| It's been a long time. |
[10 Oct 2003|10:18pm] |
Check out the crazy pictures i took. i'm not pretty. am not an angel. just a girl.
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| missed me? |
[25 Aug 2003|02:57pm] |
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missed me anyone? bet not..
yep yep. i finally bought a new pc. with LCD screen and my CPU casing has running light. ahakz.. (cam ah beng gitu ehz) then, digital camera and a new scanner. weee! that's my birthday present from mummy and papa. weee! thanks! i love you guys.. *smiles*
*ponders* so you guys know right? ezad bought a new bike. it's green. i think it's a tzm. whatever la. i don't know nuts about bikes. hehe.
ok la. i think i better be going. i'm in the lab. and i guess the next class is coming. cheerios..
PS: my layout is under construction. am sorry. and haffiz. thanks alot alot for the layout. it's lovely. and ya. i love it. love ya~
take care dudues. *winks* and.. and.. 27th august is drawing near.. *winks harder* hehe
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| i miss him |
[25 Aug 2003|02:57pm] |
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i miss ezad.
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| i miss him |
[25 Aug 2003|02:57pm] |
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i miss ezad.
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| stopid |
[19 Jul 2003|08:01pm] |
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OK.
I HAVE A STOPID BLOG.
I HAVE A STOPID LAYOUT.
AND I HAVE NO TIME TO FIX IT. ARGH. SCHOOL RUIN MY LIFE.
went through my inbox @ hotmail. and ya. i have a pitas.com! haha. can u imagine. having it and not knowing. i mean. forgetting. had that last year i think. am working on it. ok?
toddles.
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| monday blues |
[14 Jul 2003|07:51pm] |
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wee. my 4th day in school. wee! ain't in a monday blues afterall.
ok. i like lectures. cool. haha. and i was so slenge tadi. i forgot i was the marketing rep. haha. i didn't my thing. ahakz. today was really packo. official day. school reopens. erm. so many ppl wanted to have their temperature taken. and i was late for lecture. but was in time to tap my card! yay!
lunch was with liza. then met up hafiz. showed him ard school. i mean sorda. anyways, saw khai. ok this khai. all my life tak pernah nampak die. only in this photo. ok. here how it was. i was walking in the IT block i think. and i saw him. spontaneously i said to myself, "eh, khai eh?' i didn't expected him to hear. he was blur. so walked up up him. "hi. are u khai? know hidaya? my bestfriend." bye. see u ard." haha! what was that seh. like he care gitu. i can't believe i did that. haha. well, i just did! then, teman hafiz with his friend makan. pat south canteen. then topped up ezlink.
ya. that's abt it. and.. and. guitar lessons for me tomorrow! wee!!
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| faizal |
[18 Jun 2003|01:28am] |
check this out. it's faizal. my friend. he look so slenge in this photo. real life, he's quite a pretty boy. yay.
girls, he's still single. anyone? haha. but he blurr to the max. hee.
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| love |
[04 Jun 2003|02:41pm] |
i don't know why i'm saying this. but for now. i don't believe in love anymore
if you're up to it. break the chain.
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| haha. |
[04 Jun 2003|12:35am] |
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guess what? i just chat just now. on IRC!!!!! can you believe it. i've always hated chatting. argh. *giggles* i mean. chatting is so yucks. esp with the airheads. whatsoever. i mean. it's so hard to find a relatively 'normal' person on irc. most are mengarutz.
i chat with this tpjc guy. hmm. he's nice.
ok. gtg. good night.
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| stronger |
[24 May 2003|01:42am] |
i think i'm stronger today. after what happened.
i cried at work. so now, everyone knows i've broken up with him.
but i still stronger.
thanks to the ppl who had helped me emotionally. *hugs* i love you. dee: you're been there when i needed you. Hafiz: you've been a sweetie. to be all ears. to be the shoulder for me to cry on. to be a teddy. Faris: thanks for asking. i'm fine. Rozie: thanks for the encouragement. Rini: thanks. life goes on. fiza: your hugs makes me smile.
thanks. i love you guys...
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| Aku menangis semalm |
[21 May 2003|10:37am] |
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Misha omar- Bunga-bunga cinta |
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aku menangis semalam. (i cried yesterday)
aku masih menangis. (i'm still crying.
he still did not pick up my calls or reply my messages. he even cancelled my calls.
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| tAke it or leave it.. |
[20 May 2003|10:48pm] |
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hello. well, these are the events that took place today.
morning
i was woken up by my mom's naggings. as usual. (it was only 6am then!) guess what she was complaining? tissue papers. my home ran out of tissue packets. what is her problem. we use them. when we ran out of them, we buy them. right? i don't see the whole purpose of yelling. moms. so, i was sweating in bed. then, i migrated to my brother's room. on the fan to full blast. it was heaven. woke up at 9pm. wash up and get ready for work. found out that my bloody brother took my discman w/o my permission. i was pissed off. totally pissed off.
at work
work was ok. but slight problems here and there. biasa la. i'm so the pissed off with auntie geok hong. she caused me lots of problems today. there's this order, i told her to send to 303. but she sent to 202. then, 203. for god's sake. it was bloody 303!!!! agrh. i step kancong. selvan told me to relax. i mean. that's not the reason i'm not relax. i'm just pissed off. that's all..
after work
relak2 ngan members. had dinner. which is of course, pizza. i'm sick of it. i skipped breakfast and lunch. can you believe it?? haha. that's normal for me though. ard 7plus. i moved my ass from that place. went home together with shariq. when i told shariq i wanted to go home. everyone at work had the wrong idea that "we are going home together". you know what i mean? so, i decided to take 105. and he too! great minds think alike. we walked from centrepoint all the way to far east plaza. he's suppose to meet his friends. but was lazy. at the bustop, met his friend. he gave me that funny look. as if it's wrong to go home with a friends at work. shariq alighted before me. he lives at toa payoh. hmm, mine was another.. erm.. 7 stops. i was so blur. i didn't notice i was still sitting down when the bus stopped at my stand. i didn't even remember i need to alight. and i almost forget to tap my ez-link. stopid.
at home
watched heartlander. lightyears. and viva la familie. took a shower.
ezad
called him so many times. yet, he didn't pick up my calls. nor even reply them.
ok la, i'm prettty much worn out. my next working day is friday.
good night.
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| *sigh* Questions. Questions. |
[19 May 2003|12:02am] |
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look at my face. i seem so pale aight?
gee, when your bf doesn't call or meassage you? what that does mean?
when your bf keeps going out on his bike till wee hours. (eventhough he has school the next day) what does it mean? (of course, i'm not told either)
when your bf spends so much time for himself and his friends. and not you. what does that show?
when your bf have to think twice abt meeting or going out with you. what is that suppose to indicate?
when are bf doesn't reply to your messages? what does that tell?
argh. i just can't figure out the answers..
don't call me a loser. sometimes, guys, i just don't understand.
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| HIM |
[16 May 2003|12:54am] |
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he didn't sms or called me for two days.
it has been 3 weeks since i last went out with him.
i saw him downstairs. on the way home. i was on the phone. guess what? he just smiled and walked away.
what was on my mind: is that bloody guy who just walked off my bf?
erm, i shouldn't have walked off the other day when he called me.. well, he deserved it.
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| How could i? |
[11 May 2003|09:32pm] |
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ok, you have to hear this out.. well, i saw ezad on the way out. just out alone. and he called me. and i just walked away from him. he asked me where i was going. i shook my head and walked off. i mean, what do you want me to say?
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| This is what i feel. the song explains it all.. |
[09 May 2003|05:22pm] |
Hetty Sarlene
Hasrat Terlindung
Tangisan dalam senyumanku
Terlindung dari mata dan fikiranmu
Tak pernah dikau tahu
Tak pernah dikau peduli
Kepedihan hati yang aku alami
Kau hanya ingin kuturuti
Setiap gerak dan telunjukmu
Sedangkan aku jua
Punya hasrat punya rasa
Tetapi tidak mampu untuk bersuara
Sesekali aku ingin dihargai
Janganlah aku diletak ke tepi
Sesekali aku ingin merasakan
Kemanisan cinta dalam satu genggaman
Aku harapkan kau mengerti
Menyelami yang terjadi
Apa sebenar yang terbuku dalam hati ini
Aku tidak sanggup meneruskan hidup ini
Di dalam sangkar yang penuh berduri
Semoga dikau memahami
Penilai perasaan yang tersembunyi
Dan jangan sesekali
Kau tersalah mentafsirkan
Hasrat dan keikhlasan hati ini
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| tOps.. jUst toPs.. |
[08 May 2003|01:03am] |
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i am: drinking milk. and eating biskot.
i counted my tops.. hmm.. guess how many i own? more than 20! yay!..
here's some of the new ones.. i bought in less than a year..
1. Hang ten's RED tee.
2. Hang ten's PURPLISH PINK tee.
3. Hang ten's BLACK; with red v-neck
4. Hang ten's WHITE tee.
5. Dano's PINK sweater
6. Metro's BROWN cardigen.
7. Levi's BLUE tee.
8. Converse's RED tee.
9. Skater's RED tee.
10. Giordano's WHITE top
11. Giordano's RED top.
12. Giordano's BLACK top.
13. OP's GREEN tee.
14. OP's strips BLUE tee.
15. Bossini's pale BLUE tee.
16. Bossini's strips BROWN spag. straps.
17. Metro's BLACK top (birthday gift)
18. Hot date's WHITEsweater
19. U2's BROWN sweater
20. PLUS TEE's white tee.
21...22..23.. (there's a lot more.. i'm lazy to list them down already..)
what colour top i lack huh??
i sure have lots of tees..
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| stopid |
[07 May 2003|12:37pm] |
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all the malay songs are bring back memories.. damn!
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| i need a hug.. |
[05 May 2003|12:28am] |
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Right now:
- I’m eating instant noodles from the cup. It’s tom yam flavour. Tell you something. It’s not nice. Really.
- -I’m sms-ing ezad. I’m pissed off with him for all the reasons. It seems as if I’m always angry with him. Ya, whatever. Fuck.
Work:
Was fucking boring. And it’s fucking tiring. I’m always pulling a long face. As long as possible. Everyone is trying to make me smile. Haha. Hey, I’m just so reluctant to work. What can I possibly do? Right?? Anyways, I think I think I want and wish or maybe am (fuck! What am I talking) quitting. There are 101 reasons to quit. But here’s the few:
1. Hate my job.
2. It’s tiring
3. Boring
4. Lame
5. Stopid
6. Whatever. The list abt goes on.
I wore contact lens to work today. Everyone says I look different. Duhh. And of course, I look better with spects, to most. The other amount, prefer me with my contact lens. Well, I don’t care, really.
I went home with Hernie today. Not exactly ‘went home’. We parted at the bustop. I finshed work an hour before her. She told me to wait for her. And I did. Hey, we click you know. Which, I don’t why. Just like me, she’s finding a more relevant and better job.
I saw Hidayah at work today. I was like “EH! HIDAYAH!” I sorda miss her. Suddenly have lots of stuffs to tell. Hehe. Girls. Anyways, I borrowed from her two of her cd. 8 Miles and Miss Elliot. I’m looking forward to finding a new job with you ya. =) (Hey, I’m smilling!!!)
I returned my library books today. It’s due tomorrow. And I paid off my library loan.
Not working tommorrow. Ahh. *I don’t care. I really don’t*
Eh, what should I get for Mothers’ Day? I don’t know. Really, don’t know.
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