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hola chica
i am bhumis house and yeal ife sux jk
um for the past whil i have been conspiiring a suprise bday for bhumi it didnt go to well people left their shoes out hey I CANT"S DO EVERYTHING\
it was rebecsa, kristen, brianna, aleks, joey the asian kid it was cool kinda not really
we played twiste r and got twisted into different positions and kept fallin then we went downstairs and started running around in the dark and we found a soft spot and we brought blankets and crap to a room of her basement and we just slept together and turned all the lights off haha a super dry orgy joey just got a new nickname he's sooooo soft i want him in my bed every night
haha mr. fluffles
like we were under the blankets in like a weird postion like i was leaning on him but his face could see min and i open my eye and an asian eye is staring at me so i giggle and lke aleks ane bri r there asking if it was joey
it is etremely early and i am like go back to sleep more laterz
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[01 Nov 2004|03:54pm] |
bhumi is the bitch, she is the coolest one out there
lalala
this weekend was helterskelter and i am currently still in the weekend mode since i didnt go to school today
i wish i never had to go to school again :(
i moved and the place is homey
this weekend i discovered mariah fleming is nicer than i thought she would be
eddie doesnt like dancing
this kid named angel is half brazilian half puerto rican
i have weak thigh muscles
dont kick people
you can get kicked out of places
this kid just popped out od no where at the witchs woods and my reaction was to lift my foot up and i dont think i actually kicked him but the lady was all like you kicked him so hard in the balls he started coughing up blood hello i am no capable of making people cough up blood and i didnt even kick him in the balls i'd have to be aiming a bit higher
whatever
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[27 Oct 2004|02:07pm] |
Hi people today was cool too cool for school!!! haahahaha
well yesterday i was talkinm to aleks and bhumi on the phone when i shouldve been doing my hw my room is a disaster area i am packing and i didnt do my hw cuz it was too late so i had to do my hw during school but it worked out pefrect since our sub had nothing for us to do
taylor and aleks were being funny and i got called anorexic be devonta its weird though cuz he is so skinny and he weighs like 30 lbs more than me
i have to find a costume
people r mad at me cuz i told this kid that he ws gonna get a note? i dunno? dont ask me i was just trying to keep up with conversation because he like started talking to me about that subject and well i included my info. whatever
i finished half of my science homework and JILL is awesome
i am extremely torn cuz i dont know which school i wanna go to
i wish assabet and mhs were 1 school
i know taylor aucoin is going maybe gaby and eddie plus i think roxanna is goin and CAsey hopefulyl so i'll know these people
but whatever
Stephanie is the funniest girl in the worl hahaha
we talked about furbies and chuckie and gigapets hahaha
in situations like these i am happt to know espanol
you know i am always happy to understand espanol
today is my last game and i am, not as emotioned as i thought i would be
i am kinda sick of staying after till late every single day
i am on bus 5 bitches if your on that bus ull see me
i wish i lived across the boys and girls clyb cuz thats where all the cool people live madeline
or actually i wish i lived on like edingboro or church actually cuz the cool people are there too!!
Ah Ha see you lata suckas
strive to be more like remmy
and look like Pharrel
and think like Linkin Park
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[23 Oct 2004|08:16pm] |
Everything’s so blurry
and everyone's so fake
everybody’s empty
and everything is so messed up
preoccupied without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble and I crawl
& you could be my someone
you can be my scene
you know that I’ll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what your doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that’s not very far
(Chorus)
can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well you shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well you shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
everyone is changing
there’s no one left that’s real
make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
you could be my someone
you can be my scene
you know that I will save you
from all of the unclean
I wonder what your doing
I wonder where you are
there’s oceans in between us
but that’s not very far
I LOVE EVERYONE even though they dont all love me
that imcludes:
bhumi nathalia, aleks, um cheddar and sour cream chips
joey-both, curt schilling, meg belmore, vahid sharifi, um a random kid who just signe on, aakash patel, jeremy ronayne,yusein, krista dicarlo, delori, chouinard, CHRIS DIRICO, taylor orason, BRIANNA CAMBPELL sexy mama, LIZ STANGLE , rebeca cardoso, bruna pereira, bruno aragao, hemnant Patel, Lapertopper,
bhumi is sexy and she makes me laugh
nathalia is sexy also hahaha and this kid thinks her boobs r too big
aleks is sexy and I AM absolutely in love with him
both of the joeys r funny
curt shilling wears reeboks and i like those
meg belmore is who i randomly thought of and from what i seen shes random whis is cool also her and jeff are cool
vahid sharifi and i r in love with each other, hahah we r first grade buddies
aakash patel and hemnant patel r like family
im in love with jeremy ronayne and yusein
chouinard is awesome and chris turns me on and laughs when people call me a pmsing bitch
tatlor orason is awesom and everyone, almost everyone loves brianna's ass
lrebeca cardoso is the coolest person ALIVE
both brun and bruno are exceptionally hot especially the 2nd one
AND CASEY TAILLAC"S WALK IS SEXY!!!!!
I love my friends and i want to cry because I love them sooooo much :)
goodbye fuckers and lovers i love you
a minha palavra mais favorita: fuckers
dont make fun of my portuguese
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[16 Oct 2004|09:06am] |
hi u people persons i AM currently at bhumi's house and eferyine is sleeping
and hahaha i get to touch the laperopper!!!!!!!!!!!!!!its cool i guess lalalala everyone is sleeping
i have nothing to say life is boring lalala
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hello people i am currently at the library my online time is mostly at the library and thats because i am now adapted to dsl i guess damn dial up is too slow for me now
hahah
oor whatever the words are
i just got out of chorus and becca joined
Nathalia is pissed off at me supposedly from Friday
It is stupid becasue she called me at like 4:30 whe said hi and hi and talked for liek 1min but i had to go cuz my mom "needed" o talk to Brazil so i am like i'll callyou later
so sh was on for a majority of the card which is a lot so its like 7:05 and bhumi calls shes like hhey we're at the game come
so i go to the game get home 930 and go to sleep i go to training for 12-14hours during the weekend, go to church, plus i sell candy at sudbury farms my whole weekend is gone and i dont talk to Nathalia
on Monday she is all Fucking pissed off and well i am fucking tired of people being mad at me so i am not going to fucking talk to anyone because i dont feel like being treated like shit and i dont care
when someone doesnt care about what i say im not gonna talk to them
bhumi said shes prolly not mad at her because bhumi talked to her but i dont fricken want to be treated like dog shit on the bottom of someones shoe i dont give i am not gonna go back and talk to anyone who doesnt care about what i am saying
i care
but when you start calling me a dog fuck you i dont like being treated liek fucking shit wheteher you are trying to be funny or not and i am sick of being stupid dumbass fights all the time. come onm be serious and sont get mad at me all the time
thats the only thing i feel like saying right now
too myself
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[29 Sep 2004|03:06pm] |
Hola people
im at currently at school and yea
today was kinda a crappy day because i was extremely well but today we voted and i voted for peoplt the only thing i will disclose though is that I voted for kelsey tsai
i think i was supposed to sleep over casey's but i dont know if i can because i have to go to training on Saturday Bright and early
ohh joy
i have to go in a few minutes to do agility ladder :) i love agility ladder
i cant wait 'till I get to see Nathalia's play
:)
i dont know if my church is still doing my play
last time we were supposed to be practicing but only 10 out of 15-20 people showed up so we dont know if we can still do it
we are missing a few people because of work
damn lazy churchgoers
hahah
You make me wanna lalal
i want someone who makes me wanna lalal
i dont have any , comment withh any suggestions?
hey maybe that someone can be a girl?
No I am NOT lESBIAN
hahah maybe like Nathalia or Bhumi or something or aleks cuz in my mind he is a girl boy npot because he is girly because he is kinda like a girlfriend
i am typing incredibly fast right now and i think i am pissing a few people off haha ciuuz its make fucked up noises
tchau
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Holla peoplerz long time no see i think?
I love you and i am feeling good a lot a lot of shit happened and i think it is good shit :)
ive really come to love our team no matter how fucked up we are Life is cool and nothing tramtizing is happening a HUGE MASSIVE weight was lifted off of my family's backs and lets just say a lot of things are probably gonna be different for me from now onschool is good and i am trying not to overload on anything and i seem to like everyone in all my classes there is beefy, nayhara, nathalia, aleks, joey and jeff m i never knew jeff before and hes actually kinda nice jill is kinda cool
ive even been talking to cliff a little more and i think were ok in the 6th grade we talked a lot and stuff happened but we started talking in the end lof 7th grade i even got pics of him (hahaha he let me) cliff is nice
me and beef are back together babe hahahah i love beefy he is awesome the soolest kid in the world specially since hes over andy shhh though weve known each other way back and hes one of the guys in our grade thats not a complete asshole another guy that i have known since waaay back and is not an aahole is luis were back together too well on the same bus
hes been burning me some awesome cds haha yo bailo por ti, yo churo por ti yo rio por ti yo estoy feliz pero so por ti hahah looney tunes
so school is awesome and i think i am gonna be a best buddy :) dont worry i wont go phsco on im or her westboro is monday
god knows what will happen to me before the end of the year but i have a feeling ut will all be good because everyone around me reminds me of good times!!
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field hockey has gotten to the point where it is not even fun anymore not because of all the running i know i am very very very bad but it is so sad because i have the worst fear in the world those creepy thi8ngswhich just thinking about makes me go physcho and i know its stupid but i am AFRAID of them 8 legs i saw so many of them today i almost started crying i basically was crying and one of them was on me and was like freaking out ever since i was little ive had this fear of t hem once i wasd like home alone like for one of the first times and i saw a spider and i crawled onto our cofee table and stayed there till my parents got home like the tv wasbnt even on and i was afraid to get the remote i know its pathetic but i dream about them all the time i mean last night alone i woke my sister up 3 times cuz i was screAMING like if i think about them before i go to sleep i will dream about themi seriously need therapy everywhere i go i like see them though its freaky at filenes sears my room other peoples houses outside its freaky and i swear if i see more spiders in all this time i am playing i will like quit or end up crying cuz i am AFRAID damnittbye bye for now keep them away
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I think i have seen fat joe's lean back so many times that i memorized Remmy Martin's part
cuz i like what remmy's trying to do
trying to make the world the same for guys and girls one step at a time ???
i dont really have anything to say usuallythe only time i actually have anythin productive to say is when its like 1 in the morn
next thin might jack ur lexus (sorry kanye is on now_)
but you know (i love the part where the coke turns into doves, thats cool)
you know i was gonna talk about britney but
i had a weird dream a few nights ago
i dunno it was prolly because i saw cidade de deus (city of god)
and well there was a lot of coke in that but i had a dream and i dunno if i was doin coke or who was i dunno i forget it was a while ago
so yea Kids dont do coke it fucks up ur brain !!!
thats all i have to say
im leaving
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Does anyone know when the DNC is it like the last week in Julyecause i wanna go to the cape for that week but some people are saying that its gonna be packed whatever man screw that
im bored man
friday i hung out wit nathalia and bhumerz then saturday i went to see ashlee but hahaha i threw up at the concert cuz it was so damn hot wasnt that pleasant throwing up your slushie in front of thousands of people haha
see we covered it up with paper then this dude like stepped in it so i was like laughing my head off and the people behind me who saw everything were also laughing their heads off
by the way clique sucked and Skye Sweetnam rocked!!!
she was awsome but clique was very hottish
and hey ashlee was good too
sunday i went to maine to have fish and walk on trAILS haha and get attacked by mousquetos
then i went to my uncles house and we played poker and watched the game
Brasil gainst mexico baby
damn mexicans were still cheering for themselves after they lost just go home u suck 4-0
anyways wednesday a brasil agains uruguay game then on saturday we either play colombia or argentina and whoever wins wins the Copa das Americas!!
tchau and tata for now
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[12 Jul 2004|05:51pm] |
YO YO Yo Shake that shit hey !!!!!!! ooo
you know what i have discovered lately I have no energy whatsoever until 600 o'clock at night
at this time i am like wwowowowowowow
much like now
damn i am hyper
i feel like goin to an old fashioned party or somethin so if u have any ideas u know where to go
today i woke up watched euro trip for the second time talked to bhumerz and nathalia then i went to to honda wit my momma and i got cofee and poptarts while we waited for our caar to be all set baby
haha then we payed and this kid started talking to me the only reason why i am bringing this up is because this kid looked llike rogers twin cept for with blue eyes like intense blue eyes we talked bout my brotha my siste and i and those mciddes pedometers
yea talk about interesting ahahahah
hey so i wa sgonna go to the biblioteca wit bhumita but the motherz was being a lazy biaatch
heheheheheheeh she was refusing sayin she had to cook for the family um everyone in our family is 13 and over meaning we can cook for oursleves
DAMN PEOPLE THESE DAYs
Love ya lots
boo
hey this girl over herr is lookin to hook up hahah
i want some "look at that ass" type
ahahah just kiddin
any type is ok wit me
a bit on the sensitve side
but not overly
i am actually in my rugged man stage no metros please
you either be a rugged skateboarder or a pimped out thug or a man that dont know where u belong hey im lookin heheheh
WHITE BOY DORKS!!!1!!
screw that man hAHAHA
Im just lookin
i feel like talkin some more but i dont have anything to say
tchau for now
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hey
todays the 4th huh ??
too think a few many years back at this time people were starting to hear and maybe believe about our new country
wow it seeems like the older you get the more u forget about ccertain holidays it took me till like 500 o clock today to remeber why the hell all this shit had been goin on and a flyer helped about the viewing of a rare version of the declaration
well today i went to the cape for info first we went to provincetown to enjoy their parade its actually slightly entertaining watching cross dressers walking the streets singing hahaha boyolas as we call them in port
heheheh then we went to hyannis and ate and walked around then we went walking around the beach just got back didnt get to see any fireworks though :( wait actually i saw fireworks last night heheheh but we wont go into that shh hahaha
well i cant wait to go to the cape again i am so relaxed from it even though i wore the wrong shoes and they digged into my skin
we went to the joke shoppe there and they had a bumper sticker
"men are a fact that women can take a joke"
which is very tru i mean guys are sooo slow
seriously i mean they dont get it they dont get the whole process
and every girl gets it for some reason i mean see next year will be better,sordove maybe us girls should start listening to those 8th, actually 9th grade boys haha "well i am an 8th{9th}grader" wow i just remebered i am tlaking bout kids their age/greade, wow stupid me
youve seen oneguy uve seen the rest jeesh
i mean seriously wha difference does a year make? i proved myself right
especially in guys they suck
but yet i love them haha a guilty pleasure
maybe we should all just go the cher approach and date like guy in college of course when ure like 18 though
hey they are mature and some of them can buy u booze haha but tthats not all
cept the only thing is ud prolly find one of them cheating on u with a hoe damn booty calls hahah
soo maybe we should live with these boys till they grow up and just play with their minds till then haha :)
remeber just dont get hurt boys are supposed to be a pleasure not something bad and annoying theough careful cuz u could get tied in their web
love ya lots
stephie
boys are stupid and they dont get it
"boys are stupid throw rocks at them"
but if i could just get a piece of that ass hahah here i go again
tchau
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Hey You guys, hows life????
I am actually startting to enjoy my summer and the highlight of it isnt running :)
Well i was gonna join you guys on Friday to get my yearbook signed but cuz cammie calledme the night bfore and she got me into sixflags for free
hey i am up for that
so i went but it was a weird thing because there were 7 people in my poor cousins subaru forester which fits 5 people at the max
so in the front it was dan and dre
then in the back it was camila, devonta, ben, and me a verrry tight squeze
hahahhaah then my cousin got the back and we covered him so the cops wouldnt see him
well we went and on the way there we watched Spirited Away, a very good movie
(now thinking about it I know why i think about cars a lot its cuz whenever i go out with them we r always outnumbered by guys and they talk about cars a lot )hahaha well actually before that we went on this weird ride thing houdini right and it was really funny cuz devonta was afraid cuz my cuzins had freaked eveyone out bout the ride so whe he went to leave the doors closed on him :)
then it started pouring and we had to run for our car
on the ride home we watched sex and the city episodes
and haha one of jrs friends ben
was like so random first he like fell asleep like on me then when a song he liked played he would randomly start dancing it was hilarious then hed go back to sleep
when we got in the area we hung out at dans house for a while
then we went to mickey d's passed closing cus we were special :)
and then my cousin started annoying me but not the way you'd expect it wasnt because he was being a pest it was another reason him and his friends
then we went home and wayched this mad old scary movie which made everyone fall asleep
then i slept over and my mom and people came over to clean the house the next day
so i helped evertone and ran errands with them
then later we went out for ice cream i came back kinda got a bit typsy i was so slow it took me like 5 mins to buckle my seat belt it was hilarious
*kids just dont mix the hard stuff with the normal stuff*-hehehe i think im gonna make that my away message
then we went to see dodgeball and then i got home like late heheeh good think people had left my house at like 1230 so noone cared i crashed then the next day i went to la playa and had and awesome time and worked on my tan which is today hehehe :)
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Hey you guys its technically my 2nd time updating but lets not count it as that
I really love my blurty and it seems as though everyone is taking theirs for granted. Those live journalers will return to blurty :). Today was actually a good day but i got mad at myself for wakimg up at 1030 when i set my alarm to 830 im trying not to get lazy
Well like thats working hahaha
hey at least im excersisin i'd rather be at the pool doin laps then runnin laps god i hat runnin why is it so easy for like kelsey? its like impossible for me
I talked to Nathalia today and i am extremely happy :) i was kinda nervous though but i'm glad thats over phew
see i knew i was gonna get into a fght with someone by the end of the school yeai\r and itjust happened to be Nathalia
i was kinda predicting Liz or Brianna though, dont ask me why??
I am currently playin mariokart and i just moved up to 100ccs and everything with 100 ccs is faster the hard part is i havent managed a doubledash yet so at the beginnig of every race i start out as 7th place and i slowly crawl my way back up to 1rst of 2nd i am currently in 2nd by 2 points
Baby park is the weirdest in the mushroom park because theirs shit bein thrown all over the place great i am goin to my leats favorite nowThe dry dry desert and i was like sooo afraid that i was gonna get third isnt weird how 2nd is okay but third is bad and third is bad but 4 and below are horrible Hey at leasti fifnished everything with 2nd place 1rst in 50 ccs too bad i didnt get anything :(
hey last night at like 1 in the mornin i randomly thought of this cuz i was and currently still am in book shortage soo i am gonna copy it
"You know one of the things i hate the most?
Talking to a guy about your age that you have no what can i say "chemistry"? no, thats not it but you know lets not even go there anyways you "Casually" asking him how his older brother or cousin, or friend are doin doing and they respond but do so hesitantly with a why? at the end and you say no reason but they know you way to well to know that thats the reason
They know you have a better relationship with the person formerly metioned no thats not nessicarely it either chemistry? sure whatever
and you feel weird going there even though it was a completely normal question to ask and you just pass that person on even though you both know that possibly something is goin on u with ur girly imagination that only a tru flirt can have and him well that he just figured but hey you never really know even though some discussions would have lead to that thought ????
but hey maybe its the same for your friend???
the younger one
and u just pass them on while your concious brain puts that thought that u dont wanna think about right now into a part of ur brain that will only kick in after adolescence
and while this is happening u gain esteem while ur younger counterpart's ego is being shattered!!!!!!!
yup thats what happens to me with a loss of books i think about weird thoughts!!!!
anyways today i tried rice milk and decided to stick with the soy!!!! :) TATAFOR NOW!!!
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[23 Jun 2004|02:14pm] |
BoHi you Guys
long time no see, at least i think so !!
welll in the time that i last talked or at least i think, different things happened
well you guys all know that i am a BiTCH and i will admit it and i also have rage problems
and you see thAT IS one of my weaknesses but whatever u know the story anyways
ANd also I'd like to say that I take full responsibility for my actions!!
I ve been beginning to walk lately its Pre Practice for practice, see practice is supposed to get you in shape for the season but i need to get in shaoe for practicen Thats how good i am
see its only the running in my fitness test everything was perfect except for the mile part
so today i ran a half a mile then i walked a halef a mile then i walked another half a mile and i wantesd to run another half a mile but....
hahaha the first time i ran aroutnd in Ghiloni there were these two kids and at that point i had energy so i was joggin but you know how i am i am like a show off hehehe :) see i noticed them and they noticed mm so i decided to get into a sprint heheh I did that and hey i felt good i just wish i good do that all the time , so i was walking the second time and the kids had moved and they like started talkin to me they were like hey, how u doin? and i was like um......im fine i dont know these kids exactly.Thjen i am like almost jogging around the third time and the kids had moved again and they like shove flowers in my face and theyre like hey these are for you and see i was like moving and i didnt even notice and like all of a sudden i had these flowers in my hand and i was like what the hell right? you see i wouldve walkes around another time but i was kinda creeped out about when i would see them again heeheh so i went in my moms car while she finished walkin and they started like skateboarding around my moms car hahah very funny then before they leave the kid like wavesat me .
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today was itselft but takingh a breaki from thatn. what exactlyis the point of having a blurty. i mean i try to keep mine as real as possible but its hsard knowing thpat people are goin to kenow what urr thinking it is a truly blissful moment when you have a smairk on your face and no one knows why.
i havent been updating the same thar i used to. its weird you know
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remember just keep all a secret
Leave me alone I'm over it
And everybody's movin' on
I can't see my tomorrow and yesterday has come and gone
So leave me alone
My mind is blown but it's my own
So deal with it
I'm feeling fine most the time
I may be on the outside but no ones getting in
So leave me alone
We're O.K. reelin' in the days
We're alright we're just getting high
Let us be it'll be all right
I got no strife I'm loving life
Could you say the same
You don't have to move to groove
So come on up and see me but leave that judge behind
'Cause I'm loving life
Chorus
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Today was a good day, well i wouldnt exactly know because i was like zoned out the whole day. but itte was a good day i guess
we had ss which i hate
then art which i hate
but then i has ela it was ok cept for the fact that cliff kept on singing and him and mr c were tempting me with their gumit smelleld good and jared was pretty much being himself then i had like math which was mean because i made the dumbest mistakes on my test causing me to get an 88 boo
then yea i had other classes but i dont remeber them
then i had lunch and mr b kicked me out of his room then i went to the caf and i had to sit with like kevin and alex and stuff
and alex was being himself
like he was like yea i am a 1 aa then he was like asking the whole world their cup sizes and i was like wow
erick was like yea, i am a double d it was really realy really messed
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hey i was thinkin
mofo are weird words the next time i get called that, i dont reallty get called a mofo though, i will say are u implying that i fuck mothers?
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