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[20 Sep 2003|07:03am] |
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okay yeh its like 7 something in the morning. im so friggin..sedated..so ..i have no idea..i was in the car on the way home and i was staring at the sky and it was like a movie i wanted to film it it was more than beautiful it was something else i cant even explain. as i type this my arms honestly dont feel lke im ..using them.. i cant explain this but i dont like that i have to type this shit on here but i dont thinki have the capability to write it. im not that..aware..or maybe im to aware..im not sure yet...tool is really freekin me out atm...cant believe how good the new APC album is ..i got it a day after it came out not even im so impressed ..mer de noms really sucked ass..and well thirteenth step blows it out of the water for sure..its so wikid the song the noose is insane. gave it to kerryn and he agreed it as just as "sad" as and all that could have been by NIN..but yeh its wikid cool and i think that anyone who actually took their time to read this (you must be a very very bored person to put up with my bullshit) you should definitely invest in buying this cd A Perfect Circle-The Thirteenth Step...neways im freekin out so i better jet...stay freaky ..(where the fuck did that shit come from?ohhh man) cyaz
-SyN
oh yeh check out this site
the site of my fav. drummer danny carey www.dannycarey.org
xox
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[09 Aug 2003|09:34pm] |
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well..its been shitty...real crappy ass week..listening to depressing shit even tho i know i shouldnt.havent listened to this song in ages..reminds me of to many times...i miss kerryn really badly..i wish ryan was here..i duno what to do anymore really..or why i bother always writing here when no one reads it..not that i care..and i always say that...*fuck*...im so confused about so many things.i wish i knew what to do. im gonna attempt to write a poem.
So many things..just lying there in the way.
pushing and shoving to set this free.
ive ripped at my own viens,
just to see my reflection.
how can this possibly be?
so many things i thought wrong.
pulling apart the wires,
cutting out the time.
why does this always happen?
this self pity i want to puke.
cant i just learn to be happy,
be perfect just like you.
keep myself hidden,
find me in your palms.
bloody and destroyed.
fix me.
-Lexi
how was that kiddo's?pretty lame..all i could come up with atm..neways i should get going...
bye 4 now
-lexi
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[01 Aug 2003|09:11am] |
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alrite i have no idea what the hell happened to me last nite i think i finally snapped something happened almost like an epiphany...i have no clue what to do or even think of this..did i go beyond my own boundries and capabilities to handle certain things.i completely over did myself not believing..now im still so fucked rite up..but more mellow now...i cant even believe im able to type this im so glad this happened..so fucked..i should probably go now..before i have no idea i just need sleep i think shit
-SyN
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[30 Jul 2003|08:45am] |
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holy crap! alrite so ill keep this pretty quick cos i havent done anything in a while so yeh neways
my sister is coming out from ont. pretty damn quickly here.like as in today.lol
im going to see dimmu borgir children of bodom nevemore and hypocrisy dec. 1st im so fucking stoked its not even funny. uhm met a new friend harrison hes a wikid cool guy who's fixing my corset atm. kris was takin the piss out of him and he stood up to it so automatically hes cool.*laughs*.neways i cant stay on here long i found a really cool pic to put on here on the meantime so yeh enjoy
-SyN
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[03 Jun 2003|07:02pm] |
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i havent wrote on here for so long i decided i should do it i have no idea why im mainly bored...jasons not here so its kinda lame..kerryn went back to aus. im so sad..fuck..its lame but whatever im going to look at things
positively as possible he's coming back so i should remember that u know anways .blah. ryans out of my house for reason im not even going to get into. now dans friend trevor is staying here for a bit. always a full house.lol. i might pull my hair out.haha. anways my hair looks nifty im gonna post a pic but my hair colour doesnt show up right my streaks are a flourent pinky/red colour oh and i finally put a circular barbell in my septum so it looks a hell of alot better.lol anways yah
[june 03]
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[24 May 2003|11:20pm] |
[creepy creepy girl]
The chick in the pic is of a movie ive recently watched prolly about 7 times called Ghost Ship. its pretty damn good i would write more about the movie if i was wasnt so inhebriated...(i dont kno how to spell that.lol)..but yah ill update later bye
-lexi
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[14 May 2003|11:36pm] |
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[how fucking cool is that]
my hair turned out so dope ill have a pic up here soon of it its so wicked the exact colour i wanted it to go this crazy hot pink/red colour it looks so fucking dope.lol i cant even describe..my stomach hurts right now tho so im going to make this short..ive come to fully realize NO ONE reads this fucking things..bah..wutever i need sleep im going into van tomoro to buy shit!
-lexi
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[13 May 2003|10:08pm] |
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hehehehe...im excited tomoro im dying my hair black and flourecent red!!! eep!!! kerryns dying his hair black/blue and chris is getting blond streaks....blah im so baked im gonna go atm
-lexi
p.s. im sad jasons gone:(
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[11 May 2003|12:09am] |
[mind altering beverage number 1.]
[mind altering beverage number 2.]
[mind altering beverage number 3.]
[mind altering substance!!]
muhahah this was my night tonite and im still drunk i cant even believe that ive done this so far so anyways im doine now bye byes
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[30 Apr 2003|05:25pm] |
[This Is Your Brain On Drugs]
blah im starting to realize no one is really reading my journal wich i dont mind all that much becos none of this is really anyones business i do it as an outlet i spose...but yah...i guess im gonna go drink some more beer now..blah ..wait no im not i remember something now this is crazy but sum1 in my class is actually talking to me and she's like the complete opposite as me in appearance (not that it matters) but yah shes so cool and nice and we have the same views on so many things and such i duno its really weird im like talking to her about junk u kno that anyone i had just met id never talk about n junk but anways she comes into class today and gives me a doobie as a present i mean how fucking insanely cool is that..she just moved here from van btw her names kailee....but yah anways shes really cool and she drew me a pic of a naked chick bending over .LOL. ud have to see it to understand.lol but yah neways im gonna go simpsons is on
-lexi
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[27 Apr 2003|10:07pm] |
uhm thought this pic was pretty fawked..the movie rawks..(house of a 1000 corpses) saw the screener a few months back....yup im special
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[27 Apr 2003|09:57pm] |
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well i figured out why i couldnt make my pic work b4 but down below thats a pic of me and my septum not a great pic but all i have atm...yah neways the water hash..well..lemme sudgest NOT getting the shortened version of the recipe ..well..cos its major drug abuse..*sigh* anways yah..im lonely boo..watching tv and my stomach kinda hurts funny oh well..blah.. im gonna go now for the moment until i find a scary pic to put up here..not that anyone reads this anyways but who knows!
-lexi
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[27 Apr 2003|09:49pm] |
this is a practice..thingy
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[26 Apr 2003|02:13am] |
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so atm we're attempting to achieve something that sort of looks like this..so far..it doesnt quite look like that *laughs* uhm..chris is in the bathroom doing something funky...i had to shake the junk it was really lame anyways yah im too tired to really same much more that this but yah fun times
-lexi
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[23 Apr 2003|01:38pm] |
[disturbing image of the night]
i feel like that women looks..cold...right now..fuck..nm..waste of my time.
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[21 Apr 2003|08:55pm] |
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hehehe there is my septum woo hoo! n junk yup there it is
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[21 Apr 2003|08:01pm] |
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well i got my septum done..it hurt kinda. not as bad as some people had told me. i could feel the needle go through and come out and its still kinda throbby owie...i cant wait to get my circular barbell put in..waahoo..neways ill hav a pic of me up here soon
-lexi
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[21 Apr 2003|03:00pm] |
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That is a picture of Sulpher this new band from the uk i recently listen to quite a bit they sound alot like older NIN i mean..the lead singer even looks like a younger version of trent reznor. I also posted on their noticeboard and got quite the response.*laughs*. I totally recommend theyre cd and singles for anyone who really likes older style NIN like broken-the downward spiral eras.Theyre lyrics are just as dark and menacing i think. I almost hate to compare them to NIN because its not really fair to stick them with that kind of label considering NIN has really mellowed out (such a big disapointment) but alas NIN still rocks.lol in any case i think Sulpher is an awsome example of raw industrial.go to http://www.sulpher.co.uk/ to find out more about this amazing band that will hopefully come to BC for an all ages event..me being a minor really sucks ass...and spread the word about this band as well cos they kick ass.lol
-lexi
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[21 Apr 2003|02:06am] |
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so it was 4:20..hitlers bday..although i dont think anyone celebrated that.lol uhm atleast not that i know of..neways yah tried to roll a blunt today....uhm lynn accidentaly broke it cos it wasnt wet enough..oh well..my shoulder hurts so badly right now i should prolly sleep soon.....mmmmmm
-lexi
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