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[18 Dec 2006|12:15am] |
This is the best secret ever.
When I do masturbate, only Henry Rollins can get me off.
It's really kinda funny. But he is like, really smart and fiiine for being 40 something.
Hahahah.
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[18 Dec 2006|12:18am] |
'specially on their shoulder / arm.
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[18 Dec 2006|05:10am] |
haha and the other picture is in band class. What a nerd.
It frustrates me because in the mirror, it's prettier than this. I have enough confidence to know that I just don't photograph well. I'm not that horrible looking in real life. That one quote gives me hope. "Mine is a beauty that moves." or whatever it is.
(please don't leave comments flaming me for posting pictures of myself. I'm not looking for compliments. Speaking of that, please don't leave compliments either.) haha it's a little sad that I have to say that but it's the internet, you know?
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[18 Dec 2006|09:00am] |
i met you last night at work
your 23 but i dont really care
i continuesly check the schedual to see when were working together
i dont believe in love at first sight
but i certainly do believe that i want this to happen
just standing next to you feels right
talking to you was so easy
and we baisically spilled our life story's to eachother in a matter of a few hours
not only are you gorgeous but your personality is just as beautiful
i havent hoped so hard that someone would like me since junior high
im keeping my fingers crossed
because if i had you
i would never look at anyone else
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[18 Dec 2006|03:04pm] |
Today is our two year wedding anniversary. He had flowers sent to me(excuse the messy desk).
Secret? I don't deserve someone that, in the middle of being deployed, would remember to send flowers or call. He said he feels bad because he can't be here. He is the one in a war and he feels bad for me.
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[18 Dec 2006|03:50pm] |
when i get anxious, i start to stutter or lisp my words.
i tell people that it used to be worse when i was little, so that they
won't make fun of me as much.
.. but it's only really developed this year.
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[18 Dec 2006|07:25pm] |
i truly am sorry.
i've never felt like such a bitch in my life.
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[18 Dec 2006|08:05pm] |
I have absolutely no reason to be anything other than perfect happy
but today I feel like shit
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[18 Dec 2006|08:11pm] |
i think i was am in love with you
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[18 Dec 2006|10:03pm] |
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This winter break, there are FOUR guys I would love to love.
I’m not worried about chosing at all.
I’m just having FUN.
I won’t see most of them again until summer, anyway.
God I can’t wait until Friday.
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[18 Dec 2006|10:09pm] |
secret: i'm really not that sorry. it's a good excuse not to talk to him.
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[18 Dec 2006|10:18pm] |
i had sex [again] today.
and it was with someone a few years younger than me.
i kind of feel like a pedophile.
[im 16, will be 17 in a few days and he is 14]
agh.
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[18 Dec 2006|10:54pm] |
His best friend: "so! does someone have a crush on my jackson?"
Me: nono. im ust paranoid he thinks im stupid and annoying.
His Best friend: oh, well. he doesnt think that at all! but that's too bad.
WHAT WAS SHE SAYING.
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