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[07 Jan 2004|11:44pm] |
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JAY [11:22 PM]: whatcha doin right now>
MexSoxDorky [11:22 PM]: listenin to streelight manifesto..bored about to go beddy bye in 10 minz me waay tired
MexSoxDorky [11:22 PM]: ju?
JAY [11:22 PM]: nottin, listenin to music also
JAY [11:23 PM]: what is hat street manifesto?
MexSoxDorky [11:23 PM]: its this ska band they r coolz
JAY [11:23 PM]: oh
JAY [11:23 PM]: i heard of them
JAY [11:23 PM]: i think
JAY [11:23 PM]: do they sing a song where they talk about robbing a band and sing realy really fast
MexSoxDorky [11:24 PM]: haha yea kinda
JAY [11:24 PM]: u know what one im talking about?
MexSoxDorky [11:24 PM]: i think so i dun know the songz by title my friend burned the cd for me
JAY [11:25 PM]: oh
JAY [11:25 PM]: haha
MexSoxDorky [11:25 PM]: but i kno theres this song where hez like skimask CHECK..bleh blah CHECK ..and more of CHECK lol
MexSoxDorky [11:25 PM]: its funny song i think its called numb
JAY [11:26 PM]: oh
JAY [11:26 PM]: yea
JAY [11:26 PM]: ski mask CHEck, sawed off CHECK guilty concious fear check check check
JAY [11:26 PM]: yea
JAY [11:26 PM]: !!
MexSoxDorky [11:26 PM]: haha yea
MexSoxDorky [11:26 PM]: woohoo
MexSoxDorky [11:26 PM]: lol
JAY [11:26 PM]: dude, thats my only favorite ska song!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JAY [11:26 PM]: lol
MexSoxDorky [11:27 PM]: haha werd! i dun normally listen to ska but my friend turned me on to em
JAY [11:27 PM]: my friend is turning me on to them too
i thought it was cool funnest convo i had all day. sumthing bothering me..but since this one person doesnt want me wrting about him well then i am goin to anyway but makin it unknown to outsiders. STARTING NOW...wenever i wanna write about him or "bash him" it will be a private entry. if u wanna read it then let me know lol. hung out w/ eden woohoo i love her so0 muchoz gawd its cool to see old friends. it was FREEZING! saw alex and TINA they came bak from HARDING it was great i missed em so0. alex and emily i hope get married or sumthin they need to..lol and tina had these cool sox w/e flowers lookin vintagy. umz my lip is bleh im hopin 3times a charm lol. umz yea laterz homie
~Sky
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upon request its bn asked to take away a certain antry about a certain person *hinthint the one in strikeout* but yea no more of him and me..its dead hopefully unless he cum lashin @ me again. i ahve a right to state my opnion in MY JOURNAL. if ur part of my life expect urself to be written abut thas all i can say. i guess ppl only like readon my journal wen its good things about them. but anyhoo i cried i got angry..wanted to kill. people think i roll by myself and cant fite my own battles sumtimes ppl underestimate what i can do..fukn damien with his rifle ready to shoot the kid who simply said he wanted to fuk me..lol thas true dedicatoin and appreciate all those TRUE FRIENDS! not these lil accaintances i meet here and there. just b/c i say i think ur cool dont feel specail. dont feel like u got me wrapped around ur lil finger..as STRIKEOUT BOY SAID IT BEST "im one hell of a girl" im fukn complicated and fukn wierd but only another complicated person could understand that and onyl one complicated person who is willing to learn..not sum nuerotic or love sick puppy nor burner. this whole experience has fukn taught a VERY VALUABLE THING.. BE CAREFUL WHO U PUT UR TRUST IN...cus that person may as well just stab u in the bak or even in ur head dependin on how sick u really are. those who try to impress u with letters and meaningless werds right off the bat are FAKES! ive had my share w/ my experience @ LHS. this was proabably the worst high school year of my life no wonder im doin so0 poorly in my classes findin myself cutting classes just so i could sit on a train bymyself thinkn. richie apologized for w/e drama and i really did appreciate it..but then he started talkin shyt about ayla his best friend and hat showed me how much dignityand intregrity he had and that goes for many @ lhs. another point...just b/c u use BIG WERDS and have a wider vocab. doesnt maek u smart...just because u can copy deep thoughts[lyrics] from ur fave band does not make u a deep thinker. im ramblling well for the simple fact I AM STATING MY OPNION IN MY JOURNAL! if u dont liek it well then my friend dont read. u dont have to keep updated on my daily life. ARE U THAT BORED am i THAT INTERSTING TO YOU!..DO I AMZE UTHAT MUCH! fuk i would amze myself to w/ allt his bullshyt im wastin my typin on. i shouldnt have to trype this in here like this at this time. but shyt happens eh! my nose bled 2day once again as i was cryin for w/e reason...it sux to think my tears have bn wasted on so much but have done so lil i went to a palm reader the other day lied told him i was 18..he figured it out...he told me that sonce i was so0 young he couldnt really tell me much b/c then i would try to change it..he told me alot of things that scared me he was so0 on point i cried...he told me i was a very sensitive person very tame unless u fukked with me...he felt tat as with any teen i was confused but i had other wieghts on my shoulders. sumthin from the past that are WAYY PERSONAL AND AM NOT DUM ENUFF TO TYPE HERE...about my childhood and how happy i thought i was and now i realised it wasnt that great..he felt that i was missin sumthin and he knew about the whole mikey thing and how important he is to me..he told me to hold on to him he would be the only one to actually care in the end..he says i look for the best in ppl and am blind in choosin my friends.he said shyt about famz that were wayy too crazy and that killed me...he sais i am a very curouis girl and that gets me into trouble...often true..he says i have sumthin special that rarely ppl possess and he says i would find it out as i get older he couldnt tell me and he began to tear it was crazy and felt like sumthin str8 from sum1 who knew me so0 fukn welland all for the last 5dollars i had in my pocket. but it was way werth it. i am ramblin once again...but i make this point clear once again IT IS MY JOURNAL NOT URZ..dont liek it leave...dont threatn me...or make me feel like i am..dont think the world is gonna read this and fukn know its u i am talkin about and think of u in a negative..its funny ppl onyl like it wen good things are writen about..yes ive repeated myself BUT ITS MY JOURNAL...i miss mikey so0 much he keeps me still and keeps me real. its gay but dam it feels good just to have sum1 there...which is why i felt the time we werent talkin like total shyt...right now i just need a good friends not a million offeres to hok up or go out..no need...no want..im not fiendin as u are for attention and love[physcially] these things are nice but ehh u know wher im gettn @..ive rambleed outta anger.fear.lonliness.nervoiusness.pain.happiness.love.hate. cliche teenage confusion and self discovery..laterz homiez gnite
~Sky
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[04 Jan 2004|11:17pm] |
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wow dam skewl 2morro..dam hw needs to get done. bleh blah bloh lol laterz homie
~Sky
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[03 Jan 2004|07:48pm] |
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OMG IM GOING INSANE I NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE! MORE DRAMA OF COURSE..GRR EXAMPLE OF WHY I HATE THE PEOPLE @ LEHMAN:
Dxxxxx [1:49 PM]: I hated the fact that you kicked me in my nuts and never even had the descency to appologize, and that you were talking about me right infront of my very own face.
Dxxxxx[1:49 PM]: don't you think I had a little right to be a dick?
MexSoxDorky [1:50 PM]: whoa how was i talkin about u..and kickin u in the nuts...alrite sowwies..but wen did i talk about u in front of ur fukn face
Dxxxxx[1:50 PM]: about 3 minutes after you did that
Dxxxxx[1:50 PM]: to ayla
Dxxxxx [1:51 PM]: hence, I walked away because i'm not going to take that shit
MexSoxDorky [1:51 PM]: ALL I FUKN SAID was I THINK HEZ MAD AT ME
MexSoxDorky [1:51 PM]: so0 calm ur fukn nipples
MexSoxDorky [1:51 PM]: u assumed shyt
Dxxxxx [1:51 PM]: WHAT YOU DON'T SEEM TO UNDERSTAND IS THAT YOU KICKED ME
Dxxxxx [1:51 PM]: IS THAT NOT REGISTERING IN YOUR HEAD?
-then he tells me i mean nuthn to anyone @ lehman as if i cared HA!-
Dxxxxx[1:59 PM]: and when I thought someone descent walked through those doors, I was wrong. Not only partially wrong but totally and wholely. I'm sorry I fell for you, I;m sorry I wanted to be your friend. I'm sorry I trusted you. You really messed me up. You weren't just another friend I just don't speak to anymore, but now that I've seen the real you, i'll just have to get over it. It's a waste to die by others' words. Please remember that. Good-bye
what a waste ...gettn all angry over a kick in the balls. and i DID apologize for kickn him so0 pfft...wat can i do. i need to realize theres no pleasin every1...and im def not gonna change to please some kid who gets angry over fukn stupid shyt.
well i finally spoke to mikey for new years=] it was cool to hear from himwe both agreed that not tallkin to each for about 3 weeks felt like months..lol umz... i've way closer to duane which cool. im hopin hez THE ONE PERSON from lehman that wont flip out on me. i saw nicholas i was so0 lame and like ran and jump on him it was cool tho. totally unexpected to see him. that kinda made my day as much as of a loser it makes me sound. umz bi!!y wants to "hook up" i swear this kid had to be drunk or just really desperate to think he can formally ask me for one lol. i found it hilarious then here comes duane like no dont do it be strong it was a funny situation well @ least @ 3 in morning. umz yea i was hoping to go out the saturday before we go back to skewl.. fukn sux all i did was sleep i ahve all this energy and urge to see ppl and interact ..whoa i wanna be social lol laterz
~Sky
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i've sorta abandoned this thing for quite some time ... my compz been so0 fukked and still is grr. nothingz really changed. im still not satsified w/ myself or the enviroment i've surrounded myself. people can be really moronic and brainless. can never learn to think for themselves and not follow the pack. thatz probably the only good quality i have. i just hope that i don't give in to the pressure i do something i wouldnt normally. most people @ LHS are stereotyped and for good reasons. why did i run into all the bad apples? all these kids are frivolous. grr they are hopeless. i try to avoid these feinds.lol anyhoo ..xmas eve i hung out w/ frankie and eden [YES EDEN!?!]at the seaport. it was like i needed to see her. i missed her so0 much. i wanted to say so many things and had no words. i felt bad at the end when we toook her to the busstop cus i wanted to hang out longer and tell her how i felt and how miserable i was knwoin we couldnt ever be the same. ITZ GAY I KNOW! lol but she was a really good friend. it was pouring that day my hair looked so0 goos dam rain lol. for xmas i got money.makeup.HOKEY POKEY ELMO which kicks TOTAL ASS! my new digicam which i needed one so0 bad..lol
cdz and um a poster that eden bought me... itz cooliez. um i found out i had to take ppix for my modeling class... so0 i went crazy w/ pix of myself. and i was taking pix of stupid shyt too ... im lame. if ur curious of what these pix look like or care CLICK HERE
umz im still confuzzled about alot of shyt. havent heard from HIM in a really long time...i miss HIM so0. dennis and richie arent talkin to me b/c of w/e reason. i dont care too much. it sux that they feel that way but the way they approached things was totally OFF. grr .. laterz
~Sky
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why is it that u dint appreciate people until they r gone or think they might go..whether its death or them leavin the state. i've had feelin for both. my grandpa once again had to be taken to the hospital i stood there with my sister till 5am on monday... it sucked lookin my grandpa who is sucha at ease guy goin though so much pain and only trying to make fun of the situation. it hurts knowin that my grandpa is already on his way ... this was the only male figure i''ve ever really had... he was my dad ... then damien is leavin to of all fukn places iowa ... like WAT THE HELL IS THERE!?! lol his daddy is workin over there as a newscaster or sumthin w/ the tv station. imma miss him muchoz ... got to skewl in time for 2nd period. had lunch w/ dennis then later went to 8th st w/ him. we hung out for a little bit ... we are gettn a LITTLE closer .. i fell bad about him and his girl upstate ...he doesnt know what to do w/ her and blah ..shez bein shady ... then we went to guitar center where i ran into mikey and apollo ... i wanted to keep walkin they ddint see me but ... a yell just came outta me it was wierd. it was kinda refreshin to see em and be downtown ..b/c lehman gets me sick ..grr i want out so0 bad... i can only wing it this year and go fukn willin i'll be headed to a WAy better skewl. bleh got my haircut and all short and in layers.. woohoo... dam tiredness and i cant even fukn sleep=/
Laterz
-Sky
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HAPPY FUCKIN TURKEY DAY!
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No Doubt-"It's my Life"
It's funny how I find myself
In love with you
If I could buy my reasoning
I'd pay to lose
One half won't do
I've asked myself
How much do you
Commit yourself?
It's my life
Don't you forget
It's my life
It never ends (It never ends...)
Funny how I blind myself
I never knew
If I was sometimes played upon
Afraid to lose
Oh, I'd tell myself
What good do you do
Convince myself
Oh, It's my life
Don't you forget
Oh, It's my life
It never ends (It never ends...)
And I've asked myself
How much do you
Commit yourself?
It's my life
Don't you forget
Caught in the crowd
It never ends (its my life)
It's my life
Don't you forget
Caught in the crowd
It never ends (It never ends)
Oh, It's my life... (oh its my life)
Don't you forget... (don't you forget)
Caught in the crowd... (caught in the crowd)
It never ends (it never ends...)
Im trying to figure out who sang the original .. eck .. im working on this fuckin project for my racism course and im so0 tired i wanna fukn sleep ...
some people think that i holf their opinions so0 high ... HA riite! they think they know me so0 fukn well .. thye only know the facade i put on and havent even attempted to havin a real fukn convo with me. im tired of people THINKN they know me..very few do. and those r greatly appreciated eck ... grr ... laterz
~Sky
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[24 Nov 2003|12:37pm] |
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LOVE wow what a word .. its so0 wierd i finally let HIM know how much he means to me and ive bn tryin to for so0 long but was scared of his reaction or what not. he seems so scared. but im not sure of fukn what itz wierd. itz kinda understandable but w/e. i was just relieved that i finally did wat i wanted to do for so long. and in such period time these feelings have built up and errupted and ahh.. im sucha ditz. i have so0 much more to say but love is the only word i have to describe my feelings for HIM rite now. my vocabularys to small for my feelings ..ugh all i can say is that im complicated and wierd... and maybe since HE is too it all clicks RIIITE haha! i dunno ... w/e happens happens i just wished it happend faster so all this can be less complicated. ugh ... i dunno im just happy that i said what i did b/c i meant it and bleh ... im lost
laterz
~Sky
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today was all rainy and tuffz kinda fun.. but i was soakin wet .. i went to youth group and we went to the minister's sons room..kinky..HA! i wish ... naw but hez wierd but cool at the same time. today mikeyz mommy called me and i was like WHOA! supposedly she wanted to ask my mom about me and mikey. she has sumthin against me b/c im 15 and mikeyz 18 and i dunno ..itz not like we r fukn and im havin his child..we are purely friends and hez my infactuation ::sighs:: eck me dunno ... havent really spoken to him but ahh im just wondering watz wrong. i spoke more with this kid richie and this girl ayla...they seem pretty cool .. richies so0 adorable he has curly hair and freckles and sk8tr type..and aylaz so0 pretty with her purple hair and stufz but thye r kinda into w/e plays in krock ... but ricjies get a point for likin thursday:)
and dennis has bn nicer to me which is cool .. he isnt that bad of a guy.. i think ppl get the wrong impression or he just likes to be a dick .. but hez so0 cute too ... but i keep hopin sumthin happens with me and mikey and maybe i should just let go ... but for now i havent had a real attachment to anyone the way i do to mikey. itz not like a leechy thing either .. its like we know how to give each other space and how to make time for each other its so0 wierd but eck ... for now i think imma keep havin fun being single but im always willin to take the oppurtunity of bein w/ mikey at almost any given moment BUT then again i htink what if i find sum1 new and can care less later or maybe even care more imma be in a fukked up situation...eahhh... im so0 confuzzled... laterz
~Sky~
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[13 Nov 2003|07:26pm] |
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^i wanna get that tatooed sumwhere...maybe back of my neck...yea imma loser...and im not obsessed!lol^
um bored tired..birthday sucked...blah
laterz
~sky
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WOWzer...um got caught cutting..in deep shyt..but um im gettn my shyt back 2gether. on friday i wen to the pyromyth/ vanilla ice show..pyro was coolies minus the string poppin:( but um vanilla ice was a waste of time..he had 14year old girls strippin ::bleh:: they werent even attractive..eck..um slept for 2 hours @ petez and came home sat mornin...MY ROOM IS FINALLY CLEAN! i can see the floor and everything:) um fell asleep while jose was over on sat. mikey told me stuff up stuff:)me happy...i feel like a lame-o but w/e...he was making himself seem more difficult to understand than wat he really is..or maybe its b/c i relate or sumthin bleh who knows. um feel asleep SAT 5PM woke up SUN 11AM. sunday stood home doinn HW um...monday skewl blah..afterskewl dyed my hair black..looks chill but i miss my red hair..umz 2day chilled a LIL BIT w/ andrew and BK kids...dennis was a dick im/n mad stupid shyt last nite..um alexis is writin bullshyt on the walls and on ym door again..imma have ot kick her ass again..fukn gets me tite..i ahet these immature fukn girls...they r so0 fukn ignorant..and retarded..shez gonna end up pregnant by thte age of 16...AHHH i wanna move the fuk outta the projex already:( for my rascism/discrimination course we are readin a book called "AMAZING GRACE" by jonathon kozol..itz so0 fukn good..but it kinda depresses me..its about the south bronx basically the area i live in and it talks about how my neighborhood is the poorest of alll the bronx and how they were mad ppl dyin here not so0 long ago..and ahh it depresses me..i never really considered myself poor..like i always had enuff to at least eat..but um yea..maybe im poor in the sense that i dont have certain luxuries ppl do..bleh w/e chris asked me out...blah hez fukn cool and adorable..but yea...
i really like mikey,it's really annoying when you can't have someone you really like. but it's okay cause im having problems with myself and he's in this whole contemplation state. sometimes i say i love you to him and he probably thinks it's like just to say it. but i actually really do. he is a really cool guy. i never knew when we first met we would have a relationship that is as tight as it is now. from what patty would tell me i thought i was gonna end up slicing this boy. but wowzer..things are wierd. i actually kinda spoke to that duane kid he seems cool but i heard he hates every1 so0 im not expecting a hey 2morro mornin..lol..umz...cant hang w/ mikey 2moor DAMM HIM..I HOPE U READ THAT!!!!!!! DAMM U...lol laterz
~ ^ * ^ ~ SKY
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[13 Oct 2003|11:38pm] |
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im tired of the pain im tired of the frustration im tired of these tears...
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[13 Oct 2003|01:09am] |
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im feelin so fukn lame...im sick and im feelin lonely. so many ppl come my way but few who can be real. bein @ lehman taught me how fukked up ppl can really be. no matter where i go or what i do..ppl still seem to fuk me over. either by talkin shyt or takin advantage or makin me a fukn trophy in sum fukn competion. there are only a few ppl i love and put my trust in. ppl i can always rely on..and unfortunately over the past years this list has shorten by the hour. just when u think everything is goin to be okay...sumthin or sum1 screws u over. this has been a continous situation through out my life. these people @ LEHMAN ARE FUKN AFKE AS FUCK..all they care about is whoz goin out w/ who and how much pot they are goin to need to get thru the day. i cant stand the circle of "friends" i ahve built around me. [or who ahve becum attracted to me] i cant really call ANY OF EM my friends..i dun even wanna be their associates...just ppl i talk to to pass the time u can say. but this cumz w/ consequences...so0 i guess imma ahve to make sum barriers or sumthin.i dunno..BUT im done w/ all this shyt of boys who ahve known me for 3days wantin a serious relationship w/ me. boys ahvin wierd competions for the new girl..FUCK U ALL..imma do wat i wanna do..imma do things my way...im tired of all these boys askin me @ the same time...while im just tryin to figure myself out and em gettn all upset b/c i dunno wat im doin..to whoeverz readin this..u mite think dam she fukn snotty she has mad dudes on her shyt and shez not satisfied? but..these guys are approachin things the wrong way...wen i tell em "ive only known u for 3days letz be frineds first" they fukn cum out enraged..speakin about how i lead em on or sumthin...im done for bein known as this heartbreaker...cus im not! im just tryin to keep shyt real...u dont fall in love w/ sum1 after 3 days...its all enfactuation and lust..im not feelin that..i want sumthin real/true/ and fulfillin..im tired of these random attempts of hook ups...im tired of bein sick...i saw terri on friday..alot of old feelings came back from him..i could tell a lil bit...jsut his body language...b4 that i hung out w/ mikey...::sighs:: yea ppl who know me know my feelings towards him...eck..sux wen i dun exactly kno how sum1 feels about u..they can talk and talk but if there are no actions what am i supposed to think?he makes me smile and stuff...ahh its so0o wierd...i feel like a lil girl..o wait i am..lmao...ahh i just dont wanna lose a chance with him if there ever was one...hez gonna be readin this...i know it..sumway sumhow...so0 w/e..but um yea..imma dork...this sux major bollas..theres this kid demetri...i think hez the only real person i met @ lehman...eck..i miss the GPT ppl...havent chilled with em for a while..but the anticipation makes things more excitin i guess..lol
im so lost confused and dazed/i dunno whatz happenin to me day to day
BLAH! im feelin BLEH!
~Sky
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[30 Sep 2003|10:17pm] |
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 You Are a Perfect Lay!All sorts of guys long to hook up with you, but your standards are set high. You don't just give it up to anyone, but when you do...they can't get enough of you! You have a knack for pleasing and receiving, and sex with you is never boring. Only problem is ~ they all seem to be falling in love with you... What Kind of Lay Are You?More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva |
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[30 Sep 2003|09:31pm] |
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Your Existing Situation
Willing and adaptable. Only at peace when closely attached to a person, group, or organization on a which reliance can be placed.
Your Stress Sources
Resilience and tenacity have become weakened. Feels overtaxed, worn out, and getting nowhere, but continues to stand her ground. She feels this adverse situation as an actual tangible pressure which is intolerable to her and from which she wants to escape, but she feels unable to make the necessary decision.
Your Restrained Characteristics
Feels trapped in a distressing or uncomfortable situation and seeking some way of gaining relief. Able to achieve satisfaction from sexual activity.
Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense. Sensitive and sentimental, but conceals this from all except those very close to him.
Willing to become emotionally involved and able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity, but tries to avoid conflict.
Your Desired Objective
Considers the existing circumstances disagreeable and over-demanding. Refuses to allow anything to influence her point of view.
Your Actual Problem
The tensions induced by trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond her capabilities, or reserves of strength, have led to considerable anxiety and a sense of personal (but unadmitted) inadequacy. Her inability to enforce her will causes her to over-react in stubborn defiance and by assigning to others all the blame for her own failures.
Your Actual Problem #2
The fear that she might be prevented from achieving the things she wants drives her to the exploitation of all types of experience, so that she may categorically deny that any of them has any value. This destructive denigration becomes her method of concealing hopelessness and a profound sense of futility.
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