I now have a journal there...and will probably be using it more than this one...if I remember to...
-Hugs-
http://www.greatestjournal.com/users/breathe_for_me/
--Squishy.
relaxed
giggly
We tried giving her some liquified liver yesterday...she just threw it all back up about an hour later.
I guess this morning my dad came downstairs and she looked dead. Like, seriously dead.
He shook her, and she woke up.
My mom toook her to the vet for a second time and they gave her an I.V. and did some more extensive blood tests...
When she came home she looked so much better.
She'll be going back again tomorrow.
--Squishy.
gloomy
Yeah, I'm kinda in a quirky mood.
Things have been going pretty good for me over all...Jaymie and I are really close now...we have a house down in Virginia...and I'm failing 9th grade.
Wait, let me explain.
I've missed so much school this year that it's probably best for me anyways to go into 9th grade again...I'll be learning that much more....and besides, if I were to go into 10th grade down there...I'd be so far behind and so swamped in stress I'd probably kill myself (Not literally!).
I feel good about this and really think it's for the best. ^_^
I cut my hair last night...not too much...I mean, you can't even really tell, but..I know...so I feel good about it.
TECHNO!
I've been listening to techno a lot lately....and remixes....
"Hi, my name's Squishy, and I'm a techno-aholic"
-Monotonous drone- "Hiiii Squishy"
^_^;
--Squishy.
crazy
--Squishy.
listless
I'm going insane from boredom. And yeah...no one has called me...
Maybe I'll see what Margaret is doing....or Jaymie...
"You spin me right 'round baby, right 'round. Like a record baby, right 'round, 'round 'round."
--Squishy.
energetic
XD I'm so happy.
Here's the link-
http://groups.msn.com/WEAREDUMB/shoebox.msnw?Page=1
--Squishy Moose.
ecstatic
Friday was the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
Holy Shmiznat. That was so amazing.
I really can not express how much fun this thing is, if you live in the area...they do this the first friday of every month.
Saturday was my birthday, that was really fun. Jaymie and Megan came over about..1-ish and we just sort of pigged out and played around with my wicca stuff.
Everyone else showed up about 6-ish. We watched a bunch of movies and ate just about everything in sight.
Heh, around midnight we finally got around to making the wands.
And in the morning...there was like... a mass production of Waffles in my kitchen. It was great.
Sunday was kinda like...downtime. I did a bunch of homework and went to sleep around six.
Today I didn't go to school, due to a major headache. I slept until about 1:30...and then had to go to a therapist apointment.
I came home and worked on my book of shadows some more and then prodceeded to pass out for a few hours.
I think I may ask my mom to take me to Barn's and Noble in a bit...I haven't decided yet.
sleepy
I'm wicked behind in all of the subjects I have today. Yeah for anxiety.
Too bad I can't just like...go hide in a closet and have all of this disappear when I come out.
That would be awesome...
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Tomorrow I'm going to see The Rocky Horror Picture Show at the movies at 11:15.
I can't wait.
The-e-e-e-en, it's Satruday!
And it's my birthday!
=D
--Squishy.
nervous
Yesterday was great, fabulous...amazing!
I went over to Amy's after dinner and I was feeling great. She had a bunch of friends over and they actually talked to me like I was an adult.
That made me feel so great about myself. I felt so accepted...so apart of everything.
Amy also gave me two of her vykedins (most likely the wrong spelling, but oh well). They're these really strong pain killers that make you extremely loopy. Sadly....they didn't do a god damn thing for me. Nothing...So, I had a few sips of Amy's and Renee's wine.
Bleh. Amy's wine wasn't too bad, but Renee's was horrible. She had a red wine, Burgundy...bleh.
Last night was awesome, I stayed over till about 9:40-ish and ..oh my eyeliner...it was just so wonderful.
Now, today is a different story.
I woke up with a searing headache...my mom gave me some mortin...and I went back to sleep.
At about 11 I wake up again feeling pretty good. I stay in my room though, because I know that if my dad sees me home, he'll get really pissed off.
I read for a bit, and work on my Book of Shadows.
At about 1:50 I go downstairs...and my parents just like....completely ignore me.
My mom says Hi, and that's it. My dad's vaccuuming, and she's getting ready to mop. I go online for about 15 minutes while eating some waffles.
I set my dish in the sink and ask my mom if they're like....upset with me or something. She says,-"No, why?"
"You guys aren't really talking to me..."
"Well, your dad's making a bunch of noise."
I just roll my eyes and go back upstairs.
Just as I knew she would, my mom comes up a few minutes later. She says that my dad's upset that I missed school, and that they aren't ignoreing me or anything, they're just worried about me missing school and me passing this year.
Not talking to me is a GREAT FUCKING way to show this, don't you think?
Geting mad at me is a GREAT FUCKING way to show this.
--.--; I'll have to continue later, my mom is dragging me to the store now.
( 7:20 )
--Squishy.
frustrated
Yesterday I went over to Amy's to see what was going on and walked in only to find her like...dead on the couch.
She saw me and was like-"Oh, Caitieeee..." I went over to her, really worried now and asked her what was wrong and she said, " I fucked up really bad this time."
I guess, last night she went out drinking with some of her friends. She had had only 2 beers at the time, keep in mind, and she went to jump on her friends back...well, he kind of lost his balance and came crashing down onto the curb, Amy and all. Amy hit the side of her head, just behind her ear, and was knocked out instantly.
Two hours later when she finally woke up, she found that she was in the Emergency room, straped down to a bed, with a neck brace on. Needless to say, she freaked. She didn't know what the hell was going on, who anybody was and she wanted answers. Her whole right side was in pain...she didn't know what the hell she did to her shoulder, but she said she could have sworn it was shattered....at least, it felt like it was.
Renee (Good friend of Amy's) saw that she was awake and ran over to her-"Oh my god Amy, I was so scared...the ambulance came and oh my god."
The emergency room kicked her out after about an hour of taking x-rays. They didn't give her anything except a medicle report saying she had been seen and crap. No pian killers, no sling, nothing.
She said when she finally got home at around 5:30 in the morning, Fawnnine was sitting on the couch watching cartoons. I swear, that kid never sleeps.
So, yesterday I kind of helped Amy move around a bit, helped with the kids and what not. Mike mostly did everything though...Meh.
At about ten till 6 Banana called and invited me to see Scooby Doo 2, I hadn't been to the movies in a while so I accepted. I had to quickly eat dinner though, seeing how the movie started at 6:40 and all.
So, I quickly made a salad and a grilled cheese. Interesting dinner, I know.
The movie was awesome. I had so much fun. ^_^;
When my mom came to pick me up, she asked me while I was climbing in the car-"Would you mind watching Amy's babies for a bit? I've got to go to Wal-Mart really quickly, your dad's over there now."
Naturally, I didn't give a second thought to the answer and said yes, I asked her why though.
Yeah, so it turns out, Amy has a broken collar bone.
Newport hosptial called them and told them that the radiologist took another look at her x-ray and hey, what do you know, her collar bone is broken!
So, they quickly back pedaled and told her to come in, set up an appointment to see a specialist, get a sling and pain killers and be hunky dory.
My mom told Amy that with her head injury, she wasn't supposed to leave that hospital last night. They were suposed to keep her over night for observation, since she had been knocked out so long. She also told her that if they gave her any problems to remember that she has the whole Naval Justice System sitting right behind her.
See, Newport is literally made up of two people- Filthy Rich, and Dirt Poor. And at the Newport emergency room, unless you look like you just came from the Country Club, they treat you like shit.
So, my mom dropped and I quickly ran over to Amy's. Not even two minutes afater I walked in their door, they pulled up in the drive-way. O.o
I guess the Hospital was really trying to cover their asses. Mike said that when they walked in, they went up to the main desk and told the receptionist that they had been called to come in, the lady asked their name-Lebeau, and said, "Ah yes, go down this hall, take a left and the doctor will be right with you."
They went into the room and a few seconds later a doctor was in their explaining why this had happened, what they can do to fix it and blah blah blah.
Yeah, so that's what went on yesterday.
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( Don't Burp )
--Squishy
weird
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peaceful
Question- What Should I Know About Adarian?
I.Card 1 (Recent Past)
Awakening Your True Self
You’re beginning to recover your natural identity, including your old sense of humor, interests, passions, and desires. Trust that any confusion or changes you’re experiencing are part of your healthful evolution.
II.Card 2 (Present Position
Laughter
Every cloud not only has a silver lining, it also has a humorous side. Try to objectively stand back from your situations and find a humorous twist. Laughter will help you see your life from a new perspective so that you can receive creative insights and solutions.
III.Card 3 (Possible Outcome)
Happily Ever After
A happy outcome is assured. Release any anxiety and feel secure that everything is resolved in the end.
IV.Card 4 (Bottom of the Deck)
Raising Your Standards
Don’t settle for less than your dreams. Once you make the commitment to manifest an improved situation, the Universe will find a way to deliver it to you.
--Squishy.
giggly
Portsmouth, Virginia.
We'll literally be like, 15 minutes away from Amy & Mike, and Jaymie.
^_^; I'm happy.
Well...not totally..I mean...I am SO not looking forward to the humidity.
--Squishy.
ditzy
-Huff- Here we go-
Okie, we still don't know when or where we're moving.
Recently, I've been having major Migranes due to stress. Yeah, this has been fun.
Jaymie and I are planning to have the whole month of Apirl be our birthday party. On the 3rd, we're gonna goth out my living room and invite a whole bunch of people over for a sleep-y party thinger.
-We're going to make candels and do some sort of spell....still need to pick one out, now that I think of it.
Amy's leaving on the 5th..things have been stressful because of that.
I'm wicked behind in school because of all the days I've missed recently. I need to talk to my science teacher, english teacher...and probably my math teacher for make-up work. --.--; This just means more stress.
Yesterday I went over to Jaymie's house to do a tape for Chorus with her and totally was shocked. When I tried to sing my voice got extremely mousey and I was off on so many things. ...Got really upset and almost cried..
-Not used to stuff like that happening to me. Usually I'm a really good singer...well, in Chorus anyway...or whenever I sing to the radio...
Stayed home today.....'nother migrane.
Still need to take pictures of my hair....
--Squishy.
crappy
Oh yeah. ^_^ I have a new hair color as well.
I'll try to take pictures of that when I get home today.
--Squishy.
drained
He asked all of us our opinions and we told him to take it.
So, now we have, once again, no idea where we are moving to.
--Squishy.
hopeful
Amore Torto:OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
SpiritFoxLove: LARGE DOTS!!
SpiritFoxLove : *runs*
Amore Torto : Jennah and I went down town yesterday,
SpiritFoxLove : what what WHAT?!?!
SpiritFoxLove : *nods*
SpiritFoxLove : please please tell me now!
Amore Torto : And on Broadway, there is a yellow van on Thursday that sits there from 2-4.
Amore Torto : They give out CONDOMS.
Amore Torto : Bags of Condoms.
SpiritFoxLove : -_-
SpiritFoxLove : hey..got to be safe
Amore Torto : Yeah, they're from this anti-AIDS thinger and
Amore Torto : Jennah and I were about to walk past it,
Amore Torto : But this guy like..pops out
SpiritFoxLove : and they stopped you?
SpiritFoxLove : XD
Amore Torto : And gives us both a plastic bag with condoms in it
SpiritFoxLove : ....
Amore Torto : AND LUBE
SpiritFoxLove : O.o
SpiritFoxLove : dude, when i was saying "please please tell me now" i was just singing to the song on the radio...
Amore Torto : Jennah and I are just kinda like - BLINKS -
( What'd You Do With the Lube?!?!? )
amused
I know this is really wierd-updateing about my feet and all...
But they're really really soft...like baby soft.
I've never noticed this before...
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OK, so who all watched Mad Mad House on SciFi last night?
I ♥ Don.
I think he's so ferging awesome.
--Squishy.
[Edit 7:01am]
Oh, I guess Port Huron is like...litterally a stones throw away from Canadia..
If you're good at skipping stones that is...(all that separates Port Huron and Canadia is a river..)
indescribable
Serated Scars (6:00:54 PM): ^_^ We'll still be able to live together though,
Serated Scars (6:01:22 PM): I figure, just to get us on a feet (well...after cosmotology) we become Chiropractors!
Serated Scars (6:01:36 PM): Because- They get paid A LOT and they really don't do much.
Serated Scars (6:01:52 PM): Aaaaaand you don't have to go to 8 years of college like real doctors.
Amphius (6:02:36 PM): But it's makeup!
Amphius (6:02:37 PM): D:
Amphius (6:02:38 PM): Yucko.
Serated Scars (6:02:39 PM): Lol,
Amphius (6:02:46 PM): I'll be a metrosexual!
Serated Scars (6:03:00 PM): Ok, So, I go into Cosmo, and (lol, metrosexual) you can do a different thinger...
Amphius (6:03:11 PM): Hmn..
Serated Scars (6:03:12 PM): but, we go to college to become Chiropractors!
Serated Scars (6:03:19 PM): = )
Amphius (6:03:21 PM): Doctors?
Serated Scars (6:03:27 PM): Mhm,
Amphius (6:03:35 PM): Neato.
Amphius (6:03:36 PM):
Serated Scars (6:03:37 PM): All you really do is crack people's backs.
Amphius (6:03:42 PM): ..
Amphius (6:03:44 PM): Well.
Serated Scars (6:03:46 PM): Lol,
Serated Scars (6:04:22 PM): But, if you're really good, you can work for the -Dramatic music- STARS.
Amphius (6:04:45 PM): Like..
Amphius (6:04:48 PM): LIKE.
Serated Scars (6:04:49 PM): Like, Amy Lee has a bad back ache....she'll call a chiropractor...us!
Amphius (6:04:55 PM):
Amphius (6:05:11 PM): But I'd suck..
Amphius (6:05:12 PM): And make it worse.
Amphius (6:05:15 PM): And she'd hate me.
Amphius (6:05:17 PM): ;-;
Serated Scars (6:05:25 PM): Thats why we go to college and traaaain for it.
Amphius (6:05:39 PM): Isn't that where you walk on their backs?
Amphius (6:05:44 PM): And it's like..
Amphius (6:05:45 PM): "Craaack"
Serated Scars (6:05:47 PM): So we become awesome at it, and she loves you and marries you and yo ulike happily ever after with 2.5 kids and a picket fence.
Serated Scars (6:05:55 PM): Mhm,
Amphius (6:06:19 PM): oO;;
Amphius (6:06:22 PM): Is one of them DEFORMED?!
Serated Scars (6:06:30 PM): XD
Serated Scars (6:06:49 PM): No, that's the statistic for the average amount of kids a family has.
Amphius (6:07:28 PM): ..
Amphius (6:07:31 PM): .5 child?
Amphius (6:07:37 PM): It got..ran over?
Serated Scars (6:07:51 PM): Lol!!
Serated Scars (6:08:01 PM): I'm dueing right now, Omg, this is hilarious.
Serated Scars (6:08:02 PM): XD
Serated Scars (6:08:09 PM): dieing*
Serated Scars (6:08:23 PM): I have no idea how they came up with 2.5.....but they did.
Amphius (6:08:50 PM): Lol
Amphius (6:08:51 PM): xD
Oh yeah, by the way- We're moving to Port Huron, Michigan
^_^.
--Squishy.
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