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more cat pictures
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hahahahah danny phantom is rapping about me (aka daniel dorl) and I loveeee it.
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| Amazing Elephant Story... |
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May 16th, 08 @ 9pm ] |
In 1986, Dan Harrison was on holiday in Kenya after graduating from Northwestern University
On a hike through the bush, he came across a young bull elephant standing with one leg raised in the air. The elephant seemed distressed, so Dan approached it very carefully.
He got down on one knee and inspected the elephant's foot and found a large piece of wood deeply embedded in it.
As carefully and as gently as he could, Dan worked the wood out with his hunting knife, after which the elephant gingerly put down its foot.
The elephant turned to face the man, and with a rather curious look on its face, stared at him for several tense moments.
Dan stood frozen, thinking of nothing else but being trampled. Eventually the elephant trumpeted loudly, turned, and walked away.
Dan never forgot that elephant or the events of that day.
Twenty years later, Dan was walking through the Chicago Zoo with his teenaged son.
As they approached the elephant enclosure, one of the creatures turned and walked over to near where Dan and his son Dan Jr. were standing.
The large bull elephant stared at Dan, lifted its front foot off the ground, and then put it down. The elephant did that several times then trumpeted loudly, all the while staring at the man.
Remembering the encounter in 1986, Dan couldn't help wondering if this was the same elephant.
Dan summoned up his courage, climbed over the railing and made his way into the enclosure. He walked right up to the elephant and stared back in wonder. The elephant trumpeted again, wrapped its trunk around one of Dan's legs and slammed him against the railing, killing him instantly.
Probably wasn't the same elephant.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. The End.
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May 17th, 08 @ 1pm ] |
*Sigh*.
Editing is hard and the feeling that nothing will ever be perfect is harder.
I know where I want to go with this now but I'm having trouble getting there.
I have to push a character who I wrote with love and care and absolute compassion...
I have to kill my darling
I have to push her beond redemption
And I'm not yet sure how to do that
Well maybe I don't
Maybe I just have to.. cut the roots. (LOL PUN)
ありがとう, ハルクインさん。チョコレトはおいしいです。
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May 16th, 08 @ 10pm ] |
Painted skies.
I've seen so many that cannot compare,
To your ocean eyes
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May 17th, 08 @ 12pm ] |
五月十七日
きらいです…だいきらいですよ。
No, Amy is not exceptionally happy right now.
She tries, oh, she does try, and there are most definitely many things to be happy about,
But these things would be much easier enjoyed if other things would disappear.
And also, I'm not sorry.
Why should I be?
ハルクインが好きです…ハルクインがだいすきですよ!
はい！
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May 16th, 08 @ 8pm ] |
darren and i went for a bike right tonight. our apartment is on randolph right at 35E. we rode down randolph to the bike path along shepard/the great river road, past the bluffs at mounds park, to the junction of highway 10 and highway 61. there and back it ended up being about 8 miles. we got back just as it started looking ominous outside.
it's nice to feel active after a long lazy winter.
we got back and promptly went across the street to rooster's bbq deli and got big fat cheeseburgers with fries. yeah, good way to work off the bellies.
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May 16th, 08 @ 9pm ] |
My hands are searching for you. My arms are outstretched towards you. I feel you on my fingertips. My tongue dances behind my lips for you. I can feel you all around me. Thickening the air I'm breathing. My hands float up above me. And you whisper you love me and I begin to fade into our secret place. The music makes me sway. Take my hand I give it to you. Now you own me. All I am. You said you would never leave me. I believe you. I believe.
I heard so many times, "you've got to take love slow." That's just something said by unsure people who don't know what it's like to fall when you fall with all your heart wanting to be together every second you're apart. Must not know what it feels like to feel like this longing for each moment, waiting for each kiss. I could never love you enough. I could never hold you too tight. Never give too much of my heart. Never spend too many nights with my arms just wrapped around you. Baby, I still can't believe I found you. I could never love you, never love you enough.
Every single night, before you close your eyes
You're wishin he was there with you
And Every single day, you just can't concentrate
Cuz you thinkin' about the things he do
If your friends complain that they just ain't seein you
And it don't seem to faze you
That's when you know, that's when you know..
He's the one
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May 17th, 08 @ 1am ] |
my mother keeps telling me to stop drinking
but my exams finished today
whart else am i going to do?
a park and abottle of vodka
what a great friday night...
i can't wait until i'm 18
topic change.
i hate it when my friends talk about fat people
i don't even like typing the word
and they pretend i;m not there
earlier they were like
my prom dress was a size zero but now i'm a size two i've got so fat
fghjkl;;;;;lkjg9uib
i love them, but at times like that i could kill them.
well, i wouldn't kill them because that's bad
i would politely slap them and give them a burger.
i had my english exam today
it was hell
i had so many words in my head
they're still there
hyperbole, extended metaphor, allusion, pragmatics, diminutive suffixes, elicitation, intensifiers, overt prestigeeeewtfetccc
none of it came up. fuck college.
i feel like dying
i should be going ot funeral for a friends video shoot tomorrow
but everybody hates me
so i'll probably die instead.
the end.
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May 16th, 08 @ 6pm ] |
so i just finished Lock and Key by Sarah Dessen. goodness it is an AMAZING book, she's my favorite author of all time. I love when i read a really good book and that i get lost into it's plot. i'm in complete awe right now, SO GOOD.
so why'd you fill my sorrows
with the words you borrowed
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writing in here yet again....
So at lunch today I went for a walk, (in the rain) and got my shoes all wet. they're still all wet and there's nothing worse than wet shoes! (and socks)
anyway I'm goin tannin after work, I hate tanning lmao. the only time I like tanning is when I'm high, other than that I get bored. plus it's a waste of money. I'm just gunna go get some basic color until summertime comes and............
let's seeeeeeee, The family I babysit for is going away tomorrow morning for a week. so that means I'll be off next wednesday which is pretttty effing cool if you ask me. I haven't had a (weekday) off in forever.........
that's the day I have my job interview too
yada yada, let's see what else I can say..... bonaroo is coming real quick (life is actually passing real quick) and I still don't have my RV pass purchased lol. I'll do it though. I mean honestly I don't even know what the fuck we're gunna do I think you plug those things in? and they get like electricity? Who fucking knows (not me not me)
ummmmmmmmmm I hardly EVER smoke cigarettes anymore. I know you're proud. I sure am.
nothing else to say. nobody reads this so I think I'll mention the fact that I have been extremely horny all day........ jeeeeeeeeeez I need a boyfriendddddddd
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May 16th, 08 @ 2pm ] |
I finished. Just turned in the last paper.
I'm done with college........FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!
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May 16th, 08 @ 7pm ] |
i want to live in a flat in a city and sit on the windowsill with big sunglasses on even though it's raining and drink coffee and write stories. and meet some cute vegetarian boy with ruffled up brown hair who has the cutest smile. and i want to forget about this, and then when the cute boy falls inlove with someone taller. you can come from far away and save me. and say 'i'm sorry sophie, i always loved you'
or maybe that'll just be one of those stories.
just show me a party...
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May 16th, 08 @ 10am ] |
it's nice being out of high school and finally 18 years old. no pressure to go to school or do well or make something of yourself..... heck, I could quit my job and be a bum if I wanted to :). haha I could never do that though. all I'm saying it I feel free and I feel like this summer is going to be awesome. the past couple of weeks actually have been. I have a new outlook on life and everything seems brighter and prettier. I'm trying not to think so much (atleast negatively).
Anyway the future is cool to think about, I'm still young and can do pretty much anything I want. Gotta make a plan. but I'm not in a rush to do that, I'm just in a rush to enjoy myself and my lifeeeeeee!
alright well that's enough with my hippie bullshit, honestly though, life is refreshing
oh how I love springgg
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Stole this meme from Ms Dragonfly. I couldn't help it! It's so funny and I was so bored at work...
Your name:
Charmian
Four words:
Cherry blossoms
Constellations
Charm
Carefree
State/Country:
China
Boy name:
Christopher
Girl name:
Callie
Occupation:
Chef
Something you can wear:
Comme des Garcons
Something found in the kitchen:
Chips
Something you shout:
Cheebye
Something you do in school:
Care less
Name of an animal:
Cheetah
Name of a drink:
Caipirinha
Name a holiday:
Christmas
Name a body part:
Clit. Ok no. Cartilage.
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Article by staff writer from marketing-interactive.com:
Who is the international agency suit who loved the motor vehicle account he was working on so much, and hated his agency with such passion, that he joined his client in their marketing department and from his first day did everything he could to drop the agency? Ironically, his former boss is now his account director.
Which tourism board is in heated discussions with its agency after a seemingly innocuous email marketing campaign backfired? Whilst the email flyer was labelled ADV, recipients did not opt-in and not surprisingly there were a few complaints. However, things got worse when many consumers received the unsolicited email a dozen times and cancellations flooded in. Not good.
Who is the trade magazine publisher who is lying low of late after throwing a few barbs at one of his competitors in his magazine's affiliated email newsletter recently? What was no doubt meant as a bit of harmless hi-jinks was not taken in good humour by everyone and a legal letter of demand, resulting in a grovelling apology followed.
Which super-senior telecommunications marketer, in a recent research briefing from her agency on the latest consumer trends and brand perceptions, firmly instructed her agency staff to stop "talking in complicated lingo" and using indecipherable jargon. Like "PMEB". Hmmmm. Obviously it pays to be great friends with the CEO.
Which Singapore publishing company is having trouble filling the pages of its suite of luxury and society magazines? A close study of recent editions of its magazines has revealed that the magazines contain feature articles from earlier editions several years before, run practically word for word. But there is always one small change - the writers' bylines.
Who is the hot-shot advertising sales director who likes a drink and a bet on the horses a little too much? After a three-day, all weekend, start-drinking-at-Friday-lunch-finish-up-Sunday-night session, the ad rep's salary was gone yet again and the rent remained unpaid yet. Not to be outdone, the degenerate gambler now plays find-a-drink in Clarke Quay's bars.
Which highly respected and very conservative, government-connected financial services marketing director was a notoriously wild party girl back in her university days in Melbourne? According to classmates, her party repertoire included such gems as "hide the nugget", "spit the winkle" and the curious ability to move her breasts individually. Without touching them. To music.
Hm... I wonder which publishing house they're referring to...
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May 16th, 08 @ 2am ] |
secret;; you don't even know you lied straight to my face & i know about it
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May 15th, 08 @ 9pm ] |
I want to know two thing's
Your biggest fear & your biggest mistake
Leave me a comment anonymously
123, get to typing.
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what's up in life right now
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God. I can't believe I'm almost done. This is it. Four years gone. This past semester flew by so incredibly fast...I honestly don't know where it went. But I do know that I am glad for all the times I went out instead of studying....all the times I stayed up late doing who knows what. I am sitting here at the table in Katie and I's apartment, listening to some crappy band, and attempting to work on this group paper. It's the last thing I have to do. AHHHHH!!! So strange.
Tomorrow is Pat's party, Saturday is Maggie's party at The American and Brian's party at his house. Katie leaves for Norway. Sunday I work- boo- from 11:45 AM- 11 PM. Then after that...who knows? I got my work schedule and I'm opening Monday-Friday. Awesome. But I don't work weekends. And I'm working about 32 hours a week. I still haven't decided if I am going to look for another job yet or not. We'll see. I kind of don't want to. I just want to lay outside and read all the time. :)
I have to get up at 5 tomorrow but for some reason I'm not tired. I don't want to go to bed. I don't want to work on this paper. At all. *sigh*
I just want to dance and sing.
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Tomorrow is the last day of class, then finals. And that's it. Done...until I find cash to go to grad school at some point in my life.
It's funny how yesterday I was talking about busy and what have you I've been to even have time to be anxious and depressed with my therapist. And now....I'm anxious and depressed all over again. Because I have nothing in my sights but emptiness.
And that, folks, scares the shit out of me. I can't even be happy with the time I will have off to recharge and work on my story. I simply can't.
And it's because I don't function that way. Everyone, and I mean everyone and their mother tells me "take your time" or "you have plenty of time." But I don't see it that way.
I'm trying to, though....I just hate feeling like there's that void coming up to swallow me whole.
*sigh* Sometimes, I think I'm just hopeless in my thinking process, like it won't be "right" or "normal" until I'm 60 years old or something.
I pray, however, that it doesn't take that long.
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I don’t love you, I'm just passing the time.
You could love me, if I knew how to lie.
But who could love me?
I am out of my mind.
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