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After 10 days of leave of absence, I was supposed to go to work tonight, but I'm sorry tinamad ako so I called in sick hahaha!
My team leader knows naman that I'm aware that I've been slipping and slacking with my work ethics lately (like being absent thrice for this month, being perennially tardy, over lunch breaks) but never with my performance. I still manage to pass my scorecards kahit I'm at my most "petiks" and "batas" moment. She says it's natural for me to perform kahit wala ako sa mood. Her confidence in me really amazes me. Kaya when I told her that I'll be missing work tonight, "Ok fine" lang talaga nasagot niya hahaha!
I seriously love my tL! Ayoko rin siyang abusohin unlike this team mate of mine na puta lang. I swear naiinis ako when I think of her. First of all, nagpapaka-bratinela siya about the schedule, she doesn't like it daw, her health is deteriorating kapag night shift. Well, what the fuck?! Why did you apply in a call center in the first place. Secondly, wala siyang karapatang mag-demand ng schedule because she isn't performing. She's mediocre so the nerve niyang mag-demand. Modesty aside na, she isn't like me who's a top performer na may karapatang magpa-diva, but I don't do it because I know where I stand. Third, wala siyang team spirit. Nakiusap na't lahat ang team leader ko na wala munang magre-resign, that she knows how the schedule is killing everybody but konting tiis lang for another 2 months until the next shift rotation, aba si puta nag-inarte pa rin. She whined and whined about resigning and then now magpapa-terminate na lang daw siya and won't report to work anymore.
Kinausap ko siya kanina at I'm sorry, but hindi ko napigilan ang sarili ko na talakan siyang mahadera siya. Sabi ko gaga siya, sinayang niya lang ang almost a year na sakripisyo niya pagpasok ng night kung hindi naman niya malalagay yun sa work experience niya sa resume niya dahil magpapa-terminate siya. Una, Convergys ito, may prestige. Pangalawa, technical account pa. I'm sure in one way or another magagamit niya 'yung experience na 'yun. And kung gusto niya talagang umalis e di mag-resign na lang siya ng maayos. But no, nagmamatigas si puta ng ulo.
Well, I wish her luck. Sana lang 'wag niyang pagsisihan mga desisyon niya. How she's so committed to her boyfriend na bakla na sa totoo lang e ginagamit lang siya for convenience. Ang bata pa netong girl na ito e. And in fairness naman kasundo ko siya, and we shared some fond memories together. Well, good luck na lang talaga sa kanya.
~m-o-o-o-h~
This is funny! I have already forgotten that I'm keeping Jiro Manio's picture until I saw it a while ago while I was looking for files to delete in my hard drive. I kept it because he looks so much like his first degree cousin, of course my ex, Jesse in this picture. Kaaliw lang, they practically look like brothers hahaha!
In fairness, we're in good terms naman, and we still text each other every now and then. 'Wag na lang siguro talagang ipilit ang hindi pwede. And I have to admit that I still do love him. Mahirap lang siguro talagang mawala 'yun.
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