|| pissed off
||Amber - 311 (trying to mellow out...with out pot)
MOTHER FUCKER! hottest week of the summer and im fucking grounded. arg..i guess i deserve it. i mean...i didnt do it yet..but i was going to do something....but my parents found out..yea, not gonna write it here.
i've totally lost their trust. its not the whole "im fucking pissed at you danielle" thing i hate, its the " im so fucking disapointed in you danielle" that really hurts, minus the fucking. my parentals don't say fucking..for the most part.
yea so im under house arrest for a week, although authority might losen up and let me get some air for a day, as long as i keep everything clean, and beleive me...i have. i've cleaned so much..i can see my fucking carpet. imagine that?? it used to be pink..but i've spilled so much shit on it that its now a tie-dyed sort of color..not cool ti-dye, a kind of shit and puke color tie-dye, and i hate it. i hated the pink anyway, but now this festive toilet colored peice of crap i put my feet on everyday is what im stuck with, and we're too poor to replace it, so a nice "normal colored", non disease-inflicting looking carpet is deffinetly out of the question. ok, so maybe its not that bad, but its pretty..shitty. hah, sorry, couldn't think of a clever word. maybe we can call stanley steamer! hah, no thanks i dont want a stranger stumbling across all the strange things i have shoved under desks and my bed. plus i think they mainly serve people who have a dog who likes to shit on soft areas, not year old stains like the ones i have.
yes so in the two days i have been grounded i have
1. Done the laundry...but more and more keeps showing up..it sucks
2. cleaned the entire kitchen
3. done all the dishes
4.Vaccumed just about every room in the house, except for my charming brother's, not that he would care if i did it for him anyway, or even notice.
5. cleaned out the entire tiny closet me and matt have to share..that was a very interesting/scary experiance.
6. cleaned the bathroom, but never touched the toilet, i just cant sink that low, everyone in my family's asses as sat on it..including my brothers friends, and unfortunatly all the grimey ones have come over this week.
um..i think thats it..holy shit, and get this, my dad asked me to cook dinner tomorrow..dinner! i cant even make popcorn with out almost burning the house down! looks like its gonna be a canned soup and sandwhich night...actually, the rice bowls that have been sitting in the freezer look good right about now.
mannnn its hot out, thank god i have my air conditioner in, HOLLA..only i'm the only one who has one in the house for now, so it seems everyone is flocking there..since they're too lazy or hot to put they're own in...even my cats have moved in.
jesus, everyone has been getting on my fucking nerves lately..i feel like disconecting myself from everyone besides jeana...and max and daniel, who likes it in the butt.
yea well..i guess i've written enough, i'll write more tomorrow since i'll have a lot of time on my hands.