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[09 Dec 2007|03:29pm] |
im not dealing with the crap you put me through.
so instead of getting upset about it,
i'm erasing you from my life completely.
[delete from facebook, myspace, my phone, etc.]
...and its actually making me feel better. if you obviously dont want me in your life, whats stopping me from taking you out of mine?
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[09 Dec 2007|03:40pm] |
"hannah, me and him have been best friends since like 7th grade" - my best friend [girl]
the only reason she even met him was because in 7th grade me and him dated.
me and him have a love-hate relationship and are currently not on talking terms
they tell each other everything, including stuff about me.
he called her last night so they could hang out, while i was right next to her
he was always someone who was real close to me, and its like ive been replaced.
[fyi: she and him are just friends, not "talking-and-hooking-up" kind of friends]
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[09 Dec 2007|07:12pm] |
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i feel like im making all the wrong choices and negleting the only person who truly knows me...and at the end of day i chalk it up to tring to just fucking get through the next two years. When in reality the only way I'm going to make it is with my old mind set and with my best friend by my side, but I don't know how to change things.
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[09 Dec 2007|09:13pm] |
I'M FREAKING OUT
i always do this.
i always overanalyze EVERYTHING.
but the last time i let it go because i thought i was overanalyzing it
&&he got away.
i'm freaking the fuck out.
that is not going to happen again.
i won't let it.
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