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[24 Dec 2006|02:11am] |
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Hi, I'm Lane.
People most usually call me Lanerrrs.
I'm 16 and from the UK.
I'm new on this, and this is my first secret!
[We've been dating for almost 11 months, and I don't recall ever feeling so real, I can't even explain.]
+SECRET+
I imagined it as well.
Comments would be great, and also, where do can I find some lovely pictures to use for secrets?
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[24 Dec 2006|08:34am] |
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awake too early |
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[24 Dec 2006|10:21am] |
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU, TOO
thanks for making this year one that i'll NEVER forget
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[24 Dec 2006|11:32am] |
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chiodos- one day women will all become monsterss |
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secret: no matter how much you have done to me
i would still have you in a fucking heartbeat.
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[24 Dec 2006|11:39am] |
my mom thinks i have a drinking problem.
she's told her entire side of the family.
the ONE NIGHT the police came, i blew a 0.0 and she didn't believe me.
the fact that she can't trust me kills me,
but it makes me a hypocrite because i can't trust her with anything, either.
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[24 Dec 2006|11:55am] |
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chiodos |
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secret: when i was little i hated christmas time because i knew on christmas day i had to go over to my dads house. and him and his girlfriend fought all the time, it scared me.
dont get me wrong i love my dad more then anything but i cant stand it when they fight.
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[24 Dec 2006|12:07pm] |
Secret number two!
+SECRET+
My entire family was in the car, and we were going to the Lake.
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[24 Dec 2006|12:44pm] |
secret 3:
+SECRET+
I wouldn't want it, I HATE when he spends money on me.
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[24 Dec 2006|12:51pm] |
I am constantally breaking.
One word will put me into a crying diaster.
I miss how life used to be, and I iwsh I wasn't this way.
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[24 Dec 2006|01:11pm] |
everyone deserves that silly wish for Christmas...
he is mine.
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[24 Dec 2006|01:57pm] |
When I am trying not to IM someone.
i keep changing my away messages
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[24 Dec 2006|02:06pm] |
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Better than Me - Hinder |
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I'm still in love with him but he is horrible to everyone including me.
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[24 Dec 2006|02:13pm] |
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something corporate. |
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i'm scared to death of letting go of him.
we had a year and a half together.
we broke up 4 and a half months ago.
i have a new boyfriend that treats me like gold.
+secret+
i still think about dating him again all the time, even though i know it wouldn't work out.
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[24 Dec 2006|03:23pm] |
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She - Radical Angel |
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This is my ex, Charlie who I was dating for a year and a 1/2.
Secret [1]: He's my ex because he passed away a year ago.
A drunk driver hit him after he dropped me off at my house and he was on his way home.
A few days ago, I got a few packages and a letter from his mother saying that she was cleaning and came across some things that he was going to give me for Christmas but he passed away before then and some of his old things she thought I should have.
Secret [2]: I'm scared to death to know whats inside.
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[24 Dec 2006|03:31pm] |
I guess I just can't understand how someone can dislike highscool.
I'm having a blast.
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[24 Dec 2006|03:57pm] |
really white people scare me,, they look kind of evil
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[24 Dec 2006|04:33pm] |
He finally got onto his MySpace today.
And he didn't accept my friend request. Didn't deny it either.
My "Page Viewed" number didn't go up from the last time I signed in so I know he didn't even look.
Great. Just effing great.
Called my grandmother today to wish her a Merry Christmas/Happy Birthday.
A whole five minute converstaion we had. She said she had company. Really, it was my father and my baby sister in the background with some other people.
I wouldn't even know about my sister if it weren't for birth announcements in the newspaper.
I'm feeling really wanted. *eye roll*
Right now, I just want to curl up and sleep today and tomorrow away.
I hate Christmas. It always fucking sucks.
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[24 Dec 2006|05:18pm] |
i think my boyfriend cheated on me
i need to talk to someone, anyone
now please
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[24 Dec 2006|05:53pm] |
while giving me your number you said,
"I don't text anyone back, so don't be offended"
but tonight, you sent me
a text message.
"merry christmas...eve :)"
why, after all this time would you text me back
if you didn't know it was me?
in regards to this post
maybe im just being stupid.
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[24 Dec 2006|07:31pm] |
I can't believe that you were acting like that yesterday. Now I know that you are different around them. Im not going to a party if you are there.
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[24 Dec 2006|09:52pm] |
I'm honestly not sure if yesterday was one of the best or worst days of my life.
The line isn't as fine as I thought it'd be.
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[24 Dec 2006|10:42pm] |
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i've never felt so alone during these holidays until this year.
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