| It's like 10,000 spoons when all you need is a knife... |
[28 Sep 2003|09:11pm] |
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"Forgive Me"~Evanescence |
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Matt finally came home today from the hospital...
so that should make everything better...
right?
So why doesn't it?
I had a good time with him today...
had a lot of laughs...
something is still bothering me though...
I think it's the fact that I know there is still something wrong with him...
and the thought of him in any kind of pain just kills me...
I am doing all I can to make him feel better...
I REALLY don't feel like going to school tomorrow...
I don't want to see Jessie...
don't want to hear people's bullshit excuses...
it's called a deadline people...
how difficult is that.
My parents have been good through this whole thing...
though they think I have depression again since I been like sleeping more than ever...
this whole thing has just drained me so much.
I did religion homework this weekend...
that's it...
I should probably do that first period homework...
Yeah, that is next on my list.
Alrighty well I am done bitching for now so I am gonna leave you all alone...
be grateful for all you have...
you never know when you won't anymore...
Matthew, my baby, I am so glad you're home where you belong.
Have a good night...
I love you all
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