| shaun and meg hunt. |
[18 Aug 2005|03:50am] |
Tonight was very weird...but in a good way. I was going through my pictures today to see which ones I wanted to bring back to school. I found the original freshmen lunchtable picture. I found the Original Cheeszettes. God those took me back. Life was so different back then. I was so different back then. I went out with Terry tonight and we were having fun as always... then we see an exit and he is like Shaun works around here. So we decide to go visit him. It was very cute. I miss him a lot. Terry and I talked about a lot of high school times...when things were fun. We both agree we miss our romantic lives in high school (well minus Sophomore year for me) Then I get home and talk to Meg Hunt... Turns out both of our lives suck at the moment. I miss her so much. My cell phone really needs to stop being a dick. Text messags aren't working and I am missing calls left and right. I am supposed to hang out with Aaron tomorrow but who knows if that will happen. I am worried about school, like really worried. I am just petrified that my fears are right. Anthony says I am wrong, but I dunno. I hope he is right and I am wrong. Talking to Mark again...I don't even know what to say there. I miss Qiana but she didn't pick up her phone today. :( I hope things are ok there. I should really be asleep right now. I have no reason to be awake. Here's some pieces of mine and Meg's conversation:
Lee (3:02:11 AM): yeah looks like we are partners on this shit ride called life Meg (3:02:35 AM): as long as we are on it together..its shitty going alone
Meg (3:37:50 AM): one day at a time right? Lee (3:37:55 AM): only way to do it
I actually don't really have an emotion right now. I am just kind of here. Tonight was a good night. I would have preferred to not think about some things, but you can't hide from the past forever. :-/
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