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[23 Dec 2006|01:16am] |
people think i'm weird because i'm a 19 year old girl who constantly knits.
I'm afraid they'd think I'm even weirder if I told them that it relieved my stress.
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[23 Dec 2006|01:31am] |
i hate one of my roommates so much.
when i go back to the room for second semester im not letting her get to me i don't give a fuck.
then again, i know it's so much easier to just let it go so i can just get by and focus myself into other things.
i know im "above" all the stupid shit, but for once i wish i could be that low to just fucking end her crap.
should i do it?
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[23 Dec 2006|03:18am] |
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secret: i'm seriously stuck in the middle here...i'm falling in love with my boyfriend, but i'm still picking myself up from the last one. my ex treated me like crap a lot when we were together...then he dumped me...and now he wants me back. my current boyfriend does nothing but good for me...
why the hell do i still think about my ex?!
i hate mental dilemmas...
(and by the way, i know my pic looks like shit...it's a paint work, if that's not obvious enough...i'll get better at this, i swear:) )
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[23 Dec 2006|09:08am] |
^loser secret
friends in scotland
tell me they have to "tidy up"
In th U.S. we only say clean.
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[23 Dec 2006|09:55am] |
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Secret: The love of my life called me yesterday
after 4 months of absolutely nothing
I'm seeing him today, and I could cry from happy.
Even though I should be ashamed of myself for taking him back...
but all I can think about is how right it will feel
to be in his arms again.
Thank you Santa.
This is just what I wanted ftor christmas
X.x.X Pleeze be there wen I call! X.x.X
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[23 Dec 2006|12:05pm] |
Do you believe you're missing out
and everything good is happening somewhere else?
But with nobody in your bed
the night's hard to get through.
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[23 Dec 2006|12:10pm] |
He was crying on the phone last night. It hurts to see him hurt.
Secret: I listen to other's problems and console them, mainly because it helps me forget about mine.
Is that selfish?
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[23 Dec 2006|12:48pm] |
today would have been a year.
even though you hurt me to the point where i was scared each day would be my last day on earth...
you'll be in my heart all day.
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[23 Dec 2006|01:34pm] |
not looking for sympathy, just wanted to get it out there or whatever.
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[23 Dec 2006|03:37pm] |
And also,
why can't I just be happy to have an amazing boyfriend for once
that treats me nice, why must I assume he's just trying to get in my pants.
:[[
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[23 Dec 2006|03:38pm] |
I love him more than anything.
We're only "together." We aren't
offical boyfriend & girlfriend. And
right now, I'm scared to death we're
drifting apart from each other. =(
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[23 Dec 2006|09:55pm] |
We are boring. We've been together for too long & I'm not happy anymore. I can't break the news to you. I cheated on you with someone I barely even know. & now I can't get him out of my head. Too bad he lives 9 hours away.
(I'd feel worse about it, if it wasn't the most amazing sex I've ever had)
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[23 Dec 2006|11:03pm] |
i act tougher and more wise to people who don't know me all to well
so at least one of us thinks i'm important.
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[23 Dec 2006|11:25pm] |
When I was little I wanted to have fun friends, go to awesome high school parties, and have a really sweet boyfriend.
Now I have shallow friends, have never been to a highschool party and have never been kissed much less obtained a boyfriend.
I'm turning into the person I never wanted to be and I hate it.
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[23 Dec 2006|11:39pm] |
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secret: ive never actually made out in the rain but ive always wanted to.
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[23 Dec 2006|11:46pm] |
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secret: my best freind has a really hot boyfriend
and i always look at his pictures and stuff and she has no idea.
its not like im doing anything wrong but i fee llike shit whenever i do look at them. =[
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[23 Dec 2006|11:52pm] |
I'm a fucking whore.
A scumbag.
I get used like a fucking tool, and dont ever fucking learn.
I hate myself.
and I hate males.
I fucking hate everything, and everyone.
Fuck you.
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