed, the breakfastnext morning
    wore a kind of beauty. The voyage had begun,and had begun happily with a
    soft blue sky, and a calm sea.  The sense of untapped resources, things
    to say as yet unsaid,made the hour significant, so that in future years
    the entire journeyperhaps would be represented by this one scene, with
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    er the night before, somehow mixing in.  The table was
    cheerful with apples and bread and eggs. Helen handedWilloughby the
    butter, and as she did so cast her eye on himand reflected, "And she
    married you, and she was happy, I suppose."She went off on a familiar
    train of thought, leading on to allkinds of well-known reflections, from
    the old wonder, why Theresahad married Willoughby?  "Of course, one
    sees all that," she thought, meaning that one seesthat he is big and
    burly, and has a great booming voice, and a fistand a will of his own;
    "but--" here she slipped into a fine analysisof him which is best
    represented by one word, "sentimental," by whichshe meant that he was
    never simple and honest about his feelings.  For example, he seldom
    spoke of the dead, but kept anniversarieswith singular pomp. She
    suspected him o
    f nameless atrocitieswith regard to his daughter, as indeed
    she had always suspectedhim of bullying his wife. Naturally she fell to
    comparing herown fortunes with the fortunes of her friend, for
    Willoughby'swife had been perhaps the one woman Helen called friend, and
    thiscomparison often made the staple of their talk. Ridley was a
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    laugh, or express herself,instead of dropping milk from a height as
    though to see what kind ofdrops it made, she might be interesting though
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    and the three left the
    Wrykynin the previous term. Drummond's father had met his father in
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    astudy together. Bertie could not speak much English, and what he
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    wasonly appealing to you for corroborative detail to give
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    intellectual pressure of the conversation. As a consequence ofwhich, he
    was generally, like Mrs Fezziwig, one vast, substantialsmile.  "I never
    liked Mill much," said Barry, "but I think it's rather badluck on the
    man.""Once," announced M'Todd, solemnly, "he kicked me--for making a row
    inthe passage." It was plain that the recollection rankled.  Barry
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    it happened?""Yes."Rand-Brown smiled, as if the recollection amused him.
    He was one ofthose people who do not look their best when they
    smile.  "Playing for the first tomorrow, Barry?""I don't know," said
    Barry, shortly. "I haven't seen the list."He objected to the
    introduction of the topic. It is never pleasant tohave to discuss games
    with the very man one has ousted from the team.  Drummond, too, seemed
    to feel that the situation was an embarrassingone, for a few minutes
    later he got up to go over to the gymnasium.  "Any of you chaps coming?"
    he asked.  Barry and M'Todd thought they would, and the three left the
    room.  "Nothing like showing a man you don't want him, eh, Bertie? What
    do youthink?" said Rand-Brown.  Bertie grinned politely.Chapter 6 Trevor
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    his throbbing head in his hands, and rested his elbows on his knees. He
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    this. . . . Well, there is one consolation, such as it
    is--I've struck bottom this time; there's nothing lower."But that was a
    hasty conclusion.At ten that night he climbed the ladder in the haunted
    house, pale, weak, and wretched. Roxy was standing in the door of one of
    the rooms, waiting, for she had heard him.This Paul Hornung Jersey
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    few years ago of being haunted, and that was the end of its usefulness.
    Nobody would live in it afterward, or go near it by night, and most
    people even gave it a wide berth in the daytime. As it had no
    competition, it was called _the_ haunted house. It was getting crazy and
    ruinous now, from long neglect. It stood three hundred yards beyond
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    clothing was hanging on the wall, there was a tin lantern freckling the
    floor with little spots of light, and there were various soap and candle
    boxes scattered about, which served for chairs. The two sat down. Roxy
    said:"Now den, I'll tell you straight off, en I'll begin to k'leck de
    money later on; I ain't in no hurry. What does you reckon I's gwine to
    tell you?""Well, you--you--oh, Roxy, don't make it too hard for me! Come
    right out and tell me you've found out somehow what a shape I'm in on
    account of dissipation and foolishness.""Disposition en foolishness! NO
    sir, dat ain't it. Dat jist ain't nothin' at all, 'longside o' what _I_
    knows."Tom stared at her, and said:"Why, Roxy, what do you mean?"She
    rose, and gloomed above him like a Fate."I means dis--en it's de Lord's
    truth. You ain't no more kin to ole Marse Driscoll den I is! _dat's_
    what I means!" and her eyes flamed with triumph."What?""Yassir, en _dat_
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    blatherskite!""It ain't John Elway Jersey
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    truth, so he'p me. Yassir--you's my _son_--""You devil!""En dat po' boy
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    that at first a fire was kindled and the wounded arm was dressed and
    bandaged. Some balsam from the trees was easily obtained by Oowikapun
    for the purpose, and a warm wrapping of rabbit skins taken from the
    newly caught animals sufficed to keep the cold from the wounds. These
    prompt and thorough Indian methods for curing wounds were most
    successful, and in a few days they were completely healed. When the
    dressing of the arm was attended to, Oowikapun returned for his sled,
    which he had left at the spot where he first caught sight of the
    catamount, while Astumastao busied herself with cooking some of the game
    which she had caught, and which she had about ready when he
    returned. Perhaps some of my fastidious readers would not have
    cared much for a simple meal thus prepared, and eaten without the use of
    plates or forks; but there are others who have dined in this way, and
    the remembrance of such meals, with the glorious appetite of forest or
    mountain air, is to them a delicious memory. This one at any rate was
    very much enjoyed by these young people. When it was over Oowikapun
    quickly skinned the catamount, and, leaving the head attached to the
    skin, he placed it on his sled that it might be shown to the villagers
    when they arrived. The body he left behind as worthless, as it is never
    eaten by the Indians, although they are fond of the wild cat, and some
    other carnivorous animals. Astumastao's load of game was also placed
    upon his sled, and then together they resumed their journey to the
    village. Great was the excitement among the Jason Pierre Paul Jersey
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    they at once promoted Oowikapun to the ranks of the great "braves." He
    was considered quite a hero and made welcome in all of the wigwams he
    chose to visit. The aunt of Astumastao welcomed him most cordially, and,
    kissing him again and again, called him her son, while she thanked him
    most gratefully for his noble deed. Gladly accepting her invitation, he
    repeated his visits to her wigwam as often as Indian etiquette would
    sanction. One day, when only the three were present, Oowikapun, who
    had heard from some of the people of the heroic way in which Astumastao
    had rescued her Uncle Kistayimoowin from a watery grave, asked her to
    tell him the story. As a general thing among the Indians, but Giants Customized Jersey
    little reference is made to the dead. The whole thing to
    them, without any light to illumine the valley of the shadow of death,
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    could get from her niece, who now had none in the wigwam to crush her
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    with Dr. Henley. It was just what no one could object to; he is a
    respectable man in full practice, with a large income; but he is much older than she Jason Pierre Paul Jersey
    is, not her equal in mind or cultivation, and though I hardly
    like to say so, not at all a religious man. At any rate, Margaret
    Morville was one of the last people one could bear to see marry for the
    sake of an establishment.' 'Could her brother do nothing?' 'He
    expostulated with all his might; but at nineteen he could do little
    with a determined sister of twenty-seven; and the very truth and power
    of his remonstrance must have made it leave a sting. Poor fellow, I
    believe he suffered terribly--just as he had lost Fanny, too, which he
    felt very deeply, for she was a very sweet creature, and he was very
    fond of her. It was like losing both sisters and home at
    once.' 'Has he not just been staying with Mrs. Henley?' 'Yes.
    There was never any coolness, as people call it. He is the one thing she
    loves and is proud of. They always correspond, and he often stays with
    her; but he owns to disliking the Doctor, and I don't think he has much
    comfort in Margaret herself, for he always comes back more grave and
    stern than he went. Her house, with all her good wishes, can be no home Hakeem Nicks Jersey
    to him; and so we try to make Hollywell supply the place of
    Stylehurst as well as we can.' 'How glad he must be to have you to
    comfort him!' 'Philip? Oh no. He was always reserved; open to no
    one but Margaret, not even to his father, and since her marriage he has
    shut himself up within himself more than ever. It has, at least I think
    it is this that has given him a severity, an unwillingness to trust,
    which I believe is often the consequence of a great disappointment
    either in love or in friendship.' 'Thank you for telling me,' said
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    'I shall understand him better, and look up to him more. Oh!
    it is a cruel thing to find that what one loves is, or has not been, all
    one thought. What must he not have gone through!' Mrs. Edmonstone
    was well pleased to have given so much assistance to Eli Manning
    Jersey's sincere desire to become attached to his cousin, one of the
    most favourable signs in the character that was winning so much upon
    her.Chapter 5 A cloud was o'er my childhood's dream,I sat in
    solitude;I know not how--I know not why,But round my soul all
    drearilyThere was a silent shroud.--THOUGHTS IN PAST
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    digging down for roots of words, and quoting passages of obscure Greek
    poets at such a rate, that if my eyes had been shut I could have thought
    them two withered old students in spectacles and snuff-coloured
    coats.' 'Philip was in his element.' said Mrs. Edmonstone,
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    wonder. What a choice collection of books he has--so many of them
    school prizes, and how beautifully bound!' 'Ah! that is one of
    Philip's peculiar ways. With all his prudence and his love of books, I
    believe he would not buy one unless he had a reasonable prospect of
    being able to dress it handsomely. Did you see the print?' 'Yes
    that I did. What glorious loveliness! There is nothing that does it
    justice but the description in the lecture. Oh I forgot, you have not
    heard it. You must let me read it to you by and by. Those two little
    angels, what faces they have. Perfect innocence--one full of reasoning,
    the other of unreasoning adoration!' 'I see it!' suddenly exclaimed
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    any means, in all--it is to the larger of those two angels.' 'Very
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    Deane's.' 'She is very fond of him.' 'To have won so much
    esteem and admiration, already from strangers, with no prejudice in his
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    man can be in these days.' 'Poor Philip! if disappointment can
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    us.''It must have been a terrible shock.''Such a loss--he was so very
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    the younger ones. He never was in any scrape, had all sorts of prizes at
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    Weston, tell me your opinion, which would you choose for a sister,
    Eleanor or Emily?''I have some experience of Miss Mohun's delightful
    manners, and none of Mrs. Hawkesworth's, so I am no fair judge,' said
    Alethea.'I really have done justice to Eleanor's sterling goodness,'
    said Lily. 'Now what should you think?''I can hardly imagine greater
    proofs of affection than Mrs. Hawkesworth has given you,' said Miss
    Weston, smiling.'It was because it was her duty,' said Lilias. 'You have
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    Alethea.'Self-command, the refuge of the insensible? And now, I told you
    about dear Harry the other day. He was Eleanor's especial brother, yet
    his death never seemed to make any difference to her. She scarcely
    cried: she heard our lessons as usual, talked in her quiet voice--showed
    no tokens of feeling.''Was her health as good as before?' asked Miss
    Weston.'She was not ill,' said Lily; 'if she had, I should have been
    satisfied. She certainly could not take long walks that winter, but she
    never likes walking. People said she looked ill, but I do not
    know.''Shall I tell you what I gather from your history?''Pray do.''Then
    do not think me very perverse, if I say that perhaps the grief she then
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    hardly remember any alteration.''That I cannot,' said Lily. 'She is
    always the same, but then she ought to have been more cheerful before
    his death.''Did not you lose him soon

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    not fixed, however; having weaned her eyes from contemplating the outer
    darkness, by degrees she centred her attention on him, and discovered
    who it was that held her. `Ah! you are come, are you, Edgar Linton?' she
    said, with angry animation. `You are one of those things that are ever
    found when least wanted, and when you are wanted, never! I suppose we
    shall have plenty of lamentations now--I see we shall--but they can't
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    more? Do you love that wretch Heath--' `Hush!' cried Mrs Linton. `Hush,
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