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    Sunday, September 16th, 2012
    4:15 am
    We are all here for a reason on a particular path,
    You don't need a curriculum to know that you are part of the math.
    Thursday, April 26th, 2012
    4:00 pm
    It's sticks, & stones, & broken homes,
    that taught us how to smile.
    Tuesday, April 26th, 2011
    10:55 am

    run away, find you a lover,
    go away somewhere bright and new,
    i have seen no other who compares to you.
    Friday, April 15th, 2011
    8:01 pm

    i won't justify the way i live my life,
    'cause i'm the one living and feeling and tasting and now you're just wasting your time,
    trying to throw me a line when you're the one drowning,
    i like where i'm at, on my back floating down in my own riptide;
    the water is fine.
    7:52 pm
    Fuck lovers I hate this shit
    it only hurts now
    just another relationship that doesn't work out
    fuck it you make me sick
    I let the word out
    fall in love with a crazy bitch
    your heart will burn out
    blood pressure bubbles up
    what the fuck it feels stuck
    I cannot touch another one of these anti depressants
    man this cant be the message
    somebody hand me a lesson
    cuz I'm standin and stressin
    when I'm plannin my death in
    this might be the last minute
    that I stand on this planet
    look at me stranded, i'm panicin, man I cant understand it
    my life is a manic depressant
    but I managed to stand it
    until I land in the hamptons I'm withstanding the damage
    so I gotta calm my nerves and take a deep breath
    cuz I will never learn if I take each step
    cuz I'm feeling stronger now
    feeling stronger now

    (Chorus)

    Days pass and I wander alone
    i'm tryin to find my way
    They think that I'm living in the wrong
    well I got something to say
    and we will always be the same
    even though we constantly change

    There aint a way to fade away so take away the razor blades
    it aint safe to say that making pain
    will take the pain away
    theres greater ways to change the page
    and everybody hates to say it
    but you gotta tame the rage
    you been sayin
    you aint gonna make it
    oh its hard I know that its hard
    you cant trust no one and your covered in scars
    theres knives in my back with my friends names on them
    we try to relax but the pain keeps runnin
    our mind off the tracks while we try to stay on them

    [ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/in-my-head-lyrics-richy-nix.html ]

    you lied in the past while we remained honest
    we tired of this crap were just tryin to make dollars
    we grind for this cash while you try to hate on us
    everywhere I go I know they wanna fight me
    even though they dont know me they dont like me
    they think that im terrified I just hold my head up high
    if they wanna fuck with me just know that imma let em try

    (Chorus)

    Days pass and I wander alone
    I'm tryin to find my way
    They think that im living in the wrong
    well I got something to say
    and we will always be the same
    even though we constantly change

    These words will prove that
    I will not live in fear
    these words will prove that
    I will not live in fear
    I bet you wanna know what I'm feelin like
    while I'm sitting here spinning these rhymes
    well if you wanna know what im feeling like
    I feel like im the best of my time
    I took my heart and I locked it up in a safe
    with a straight face and threw away the key
    now that I know my heart is in a safe place
    theres not a single thing that you can do to me

    (Chorus)

    Days pass and I wonder alone
    I'm tryin to find my way
    They think that im living in the wrong
    well I got something to say
    and we will always be the same
    even though we constantly change
    and we will always be the same
    even though we constantly change
    you have everything that you need
    its in your arms
    its in your arms
    your arms
    Wednesday, April 13th, 2011
    9:33 pm
    I want someone provocative & talkative.
    9:30 pm
    "To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, and that is all."
    Thursday, January 27th, 2011
    2:05 am
    afraid of change,
    afraid of staying the same,
    when temptation calls we look the other way.
    this name is the hair-shed i wear,
    this hair-shed is woven from your brown hair,
    this song is the cross that i bear,
    bear with me, bear with me, bear with me;
    be with me tonight.
    Saturday, November 6th, 2010
    11:55 pm
    somehow we'll make it 'cause that's what we do.
    11:49 pm
    Soft-spoken with a broken jaw, step outside but not to brawl. Autumn's sweet, we call it fall, I'll make it to the moon if I have to crawl. ♥
    Wednesday, November 3rd, 2010
    4:11 am

    champagne don't drive me crazy
    cocaine don't make me lazy
    ain't nobody's business but my own
    candy is dandy and liquor is quicker
    you can drink all the liquor down at Costa Rica
    ain't nobody's business but my own
    ♥
    Tuesday, October 12th, 2010
    10:43 am

    Breathe in, breathe out
    Give it up, you'll never live this down
    Last call, lost cause, who's counting
    Last call, lost cause, who's counting now
    Once numb, you're conscience comes crashing
    Oh keep strong
    Take time to find yourself
    Until then, I'll be waiting on you to come around





    A few days ago I cut ties with the guy I really liked, that treated me like crap.
    I just met this other guy who I can see potential in, nothing serious, but he's not that cute.
    I feel like a terrible person that I might not pursue anything because of it.
    Tuesday, September 21st, 2010
    11:09 pm
    I've been right, I've been left, I've been wrong, I've been left behind, I've been up, but mostly down. I make mistakes just like everybody else, but instead of letting go of it, I can't forgive myself.
    Wednesday, September 15th, 2010
    4:02 pm
    For heaven's sake, I know you're sorry,
    But you won't stop crying,
    This anniversary may never be the same,
    Inside I hope you know I'm dying,
    With my heart beside me,
    In shattered pieces that may never be replaced,
    And if I die right now, you'd never be the same.
    Tuesday, September 7th, 2010
    3:01 pm

    & i'd give up forever to touch you,
    'cause i know that you feel me somehow,
    you're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be,
    & i don't wanna go home right now.

    & all i can taste is this moment,
    & all i can breathe is your life,
    sooner or later it's over,
    i just don't wanna miss you tonight.

    & i don't want the world to see me,
    'cause i don't think that they'd understand,
    when everything's made to be broken,
    i just want you to know who i am.

    ♥





    i'm high out of my mind, & a nap sounds good right now.
    Saturday, September 4th, 2010
    6:03 am
    might as well be walking on the sun
    6:02 am

    he drinks a whiskey drink
    he drinks a vodka drink
    he drinks a lager drink
    he drinks a cider drink
    he sings the songs that remind him
    of the good times
    he sings the songs that remind him
    of the better times
    Wednesday, September 1st, 2010
    9:44 pm

    if i die young, bury me in satin,
    lay me down in a bed of roses,
    sink me in the river at dawn,
    send me away with the words of a love song;
    the sharp knife of a short life.
    ♥
    Friday, August 13th, 2010
    5:25 pm
    now i'm content with my breath,
    'cause i'm alive.
    5:20 pm
    no, i believe,
    that you're not just conjured up.
    no, i believe,
    'cause i feel it when we touch.
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