| secret #5. |
[21 Dec 2006|12:41am] |
no matter how far we go...

to you, i will always be 'just the girl next door.'
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[21 Dec 2006|12:54am] |

you're one of the only good things i have in my life right now. please don't let me push you away.
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| ljsecret, but my thoughts completely. |
[21 Dec 2006|02:24am] |
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[21 Dec 2006|02:55am] |

i hate sitting on the toilet because i'm afraid a clown will pop up and start stabbing me in the vagina.
it's pretty stupid but it still creeps me out.
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[21 Dec 2006|06:27am] |

secret: i wish i could just let go and ignore them both, because common sense usually always wins over what my heart wants me to do.
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[21 Dec 2006|11:58am] |
im trying my hardest to get over you. but i miss you more than anything. at least ive given up hope on us.
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[21 Dec 2006|04:34pm] |
I wish this would really work
 It would make life so...easy.
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[21 Dec 2006|07:17pm] |
im the most jealous human being you will ever meet in your life when it comes to the boy i like and other people. its a problem.
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[21 Dec 2006|08:42pm] |
 Help :[[
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[21 Dec 2006|09:43pm] |
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Again I go unoticed -- Dashboard Confessional |
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I have never had someone love me as much as I loved them He was all way at the top of my list and I was at the bottom of his I was convenient But I still loved him And he promised he wouldn't leave. They all did... Why is everyone leaving me? I wish someone would think enough of me to stay
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[21 Dec 2006|10:18pm] |
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[21 Dec 2006|10:30pm] |
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 it also had alot of winter/christmas related drawings. (ie, reindeer, sledding, christmas trees, candy canes etc.)
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[21 Dec 2006|10:54pm] |
 at the party, i was acting like i wanted him off me, but i loved the attention. and i got jealous when i saw him on another girl. tomorrow, if he isn't all on me again, i'm going to be really sad. even though i'll just say "i don't care" but i do.
yea, i don't have a scanner. haha, so this is a picture of a picture.
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[21 Dec 2006|11:35pm] |
 i've lost track of how many months it's been, you'd think it'd just eventually get better. but i'm going more insane without you around every single day.
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| last secret of the night, i pinky swear. |
[21 Dec 2006|11:41pm] |
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