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| 05:08pm 18/10/2004 | |||
| Ahh. I feel so horrible, i have been thinking about things ALL DAY and i guess i just want to go to sleep. I cant. Iv been thinking about me and mari and what i feel for her and now i have the biggest head ache iv ever had. Maybe its because iv been crying. I am so sad.. Yesterday she called and asked if i wanted to see a movie, turns out, she never called me to go and instead, went with out me, with drew and amanda. Once again, was too busy to call. And all i can do is sit around and wonder why im not good egnough for her. And i try to figure out why she doesnt love me. Why why why? Thats all i ever ask these days. ... Its like sometimes i feel like she cares and like she loves me because when its just us she treats me so damn good. But then people come around and its like i dont even exist. I wish she knew how bad i am at the | |||
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name] Amanda [sex] Female [age] 16 [birthday] Jan. 22nd [location] Corpus [status] TAKEN [occupation] burger flipper --my looks-- [hair] dark blonde with natural highlights [eyes] brown [legs] um long i guess really white [hands] really small... [feet] 9 [clothes now] my gold glitter guitar shirt and boxers [shoes now] none [style] i like to be comfortable... jeans and sweatshirt.. [favorite shirt] my guitar shirt... i think [favorite bottoms] dickies [favorite under garment] my SUPERMANS still... [Favorite shoes] my black chuck taylors, or my black vans [favorite accessory] my fruit loop ring ... thats maris --my room-- [walls] white [carpet] tanish [decorations] black light and stuff like that. Pics of mari. [bed] twin [furniture] bed,bookcase [dream room] I dont know [--my relationships-- [boyfriend/girlfriend] MARI!! [crush] my girlfriend [fantasy] hahaha you dont wanna know --my favorites-- [candy] skittles and jounior mints [gum] dentine or somethin like that [food] lasagne [drink] diet dp, or sprite. [color] blue or green [music] basically everything..... it depends on my mood [movie] spiderman 2 [boy name] funny you should ask.... Elijah Maddox, or Brayden Parker [girl name] Brianna Faith or maybe, Julianna Gabrielle [cartoon character] ummm blues clues --my most memorable-- [school year] I think probably freshmen year. [time with friends] umm it depends who... [dream] wouldnt you like to know [time you got hurt] when i was really little i intercepted a football during a game and broke my middle finger [stupid time] haha many of those times [other] --I choose-- [pepsi/coke] either [black/white] Black [silver/gold] Silver or white gold [shoes/sandals] shoes [shorts/pants] pants [horror/comedy] horror, i like being scared [adidas/nike] adidas * i like what it stands for* [boys/girls] girls [blue eyes/brown eyes] brown [light hair/dark hair] in between [short hair/long hair] long [tan/pale] tan... [football/hockey] Both [soccer/rugby] soccer [golf/tennis] tennis [you/me] hmm... i dont know how to answer this one [christmas/valentines day] V day --if I’m on an island-- [10 things to take (not food and water)] Blanket, My Cds... a cd player, batteries, matches, Pillow, Jacket, Pants, toothbrush and my cell [Playmate to take (you know what I mean)] Mari [what you'd do in your free time] hahaha... think about it [who would you want to save you] no one i would want to stay there me and mari.... but if some one had to then wed save ourselves --other stuff about me-- [hopes] to give mari everything she wants [dreams] to have a good job, and enough money to make a life for my girlfriend. [fears] Being alone, being rejected and left [wishes] to have everything iv ever wanted [wants] mari [needs] mari --am i -- [cuddly] yes [lovable] yes [nice] yes [friendly] to almost everyone [fun] at times [caring] all the time [dorky] yeah, i say stupid stuff [stupid] all the time [smart] i act dumb but im not [sexy] um, i dont think so [cute] at times maybe... but thats only once in a while [pretty] read above [conceited] i dont think so... [rude] at times [a pervert] haha oinly to mari sometimes. [horny] not for you to know 1. Your name spelled backwards. zerep aek adnama 2. Where were your parents born? my mom was born in alice and i dunno bout dad 3. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer? spongebob colappse 4. What's your favorite restaurant? i dont know 5. Last time you swam in a pool? umm last year? 6. Have you ever been in a school play? yes, when i was little... 7. How many kids do you want? no more than 4 8. Type of music you dislike most? dunno 9. Are you registered to vote? nope im only 16 10. Do you have a car? no 11. Have you ever ridden on a moped? haha yes 12. Ever prank call anybody? yes, pizza hut 13. Ever get a parking ticket? no 14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? yeah 16. Do you have a garden? my gramma does 17. What's the size of your bed? twin 18. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem? um, no... but i know most of the words 19. Bath or Shower, morning or night? Shower, morning ususally 20. Best movie you've seen in the past 4 months? taxi and spiderman 2 21. What's the next movie you want to see? i dont know 22. Chips or popcorn? popcorn 23. Have you ever broken any hearts? yeah... sorry. :( 24. Premarital sex ? uhhhh 25. Are you a good cook? for the 26. Orange or Apple juice?either 27. Who was the last person you went out to dinner with and where did you go to? rammy, ihop 28. Favorite type of drink? dunno 29. Best thing in the world? mari 30. Have you ever broken a bone? yea 31. Have you ever won a trophy? yeah 32. What is your favorite board game? Monopoly < 5 hours of fun! 33. What is your dream car? a nice one! 34. Ever order an article from an infomercial? nope 35. Coke or Pepsi? either one 36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work? yeah 37. Last thing you bought at a pharmacy? um.. i dont know 38. Who are you going to marry? dunno yet. see how things go. 39. Who would you like to meet? dunno 40. Do you believe in love at first sight? maybe 41. What features do you find most attractive in the opposite sex? eyes... and the way they present themself 42. Where would you go for a romantic evening? out in the country, just when the sun is going down... sitting on top of a house watching the sun going down. 43. How many pairs of shoes do you own? at least 10 44. Last song stuck in your head? konstantine 45. Any pets? Jordi and my odopted son simon 46. What's your all time favorite Saturday Night Live Character? jimmy fallon i think 47. What is one thing you would like to learn to do? dunno 48. What do you do when you are bored? flip threw the channels on the tv 49. What is one thing would you want someone to appreciate about you? that id do anything for her 50. What is one thing you are grateful for today? having friends , and mari and i being together --last words-- [last words] What are your nicknames?: mandi, smart ass, kid, dunno Where do you go to school?: king How tall are you?: 5'5 Where do you live?: in a house Where have you lived before?: in another house What's your favorite song?: i dont have a favorite What's your favorite genre of music?: i dont have one What's your favorite word?: seriously, no way, and i dont friggin know What's your favorite saying?: uh... dunno What's your favorite name for a female?: already told you damnit What's your favorite name for a male?: already told you fucker Do you like having your picture taken?: yeah If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go?: to maris What would you say is the most daring thing you've done?: i dont know, iv done alot Adventurous? at times Do you put up posters in your room?: no Can you sing? sometimes What would your perfect day consist of?: spending my whole day with mari in austin or houston going outdoing stuff Are you addicted to napster?: no How many times a year about are you sick?: dunno Name one person your life is made better: Mari What color do you see when you close your eyes?: black with white spots Do you use internet language when writing notes in real life?: no Do you wear a watch?: sometimes How fast can you run?: haha can you say slllooooowwwww How long does it take you to get ready to go out?: depends... Do you shower daily? If not how often?: usually every morning What one thing would you change in your life if you had the power to do so?: dunno Do you wear necklaces, bracelets, anklets, earrings, rings?: all but anklets What's on your computer desktop?: a lot of stuff Have you ever seriously questioned your sanity?: all the time Can you breakdance?: no Are you a fast typer?: uhuh Are you straight, bi, gay?:GAY What is the most expensive item you own?: im not sure... What do you do online?: messenger, email, journal, games Name some stores you've bought clothes in before.: lots of places Have you ever read a book and not understood it? If so which one?: no What would you like to do with your life?: i dont know Have you ever written anything on your skin?: yea If so what?: I LOVE MARI or marisol im gonna get a tat of her name one day i swear Who do you miss?: Mari What's your favorite foreign food?: italian What do you think is attractive?: mari What turns you on? when mari looks at me a certain way or if she kisses me a certain way.. she knows Farthest you've gone? lol With who? mari Ever hit a homerun? In what context? in baseball...no Boyfriend/Girlfriend: MARISOL |
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| 06:03pm 16/10/2004 | ||||
I LOVE MARISOL mandi |
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| 07:24pm 10/10/2004 | ||||
Hey I dont really know exactly what's going on in your head....One thing I do know is that i care about you and NOT only to a certain extent....I'm sorry if I hurt you in any way..I never meant to I need you to understand That I LOVE YOU I dont understand why you are not talking to me but I do understand that you need your time I really miss you and when you are ready I wanna talk ....You know that you mean more to me than the world and I'll be here waiting I dont want things to be diffrent between us and I'm sorry if I was rude to you earlier but plz call me I need you to pick me up when I am down and when you are not here I am ar my lowest because you are my everything I love you baby plz call me I LOVE YOU AMANDA KAE PEREZ |
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| 07:18pm 10/10/2004 | |||
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All hail the heartbreaker I had the notion that you'd make me change my ways My bad habits would be gone in a matter of days I had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes To a whole new world that had since been in disguise But that day will most likely never come for me And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck to everything you are So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures And overanalyze your words But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard It's taking everything in me just to forget your sweater so far I had the notion that you'd make me forget the world But your undecisive mind shows me that you are "just another girl" I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams maybe then you'd know how I feel But that day will most likely never come for me And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck to everything you are So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures And overanalyze your words But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard It's taking everything in me just to forget your sweater so far I can honestly say that I never, ever, ever felt this way Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin These are the parts of your body that cause my comatose to begin I can honestly say that I never, ever, ever felt this way Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin These are the parts of your body that cause my comatose to begin I will sleep another day I don't really need to anyway What's the point when my dreams are infected with words you used to say I will breathe in a moment As long as I keep my distance I wouldn't want to go messing anything up So don't go worrying about me It's not like I think about you constantly So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect your life anymore I knew it the moment you walked into the door So don't go worrying about me It's not like I think about you constantly So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect your life anymore I knew it the moment you walked into the door I'll let you get the best of me Because there's nothing else that I do well I'll let you get the best of me Because there's nothing else that I do well I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker I guess that's how this one's gonna go I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker You've got me down on my knees and I proclaim "All hail the heartbreaker" |
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| 06:36pm 23/09/2004 | ||||
Hahahaha. anyways, Im done here. I LOVE MARI!!!!!!!!! I cant make that clear egnough. Omg. I had a dream that was about a kid and he looked like me and mari put together. It was crazy. Anyways our son, mejito, was by this huge ugly ass dog. I cried. I LOVE MARI untill next time. Mandi |
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| 07:06pm 17/09/2004 | ||||
one bitch tooo many.... mandi jessicas pissing me offfff! sorry. |
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| 09:22pm 10/09/2004 | ||||
....Its wiered i could careless about seeing people....but her shes special. ... 2. single or taken: single and taken lol dont ask.... ....it feels so good to be here. the only thing that i dont like about being here is that mari sint here ... ...and just when i think the world is going to end... she makes me turn my frown upside down!... ...(laney loves you!!)... ... i want to be in love with you and i want to be your everything.. ...And our relationship can not be based on sex!!!!..... just a little.... ...well i am off to bed to dream about beautiful mari... ...I respect her thoughts and wishes... ...**idea mail myself to you in a box!!!**... ...and i always gotta pee!!)(uhh, i may sound like a lil boi but.... ...letter to the heart brakers ... ...her and i had not talked and had kinda been arguing for a couple of days. but of coarse, i called her... ...I CARE FOR YOU AND I WANT TO BE WITH YOU AND I WANT TO MAKE YOU HAPPY, AND I WANT TO BE YOUR EVERYTHING. ... ...I am happy with you.... ...Our relationship means the world to me... ...She is perfect.. Wonderful, great.... ...I will fight as hard as i can. As hard as i can. But please, dont leave me... ...Your the closet to heaven that i'll ever be ... ...VINDICTED... ...i just want you to be happy, and i wish the best for you. may god bless you and keep you safe on your journey through life. ... ...I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU!!!... ...01 PERSON YOU COULD SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH 01. Im really not sure yet... for now i could spend my time with mari ;-)... ...mood: i dont friggin know... ...el muerto el arimal queden a los thres dias... ...I love her so much it hurts. I hope she loves me too.... ...I am in love, and i cant stop!!!! ...the happiest youve ever been? when i am laying in bed, talking to mari ...What will your suicide note say? Unrequited love can kill ... ...wooow. LOVE ME MARI!!! I DONT WANT TO DIE! damn its been a long but great summer. I am really happy now. I mean I have good friends and its all good. I am in love!! as you can tell. |
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omg. I just had the wierdest feeling. I looked up Patty and Hector on the internet. I miss them so much. Its so wiered how you can be like total best friends and then loose conact. It was wierd. It was like digging up the past but... I dont know. I called Days Inn just to see if she would awnswer, but she doesnt work there any more. and I called R & B to see if hex still worked there. Its so wierd. I mean i know that its been a while since Iv talked to them because It was way before me and mari and thats been almost 4 months. I even called hexis old cell phone. but no dice. man.... I hope that i get ahold of them. I LOVE MARI mandi |
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This Or That {{Boys/Girls}}- girls!! {{Water/Soda}}- water {{Red/Blue}}- blue {{Dogs/Cats}}- dogs {{Roses/Daisies}}- roses {{Beer/Liquor}}- liquor {{Sneakers/Sandels}}- sneakers {{Hair, short/long}}- long {{Irish/Italian}}- Italian {{Day/Night}}- night {{City/Country}} country Hamburger or HotDog: hotdog Fries or Onion Rings: YUCK! umm i dont know Pizza or Tacos: pizza Black or White: both Light or Dark: dark... i think Sun or Moon: moon Ocean or Pool: Ocean Mountains or Beach: Beach Car or Truck: truck Pants or Shorts: pants Tapes or CDs: CDs Pen or Pencil: pen Bus or Train: bus Subway or Airplane: air plane Summer or Winter: summer Spring or Fall: spring Baseball or Football: football Basketball or Soccer: soccer TV or Radio: radio Tea or Coffee: coffee Coke or Pepsi: pepsi Cake or Pie: pie McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds Arby's or Hardees: never heard of hardees and i dont like arbys Steak or Chicken: chicken Peanuts or Popcorn: popcorn Skittles or M&Ms: skittles taste the rainbow Bath or Shower: shower Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate Favorites [Color]- black, red, and BLUUUU [Animal]- dogs and tigers [Soda]- dr. pepper [Food]- not sure [Cd]- the spill canvas cd... but mari has it!!! [Have Tattoos?]- nope not yet [Piercings?}- my tounge, 3 on one ear and two on the other [Have Boyfriend/Girlfriend?]- nope, not exactly Have you..... [[Smoke?]] - not anymore [[Pot?]] - not anymore [[Drink?]] - not anymore [[Posed for nude pics?]] - fuck no... only for mari. just kidding [[Considered a life of crime?]]- lol everyday [[Considered being a hooker?]] - been there done that [[Maybe a pimp?]]- i used to be [[Cheated on someone?]] - yeah. sorry bout that. [[Been married?]] - no [[Been divorced?]] - no [[Are you psycho?]] i dont think so [[Split personalities?]] yeah [[Obsessive?]] -on some things [[Schizophrenic?]] - no [[Depressed?]] sometimes who doesnt [[Suicidal?]] noooooooo [[Mutilate animals?]] - no way Have you ever... *Been so drunk you blacked out: yeah! *Kept a secret from everyone: proably *Set a body part on fire: lol my hair when i was stoned *Had an imaginary friend: no *Called or seen a psychic: ms. cleo *Ever cried at a chick flick: yes! *Had a crush on a teacher: sure *Ever at anytime owned a New Kids on the block tape: no *Watched Punky Brewster: yeah *Prank called someone: ya not anymore *Eaten a whole box of cookies and thought you were fat after: iv eaten a whole box... Gotten in a car accident: yeah Do you... *Wear eye shadow: sometimes *Have a dog: JORDI POWER!!!! *Have any regrets: NO REGRETS REMEMBER *Have Blonde hair? kinda *Have Brown eyes? yeah *Crush: yup sure do <3 .. its love i tell you *Do you have a best friend: ya *Who do you go to for advice: umm, danielle, amanda, sarah, and about things that dont pretain to her, mari *Who knows all your secrets? danielle. *Who do you cry with: alone Do you believe in... *God/Devil: umm god. *Yourself: yeah *Your friends: yeah *Aliens: i dunno *Love: yeah *The Closet Monster: no -Yes or no- Are you smart? yes Do you like V-8? nope! ewwwwwwww How bout the Splash kind? ewwwwww Are you superstitious? yeah Do you read your horoscope? yeah Do you believe in that stuff? not religiously but its still fun to read Can you do a cartwheel? i try but no Do you have bangs? nope Do you wear glasses? no Do you wear contacts? no Can you drive? yeah Do you snore? dunno Do you talk in your sleep? im asleep, how should i know Do you like onions? no Do you like cotton candy? yes Do you keep a journal? i try to Do you like to dance? oh yeah Do you like to sing? yeah Are you any good at it? dunno Are you too sexy for your clothes? hell yes Do you like to talk on the phone? yeah Do you like where you live? where do i live??? Is your room messy right now? well... im sure maris is Do you like your writing? most of it Do you like to finger-paint? yeah, but its messy Are you organized? sometimes Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? lol yeah me and maris puppy Do you sleep with socks on? no Do socks turn you on? why would they Are you ticklish? yeah. reeeebok Are you shy? sometimes Do you talk to yourself? sometimes Do you have a sense of humor? yeah Did you go to preschool? no Do you secretly wish the roadrunner would get caught? no Would you skip school if you had a big zit between your eyes on picture day? i hardly have pimples its rare Do you believe in ghosts? yeah Do you believe in Bigfoot? yeah Do you believe in the Loch Ness monster? yeah Do you have a secret crush on your dentist? ewwwwwww Ever gone skinny dipping? maybe Have you ever thought you were gonna die? dont think so Do you have a crush on one of the guys in your class? BOYS... EWWWWWWWWWw Do you hate bees: ummm -Short answer- Are you left- or right-handed? right What's your middle name? kae How many piercings do you have? you already asked Tattoos? ya u asked that too What was your first word? i dont know What are you allergic to? nickel Funniest experiences? theres tons Scariest experiences? theres allot of those too Most embarrassing moment? theres too many Best day of your life? when i met mari!! Worst? too many i dont even want to get into Do you lick your envelopes or use a sponge? lick Do you have an innie or an outtie? innie What languages do you know? english and spanish What's the best awards show? vmas What instruments can you play? guitar, piano, and french horn What's on your calendar right now? boxer dogs What words do you overuse? ur mom, no way What do you sleep in? undies and a t-shirt What's your bedtime? Anytime How many pillows do you have? two How many CDs do you have? alot How many times have you moved (houses)? alot What order do "paper," "rock," and "scissors" go in? rock paper sissors How many people go to your school? a shit load How many laws do you think you've broken as of now? oh god too many What do you smell like? victoria secrets- passionate kisses, thanx babe!!! What do you put on hotdogs/hamburgers? hotdog: cgeese and mustard / burger: no onions, no lettuce What do you put on toast? butter Shoe size? 9 What new colors of M&Ms should there be? dunno How many Star Wars movies have you seen? none How many stories is your house? 1 Do you have a basement or an attic or what? attic How many licks does it take to get to the Tootsie-Roll center of a Tootsie-Roll Pop?dunno Are you a morning person, or what? no! What does your toothbrush look like? ummm white and green Do you have a friend that you wish wasn't? no What's the worst word you know? i dont know Who has the sexiest voice in the world? dunno Who has the most annoying voice in the world? ummm fran from the nanny What's your IQ score? idont know What's your deepest darkest secret? i cant tell you or it wont be deep and dark!!!! What's your favorite feature (on yourself)? i dont know What's your favorite feature (of the opposite sex)? i dont know What do you do when you're nervous? pull on my clothes, or fuck with my hair, or giggle What celebrities do you look like? people used to say julia styles What celebrities do you act like? dunno How old do you wish you were? 21 so i can drink legally Where's the farthest place you've ever traveled? gatlinburg, tennesse List all your classes from favorite to least: i dont know Why did the chicken cross the road? ask the damn chicken Things That PisS yOu Off- liars, cheater, ignorant people, stupid people, anything having to do with adrian, nate and rury (i added the boys) bitches... lol that was maris but it sums it up Things that make yOu happy- my friends n family... MARISOL // series one - basics -- the name`z: amanda -- Birthdate: 01-22 -- Birthplace: corpus christi -- Current Loc. : computer room -- Eye Color: brown -- Hair Color: kinda like a blonde -- Righty or Lefty: righty -- Innie or Outtie: innie // series two - describe -- Your heritage: hispanic -- The shoes you wore today: vans -- Your hair: blonde -- Your eyes: light brown -- Your perfect pizza: extra chz, pepporoni, black olive and mushroom, stuff crust! -- One thing you'd like to achieve: be happy!!!! (that includes success, to be in love with it returned...) // series three - what is -- Your most overused phrase on aim: he he -- Your thoughts first waking up: uhhh **looks over** wheres mari?? -- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: I HATE BOYSSSS -- Your best physical feature: dunno -- Your bedtime: whenever i want -- Your greatest fear: rejection -- Your greatest accomplishment: dunno -- Your most missed memory: elementary school,when there was hardly any problems // series four - you prefer -- Single or group dates: group -- Adidas or nike: adidas -- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea -- Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino -- Boxers or briefs: bOxers // series five - do you -- Cuss: yeah -- Take a shower everyday: usually -- Have a crush(es): yeah ;-) love you babe -- who are they: MaRiSoL -- Do you think you've been in love: I AMMMMM -- Want to go to college: yeah -- Like high school: yeah its cool -- Want to get married: yeah not now -- Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: actually no -- Believe in yourself: for the most part -- Get motion sickness: no -- Think you're attractive: no -- Think you're a health freak: no -- Get along with your parents: some times -- Like thunderstorms: yeah -- Play an instrument: yeah // series six - in the past month, did/have you -- Drank alcohol: yeah -- Smoke(d): not cigarettes -- Done a drug: umm yeah -- Go on a date: kinda i guess with mari but we hang out i call it -- Go to the mall?: yeah -- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no -- Eaten sushi: no eww its fucking gross! -- Been on stage: yeah -- Been dumped: not in the past month -- Gone skating: no -- Made homemade cookies: no -- Been in love: yes -- Gone skinny dipping: no -- Dyed your hair: no -- Stolen anything: not in the past month // series seven - have you ever -- Played a game that required removal of clothing?: yeah -- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: too many times -- Been caught "doing something": lol not yet ;) .... and then maris mom walked in. lol that would suck!!!! -- Been called a tease: no -- Gotten beaten up: no -- Shoplifted: no -- If so, did you get caught: -- Changed who you were to fit in: no thats lame // series eight - the future -- Age you hope to be married: dunno -- Numbers and Names of Children: idk -- Describe your Dream Wedding:im not sure -- How do you want to die: happy -- Where you want to go to college: dunno -- What do you want to be when you grow up: nurse // series nine - same sex!!! -- Best eye color? brown -- Best hair color? long brown -- Short or long hair?: long -- Best height: med -- Best weight: dunno -- Best articles of clothing: dunno -- Best first date location: dunno -- Best first kiss location: hmmm // series ten - number of -- Number of girls kissed: like 5 or 6 -- Number of boys kissed: i dunno -- Number of people I could trust with my life: none -- Number of CDs that I own: dunno -- Number of piercings: 1 -- Number of tattoos: none -- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: 4 times -- Number of scars on my body: 5 -- Number of things in my past that I regret: no regrets remember? Favorites -- [x] Song: dunno [x] Radio station: all 107.3 C101 102.9, Z95 [x] Tv show: i dont watch tv [x] Channel: mtv, fuse [x] Site: illwillpress, bored [x] Movie: monster,big fish [x] Mall: staples [x] Chill spot: home, maris house, mandas car [x] Actor: dunno [x] Actress: dunno [x] Character: BLUES CLUES!!!! lOve -- [x] Love or lust?: love [x] Best love song: dunno [x] Is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person?: no its not that just means ur greedy [x] When love hurts, you : um,how does anyone respond to something like that? [x] True or false; all you need is love: true [x] Is there such thing as love @ first sight?: dunno Mister Qualities [x] Turn ons: mari [x] Turn offs: ignorance,airheads,close minded people,jerks,bitches, over dramatic people [x] Does your parents opinion on your bf matter to you?: no [x] What kinda hair style?: doesnt matter as long as there not bald [x] Where do you go to meet new people?: i dont go anywhere lol [x] Are you the type of person to holler? umm huh? Picks -- [x] Short or long hair: long [x] Innie or outie: innie [x] Sunshine or rain: both [x] Moon or sun: moon [x] Written letters or e-mails: written letters [x] Playstation or Nintendo : playstation [x] Disney or nickelodeon: disney [x] Car or motorcycle: motorcycle [x] House party or club: house party, its more pesrsonal [x] Singing or dance: both [x] Freak or slow dance: slow dance [x] Yahoo messenger or aim: aim,yahoos alot cooler but everyone uses aim [x] Google or ask jeeves?: google, mari rubbed off on me! Miscellaneous-- [x] Whats your most embarrassing moment?: wasnt i already asked this? [x] Whats under your bed?: nothing [x] What are you scared of?: sob i already told you [x] What kinda roof is over your head?: the kind that keeps the shit from the sky from falling into your house(go mari) [x] Do you like tomatoes?: with salt??? yeah [x] How many TVs in the house?: 3 [x] How many phones?: at monicas 9, at moms 1 and my cell [x] How many residents?: 3 [x] How many DVDs do you have?: 4 [x] Last dentist visit: idk [x] Last doctor visit: last week [x] Last phone call: hour and a half ago. called and bugged mari at work. [x] Last IM: manda lee |
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I stole this from somewhere. It just reminded me of how i felt looking at my mom as she said FUCK YOU to me. I just thought that id use this.... thanks. FUCK YOU! YOU RUIN ME! YOU LEFT ME!! YOU BROKE PROMISES! YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE MY MOTHER!!! FUCK ALL OF YOU WHO LEFT ME! I HATE BEING ALONE! YOU LEFT ME HERE TO BE ALONE!!! FUCKING DIE! FUCK PREPS, FUCK POSERS, FUCK JOCKS, FUCK ATHLETES, FUCK GOTHS, FUCK SKATERS FUCK EMOS, FUCK STERO TYPES. FUCK YOU WHO THINK WE HAVE TO DRESS TO HAVE A NAME, FUCK YOU WHO THINK THAT BY HOW WE DRESS ITS WHO WE ARE, FUCK YOU WHO THINK THAT WE ARE HORRIBLE, FUCK YOU WHO THINK THAT WE CAN AMOUNT TO NOTHING. I WILL AMOUNT TO MORE THEN YOU COULD EVER HOPE OF! SO FUCK YOU!!! |
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| 03:04pm 06/09/2004 | |||
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Wow, I cant believe that its September. I am sitting here, waiting for mari to get up. Shes asleep. God, she is so beautiful.. She was so stoned last night. ha ha ha I LOVE HER.... I LOVE YOU MARI. Mandi |
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| 09:20am 03/09/2004 | |||
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| 11:36pm 29/08/2004 | |||
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| 05:21pm 17/08/2004 | ||||
Mari, The past three months have been so great. you have helped me grow, and made me relize alot of things. I am in love with you kid. and i know that we cant be togather if we live togather. So, I am going to move out. Yes it will make my life a hell of alot harder, but I love you and I dont want to mess up our little relationship thingy. I dont think that you understand just how much you mean to me. I just want to give you everything that you want. I want to make you happy. and I think that maybe you need to figure out if i can do that for you. PLease tell me. Thankyou for everything that you do. I really do appreciate it all. Its like you care about me and you are taking care of me. I dont know how i could ever thank you egnough. I LOVE YOU BABY Nikki, Hey dude, well this is my last blurty thought about you too. I am glad taht you and i have gotten close over the past 3 months. and i also thank you for being there for me if i need to talk or vent or what ever. You know that i am always here for you too. love ya lots. good friends .... right?? Amanda lee, Hey. Thanks for our little talks it has been great for both of us. Ha. It was really great to start hanging out with you and stuff. I hope that we can continue to hang out and "talk".... stay in touch, even after you leave. you guys are the only people that read my blurty, except amanda lee. but i thought id write to her anyways. i love you all lots. Amanda Kae Perez |
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| 03:23am 16/08/2004 | ||||
I love her so much it hurts. I hope she loves me too. I LOVE MARI Amanda |
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