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ok. i'm bored.
guess what. Joe said i am a sophisticated Lady. lady? sometimes i don't even feel i'm there. what they feel does not telly with what i feel. ouch.
so, it's s saturday, i make sure i shop for food and EAT my heart out.
hmm, you see. something abt aizat. he's a nice person. and you know. but, you see, i don't wish to get rid of him or anything. nothing that sort. just that.. hmm.. he keeps msging me. like. ouch. ouch. ouch. what should i do? maybe i should just layan. what else can I do. that's the nicest thing i can do. since he says he's always being rejected. ouch. ouch. ouch. some guys are just not lucky enough. sometimes, looks matters alot to most girl (aint me; never like that). for a moment; alot. HEY. WAIT. i'm not getting him off because he's UGLY or something. just that, i feel funny ard him. i just feel uncomfortable. but trust me, HE's A NICE PERSON. just, don't get me wrong babe. i still want to be his friend. not more than that. hey wait! i HAVE a bf right? so, what is the problem with me. WAIT! it's not that i'm giving a second thought for him. ouch ouch ouch. put this straight i feel bad abt Aizat. him msging me at the wrong time. i just layan, to be nice. and i just feel creepy ard him. but i find him a sweet. i mean nice person. full stop. phew. that was something.
so, enough abt him.
okie dokie. i want to grab a hot chocolate drink before going to bed.. good night. -again. *hugs*
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