||[23 Oct 2003|06:40pm]
||brand new- the boy who blocked his own shot
I love days thats start out terrible and get progressively worse. I just burnt the roof of my mouth. Tomorrow is Friday *does victory dance* and its a late start too, so I guess the worlds mission to make my life miserable isn't a full time job afterall. Besides, I can't stay down for too long, Saturday is the std/taking back sunday show. Monday I turn 16. I found it terribly ironic when my mother walked in two days ago and told me that I must have a birthday party to "commemorate my 16 years of life". I laughed, told her it meant I was one year closer to death, and I haven't had a party since i was 11 so why start up again now? I always manage to "brighten up" someone's day. You know you have a talent when you successfully piss off a new person daily. (Hold your applause). Now on to more important matters...
I am already getting sick of the sadistic torture at the penitentiary I mean the lovely specimens at school. I don't think I have ever been surrounded by so many superficial twits in my entire life. 2moreyears2moreyear2moreyears.
I really want to go to New York. Get as far away from here as possible. So far it looks like the Pope will hate Catholics before I get out. Its all in the effort though, right?
With a handshake in solitude,
|Come Join The Christain Army!
||[23 Oct 2003|08:51pm]
||Crusades Strike Back, keep coming back for more!
Down with Life!
Who is with me?
...No one, surprise surprise.
|first survey on this shizznit
||[23 Oct 2003|10:31pm]
-first grade teacher's name: mrs. oliver *shudders*
-total number of houses you've lived in: 2
-last word you said: work
-last song you sang: Rilo Kiley- The Execution of All Things
-last thing you laughed at: mr. andersons rap that he made in 8th grade about some kid that always said "style mode!"
-last time you cried: 2 nights ago
-last state(s) you lived in: California born and raised
-what's in your cd player: Brand New- Deja Entendu
-what color socks are you wearing: white costo socks *represent*
-what's under your bed: another bed
-what time did you wake up today: 6:10 because I rule!
-what is your career going to be: I am interested in journalism, psychology or real estate
-where are you going to live: England would be ideal--GOD SAVE THE BRITS!! those accents *swoons*
-how many kids do you want: as of right now, none
-what kind of car will you drive: at my rate me and the 96 av' will never part
-current hair: long and blonde
-current clothes: i like to rock the sue mills uniform 5 days a week, so very flattering to every body type *winces*
-current annoyance: myself, friends, school, the works
-current smell: dove shampoo
-current longing: weekend/std show and my 16th birthday in 4 days?
-current desktop picture: billy boyd in lord of the rings
-current favorite music artist: i could limit it down to about 20, if you were lucky
-current book: Girl, Interrupted (never gets old)
-current worry: friends and school
-current hate: "inferior peons"
-story behind your username: self-explanitory
-current favorite article of clothing: my cheap ribbed tanktops and my dads shorts from the 70s
-favorite physical feature on a guy - eyes
-line from the last thing you wrote to someone: "i love it!"
-i am happiest when: im with friends
-i feel lonely when: i am left alone to me own distorted thoughts and images
-favorite authors: Philip Pullman, J.R.R. Tolkien
-do you think too much: wayyy overtime
-if you could live anywhere in the world, where: england or ney work possibly georgia
-famous person you have met: Jimmy Moon (Lucy's old boyfriend from 7th Heaven, I'll admit I used to be a hardcore fan up until last season--we all have our downfalls)
-do you have any regrets: who doesn't
-sex or love: love
-favorite coffee: irish coffee
-favorite smell: boys cologne
-what makes you mad: how i never feel complete
-favorite way to waste time: instant messenger, im on that bitch like a hobo on a ham and cheese sanwhich
-what is your best quality: creativity or listening
-are in currently in love/lust: there is a first time for everything
-what's the craziest thing you have ever done: sat on top of a movie jeep and gotten attacked by a tree, i have the battle wounds to show for it
-any bad habits: procrastination, craking knuckles, piss people off
-do you find it hard to trust people: yes
-last thing you bought yourself: a jamba juice
-bath or shower: shower
-favorite season: fall
-favorite color: gray
-favorite flavor: chocolate malted krunch (rite aid style)
-favorite time of day: night time
-gold or silver: silver
-any secret crushes: probably
-how many coats and jackets do you own: wow umm 18?
-do you wear a watch: i am a huge fan of cheap target watches my collection includes: minnie mouse, bob the builder, beauty and the beast, powerpuff girls, princesses etc
-favorite pants color: jean
-most expensive item of clothing: that new jacket that i have to return, thrift shops is where its at
-most treasured: my jeans from ocean beach
-do your friends know you: as much as i allow them to
-what do they tend to be like: great
-can you count on them: almost always
-can they count on you: most of the time
-last book you read: Sloppy Firsts
-last movie you saw: Donnie Darko
-last movie you saw on the big screen: School of Rock (hated it!)
-last show you watched on tv: Will & Grace
-last song you heard: Rx Bandits- Sell You Beautiful
-last thing you had to drink: water
-last thing you ate: a real gourmet meal consisting of a frozen burrito and apples con peanut butter
-last time you showered: an hour ago
-last time you smiled: when i was talking to jizzjizz online
-last time you laughed: at my sisters homecoming date
-last person you hugged: i would have to go with damien last weekend (i display soo much affection)
-last person you talked to online: jizzjizz
-last person you talked to on the phone: justine
-last thing you smelled: don't remember
-do drugs: no
-have sex: haha
-sleep with stuffed animals: yes
-have a crush: no
-have a boyfriend/girlfriend: yes
-have a dream that keeps coming back: no but they are always bad
-play and instrument: i wish
-believe there is life on other planets: sure
-read the newspaper: yeah
-have any gay or lesbian friends: not currently
-believe in miracles: not really. maybe i should
-consider yourself tolerant: yes
-like the taste of alchohol: its possible
-have a favorite stooge: bad question
-believe in astrology: not really
-believe in magic: no
-pray: not really
-go to church: haven't in a good 2 years
-have any secrets: yes
-have any pets: do goldfish count?
-go or plan to attened college: yes, santa clara and boston college are turn ons
-talk to strangers: occasionally
-have any piercings: no, not even my ears
-have any tattoos: nope
-hate yourself: of course
-wish on stars: never, i should try
-like your handwriting: only when its small neat
-believe in witches: no
-believe in ghosts: no
-believe in santa: those were the good old days, innocence has since been stripped
-have a second family: no
-sing in the shower: all the time! those acoustics rock!