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[27 Dec 2006|12:04am] |
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HIM: i adore you
HIM: cant you tell already?
HIM: and all the diamond earrings in the world mean nothing if you're not wearing them
HIM: me-to-you bears mean nothing if you're not cuddling them
HIM: i mean nothing if you're not with me
secret; i can't imagine him not being in my life.
whenever i think about it, i get all choked up.
but i feel naive for hoping we'll be together forever.
ughh.
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| My First Secret - I hope I did it right... |
[27 Dec 2006|01:12am] |
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[27 Dec 2006|01:46am] |
New. First Post. First Long Secret.
We've had an off & on thing sense i was 13 (me now being 17 & hes 20) I've loved him for so long although i dont think i should. He has cheated on every girlfriend he has had with me, he drives 45 minutes to see me on weekends, he was my perfect christmas kiss, Im dying to hear him tell me that he loves me. He's perfect in every way to me although i know every bad thing about him.. he is still perfect, i over look it all.. i trust him with everything i am. I secretly for once want to be the girlfriend he has, the one he can brag about, the one to be his everything, We always find our way back to each other no matter what. How many times can you find your way back down the same path before you realize it means something big. i swear it does, it has to.
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[27 Dec 2006|01:48am] |
secret: my mom doesn't think it bothers me, but since she told me she miscarried (what would have been) my twin, it's all i can think about.
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[27 Dec 2006|02:37am] |
my walls are going right back up.
you're the reason why.
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[27 Dec 2006|10:16am] |
To me, this kind of figure is what i'd kill to have.
But i guess I'm just warped, right?
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[27 Dec 2006|02:28pm] |
you come to me when you have problems with your girlfriend.
and i always help you with them.
and you two always end up fine..
but i dont want you to be with her.
i dont know why i help.
=/
i want you so bad.
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[27 Dec 2006|05:48pm] |
the only reason I called you a dick
and told the whole stockroom that you were a dick is because
you stopped paying attention to me
when I like someone
and I get the vibe that they dont care
i automatically assume theyre gay or a dick.
secret: I feel really bad that you took it to heart
but it also makes me think that maybe you do like me.
that prolly made no sense
its k
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[27 Dec 2006|06:36pm] |
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'Sometimes when I feel entirely hopeless, like normal, except worse, I go to the room in the house where no one can hear me, my voice or my song. I sing to the walls, imagining that they are transparent, and thousands of people are sitting behind them, waiting to hear me. Whenever I sing to an audience, every fibre in my body tingles, my limbs turn weak, and the drumming in my chest shakes me with terror. Yet when I allow myself to see past them, I see into myself. Just to hit every note in tune and feel the pulsing of the music in my blood, my veins, it makes me feel alive. I suppose singing is the one of the things that I love, but also terrifies me. I know I am better than submitting to fear. I keep returning to every stage, every performance, simply because I know I can overcome my terror when I am there. I guess I want to be a singer simply because when I sing, I am not the pathetic excuse for a girl I am now, when I sing, I am brave.'
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[27 Dec 2006|07:00pm] |
I never thought i'd say this but love fucking scares me, there's a girl that likes me, but i'm just so scared to get in a relationship right now, i don't know how to describe it, and it's not that i don't like her or don't feel attracted to her, i fuck my mind up too much
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[27 Dec 2006|07:33pm] |
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I hate how people refer to single parent families as 'broken families'.
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[27 Dec 2006|10:05pm] |
*secret
we've been going out for almost 10 months *part long distance
then he just breaks it off saying he couldn't handle it
one week later he's with a new girl
... like i was nothing at all.
my first secret.
i hope this is okay.
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[27 Dec 2006|10:30pm] |
Those are mine and his initials.
I really hope it's from him. :)
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