Blurty for Elizabeth.
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| Wednesday, September 24th, 2003 |
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"WHY WAS I NOT ABORTED...IT WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER THAN THIS" haha. that should go on a t-shirt or something. oi. Daniel gave me this gigantic hickey; then i told him I don't want a relationship and he got pissed. He thought it was because he is mexican. oi. My birthday was Monday, I'm 19 :) My birthday party is saturday.....the famous "junk food table" will be present, full of healthy and some unhealthy snacks. I hope I can survive. oi oi. My roomate & I have decided to be Eating Disorder Buddies. It doesn't help that she's constantly in dallas ( and missing class) so that she is not here to offer me support, and vice versa. I have done good though. Nothing but friut and fruit juices lately. Except today for lunch i had a salad. I was starving and all these delicious foods were popping into my head like fried mushrooms from Baris (GO GET THEM NOW) and cheese enchilada's. yum. oi. |
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I ate two lunches today. maybe it helps that my breakfast was some orange juice? I had a salad and cantelope for lunch...then my 2nd lunch was this vegetable wrap thing...then for dinner. Oh get ready, this is the worst. It was a hashbrown, scrambled eggs, peach cobbler, and a strawberry and chocolate crepe. Oh man. I'm so full. I bet I weigh a hundred thousand pounds. oi. I wish I could look like this:
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god dammit. my roomate left to get us some aterol. and she came back, acting like she didn't leave to go get it. She probably took both of them thats why. Dammit. Now I'm getting tired and I still have so much homework to do, and when I get it done and try to sleep she will still be awake high off aterol. God Dammit. |
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Matt's an asshole. I'm supposed to leave MY dorm room to give my roomate and her nasty ass drug dealing boyfriend alone time. I'm pissed. I'd post the conversation Matt & I had just now, but it was so short It doesn't even exist. That and the fact I got pissed and closed the window. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK I want to smoke an my roomate smoked all the cigarettes I had left. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. |
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Blurty for Elizabeth.
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