Squishy's Journal

Tuesday, March 9, 2004

7:03PM - LINKIN PARK UNDERGROUND.

Like Linkin Park?

Ever heard of their Underground Fan Club?

Wanna join it?

All you have to do is go to- https://secure.sparkart.com/lpusignup/index.php?&referrer=bluebunny3000@linkinpark.com

There you will be given the option to join Linkin Park Underground.

Not convinced yet?

Well, let me tell you what all you will get-just for joining.


All Access 3 membership package:

*NEW LP Underground 3 enhanced CD with exclusive Linkin Park tracks, video footage and bonus material
*NEW exclusive Mike Shinoda designed t-shirt (S-XXL sizes available)
*Linkin Park postcard set
*LP Underground pin
*LP Underground window cling
*LP Underground guitar pick
*LP Underground sticker
*Personal membership card
*8x10 band photo
*Annual LP Underground newsletter

All this, plus-


*Access to the members only website www.LPunderground.com
*Ability to purchase PRESALE tickets to Linkin Park shows before anyone else, and get the BEST available seats
*Your OWN Linkin Park e-mail address [name@linkinpark.com]
*Rare audio and video clips
*Access to participate in the unique LPU community of Linkin Park fans on the messageboard and chatroom
*Immediate access to a 15% off discount on all Linkin Park merchandise online
*Access to LPU exclusive merchandise

This all sounds great, but there must be a catch, right?

No.

You get all of this, all the benifits for a one time fee of $20.

That's it, $20.

You definitely get your moneys worth and more.

Once again, here is the link to the official Linkin Park Underground website-

https://secure.sparkart.com/lpusignup/index.php?&referrer=bluebunny3000@linkinpark.com


--Squishy.

Current mood: curious
Current music: Dexy's Midnight Runners - Come On Eileen

Monday, March 8, 2004

6:54AM - "You Can't Control Me....You Best Do It My Way"

Just letting you guys know that I'm still alive.

I've been trying to post over the past few days, but Blurty's fucked up and everytime I press "update" this page comes up saying 'cannot display' which means it didn't go through and blah blah blah.

Yeah, so anyway. We should find out were we're moving to today. Aaaaand I have my therapist appointment.

Until later my Meeses.

--Squishy.

Current mood: content
Current music: Korn - Let's Do This Now

Friday, March 5, 2004

6:51AM - Freaky...

This sounds a lot like me...I think I may ask their therapist chick-y person about it.

you have.. Dysthymic Disorder
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Current mood: curious
Current music: Adema - Immortal

Thursday, March 4, 2004

11:18AM - <.< >.>

I'm in Computer Apps. right now...and we have a sub...so I'm taking this time to make a pointless entry in my journal.

=D.

Today has gone pretty well, to say the least.

History- We had a sub...so things we kinda loud. We read this old article about Lous XVI's heir....then we took a quiz on chapter 19. Bleh. Everyone else did their homework the rest of the class...I tried to take a nap, but didn't succeed...

English-I had my 40 minute presentaion with my group today. XD It went great. I felt so happy afterwards. -Happy Sigh- I had fun too. I loved teaching the class.

Computer Apps- As I said before, we have a sub in this class today. I did this paper thingy and now I'm online..and listening to music...on this music jukebox-y thinger.

XD I'm so hyper today...well, not really...but I could be. If I wanted to...

Tis all for now,

--Squishy.

Current mood: hyper
Current music: Rush - Tom Sawyer

6:53AM - Jefilmuh.

Tired...very tired.

Have a big English presentation today...40 minutes long...

Need more Crystal Light...

And supplies for my alter...

Choppy sentences...can be annoying...but effective....


Tis all for now.

--Squishy.


[Edit-7:05am]

Oh yeah, I got the new Orgy CD the other day.

XD It's great....not as great as their others...but it's still great.

There's just something about it that doesn't seem right...like it's not all them...I don't know...whatever it is...it's not right...not Orgy.

Current mood: apathetic
Current music: Marylin Manson - The Nobodies

Tuesday, March 2, 2004

1:29PM - Fuck the School System.

At 9:50 this morning I went down to the school nurse, feeling dizzy, extremely warm and as though I was going ot throw up.

I had to wait for 30 minutes in the waiting room until she finally called me in.

I explained to her how I felt, and asked if I could go home. She said she wanted to take my temperature first. I didn't have a fever.

She told me to go lay down for a bit. I fell asleep a few times, periodically being woken up from people talking.

About an hour later she says I have to go back to class. I tell her that I still feel like i did an hour before, and ask her once again if I can go home.

She said no )

--Squishy



[Edit-7:25pm]

you have.... major depression
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Current mood: drained
Current music: Van Halen - Jump

Sunday, February 29, 2004

11:13AM - Oo-La-Fuckin-La.

I took some pictures of myself the other night. Jaymie had done my make-up all pretty like and let me wear her glasses...

Here is the link-http://groups.msn.com/WEAREDUMB/shoebox.msnw?Page=1

--Squishy.

Current mood: crappy
Current music: Mest - Rebel With a Reason

Saturday, February 28, 2004

5:33PM - I Should Just Disapear...

We can't move to Alaska anymore.

Our form of Entry got denied.

Because of me.

They don't have any phsycs that I could run to if I fell into another relapse.

I don't know where we're moving to now, but as soon as I know....I'll post something.

--Squishy.

Current mood: depressed
Current music: Britney Spears - Toxic

Friday, February 27, 2004

2:56PM - No Information Provided.

THINK

Think hard....think deeply.

It's not that difficult.

I'll give you a start...

What do you have to do...to be able to name something?

Invent it....(first thing you thought of, most likely).

But..what about stuff that was already there?

The stuff that Man could not make...because it was provided for him.

I mean, did some guy (or gal..) just walk up to a tree one day and say, "Hm, this tall thing needs a name...I believe it shall be called a tree."

OK, so now it's a 'tree'. How do you get the rest of the world to call it that?

Or, what about naming water? Or, rock?

There is such a vast amount of things that we didn't even make..that we had to name...but..who named all of these things? How did they convince everyone else to call them that as well?

HOW?

Tell me what you think...

--Squishy.

Current mood: contemplative
Current music: Britney Spears - Toxic

Thursday, February 26, 2004

4:59PM - O.O

MOOSE






--Squishy.

Current mood: giddy
Current music: J Geils Band - My Angel is the Centerfold

2:29PM - OH MY EYELINER!

!!!!! LOOK !!!!!

They're MOOSE!

That's so fucking awesome. Oh my eyeliner!

-Spazzes- I love them....

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Oh, yeah, by the way.....

...

...

...

ORGY'S NEW CD COMES OUT TODAY!!!!!!!!!!

Everyone...must dance....like a.....a....-Ponders-....A SQUID!

^_^


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-Huff- But in other news...today wasn't too good. I woke up feeling ungodly icky. I took some Pepto Bismol...but just threw it all back up.

Bah.

....I felt a lot better after that.

My mom let me stay home though...so I just went back to sleep.

--.--; Still had to get up and go to Truency court though...OH! I learned that when I move to Alaska...I'll be totally done with Truency. XD

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Tis all for now,

--Squishy.



[Edit 2:50pm]

=D New color scheme....if you didn't notice already....

Current mood: energetic
Current music: Yellowcard - Ocean Avenue

Saturday, February 21, 2004

10:18PM - Bleh.

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Current mood: depressed
Current music: Adema - Giving In

8:24PM - Eh eh eeeeh.

Hi Cait, I've taken over your journal!! Ha Ha!!

Now you are eating ice cream right next to me.

Oh yeah, Cait dyed her hair again.

Go figure.

I would like to say "Hi" to my people-

Hey Chelsea, Sydney, and unfortunately Kristina.

--Alex...

Current mood: crazy
Current music: The Lost Prophets - Last Train Home

Wednesday, February 18, 2004

12:55PM - Ooooh, Aaaaaah.

Amy and I finally got around to dying my hair purple. = ).

It's uberly awesome. XD

It's like....3 different shades of purple....

I don't have any pictures of it yet though...been too lazy to take any...




--Squishy.


[Edit 7:56pm]

Took some pictures of my hair-ness...

http://groups.msn.com/WEAREDUMB/shoebox.msnw

Current mood: content
Current music: Korn - Thoughtless

Monday, February 16, 2004

12:17PM - -Clings-

It was a very bad Valentines Day this year...


http://groups.msn.com/WEAREDUMB/shoebox.msnw?action=ShowPhoto&PhotoID=76


--Squishy.

Current mood: crushed
Current music: Korn - "Hollow Life"

Tuesday, February 10, 2004

6:48AM - -Blinks-

...What happened to all of my interests on my info page...?

They like...disappeared.

--Squishy

Current mood: confused
Current music: Manic Street Preachers - P.C.P.

Monday, February 9, 2004

9:15PM - Le Sigh.

Things have been rather uneventful since Friday.

Saturday

I got my hair cut a bit. It was really annoying me...th back was uberly long and bah...it looked really shaggy and unkept.

Amy and Mike and their nephew's birthday party at their house. Timmy turned four. Timmy's dad is an asshole...but yeah. Wednesday was actually his birthday..and Japhina called him at work asking if he was going to wish his son happy birthday...he said "Yeah, when I get home."

So, he gets home, Japhina motions to Timmy...and all he says-"Oh, yeah..happy birthday" in a really gruff tone..and then walks out to go to the bar. Ferging asshole. God. Timmy is one of the sweetest and cutest kids I've ever seen.

--.--;

Margaret slept over. = ) We rented the move Boat Trip Mucho Funny-ness. (That made no sense...but whatever...) It was a really great movie..should definitely rent it if the chance presents itself.

Sunday

Marggie and I went over to Amy's to get some Mac 'n Cheese for breakfast since my mom bought the wrong kind. --.--; Amy was all like-"You guys are the wierdest ever, man."

Yeah...I tend to go over in the mornings quite often to get Mac 'n Cheese for breakfast...I dunno why..I just have the biggest craveings for it in the mornings....nothing else sounds good but Mac 'n Cheese...ya know?

Marggie went home around 11:30..I think I went back to bed after that.

I pretty much slept till 3-ish when my mom came up and told me we were going to Warrick. -Sigh- Yeah. We needed to go to Best Buy. My dad was going to come and my parents were going to pick out a video camera..but he was in a crappy mood so..he just..didn't go.

I ended up getting two new CDs. Goldfinger Stomping Ground and Open Your Eyes. Both totally rock. Oh my eyeliner....awesome CDs.

My mom, brother and I had dinner at T.G.I. Friday's too. -Shrugs- It wasn't anything special...

I really wish my dad had come...I felt really anxious in T.G.I Friday's for some reason...and I think if he had been their it wouldn't have been so bad. -Huff- It was realy wierd.

We came home...and I went back upstairs to listen to my CDs...I probably ended up falling asleep again...I can't remember. Eventually I came downstairs...and planned on going online, but my mom was on the computer. --.--; So I went next door for a bit and talked to Mike and Amy. I brought over these old kiddy stolers I've had in my closet for the last five years to give to Fawnnine. She enjoyed them quite a bit. Xavier kept taking them from her...that was quite amusing.

Mike kept handing me the cats. Like, when Spaz came in from outside he picked him and handed him to me...He jumped down so Mike picked up Skitzy and handed her to me...-Shrugs-

I went to bed around 9:30-ish...

Monday

Didn't go to school...felt like I had and ear infection...my mom took me to the doctor's and it turns out that I might have strep throat...and we have to keep and eye on it and what not. He gave me some pain killers for my ear.

I haven't been really healthy since Christmas...this is so beyond annoying now.

[Edit 10:11pm] )

--Squishy.

Current mood: drained
Current music: A.F.I. - Bleed Black

Saturday, February 7, 2004

11:24AM - Goodbye Life.

-Friday, Februray 6th, 2004.-

The day my life fell apart.


Amy told me something about my parents that totally shattered my perception of them. I've lost so much respect for them...my trust in them is absolutely gone now.

Only two other people know what I'm talking about, and I'm sorry but I have to keep it that way. I wasn't even supposed to let them know.

--Squishy.

[Edit 11:34am] )

Current mood: disappointed
Current music: Goldfinger - Bro

Friday, February 6, 2004

4:16PM - Spinning Hamster's Toilet Whores!

I went to Meex's website and clicked onthe link it had to make your own website...soooooo....if anyone would like to see it...there's a link on this page...if you haven't noticed it yet...I'm still working on it, but hey...it's still cool.

= D.

--Squishy.

Current mood: creative
Current music: Bjork - It's Oh So Quiet.

Thursday, February 5, 2004

7:07PM - Countdown.

21 days till Orgy's new CD

Punk Statik Paranoia

is released.


--Squishy.

Current mood: discontent
Current music: Korn - I'm Hiding

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