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[19 Oct 2007|02:41am] |
And I know I've said to much already.
But let me just tell you that I have a friend, whom I like. He looks like you, acts like you, creates like you, speaks like you, laughs like you.... no its not you. (but I'm lying, not well enough for you to believe me when I say it's not you... or maybe I forgot to say that). A hyopthetical transparency, if you will.
So a bit of advice: Do you think I should tell him how I feel?
You're begging me to think logically about the situation and then talk to you about what I think.
And I say that I'm ready to be done thinking about it. I just need your opinion now. So please just answer the question.
And you said this: "Okay. Fine. Short answer: No."
And I'm trying to thank you for your advice, because that's what friends are for. But it's hard to do over the sound of my spider-webbing heart. (much like a the kiss of a golf club against a windshield, minus car alarm.) Minus heart alarm.
At least it was an indirect hit. I guess I took the proper precautions.
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[19 Oct 2007|08:05pm] |
in exactly 4 hours (west coast time) i will be turning 19 years old!
secret?
im so freaking scared.
IM GETTING OLDER BY THE MINUTE
and i dont want to.
:(
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