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[17 Dec 2006|12:24am] |
i met a wonderful boy last night.
sorry, i never liked you anyway
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[17 Dec 2006|12:26am] |
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I dont think I know how to be a girlfriend.
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[17 Dec 2006|12:26am] |
This song fits so perfectly with him. My highschool is a silver hell. I was constantly searching for gold. And I found it. He's so down-to-earth. So...normal. I am not happy until after 5/6. What am i going to do next semester?
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[17 Dec 2006|12:46am] |
Last nite was the greatest nite everrrrr
Plus I met you. And we danced all nite. and you probably haven't thought of me since.
I fall for boys much too quickly for my own good.
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[17 Dec 2006|01:54am] |
I made this before midnight, now its yesterday but still true.
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[17 Dec 2006|11:15am] |
i just don't know where to find it.
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[17 Dec 2006|11:18am] |
i wish people would have actually remembered on their own, without the assistance of myspace and facebook.
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[17 Dec 2006|12:40pm] |
i'm sick of the mentally retarded kid in my english class calling me "stupid and irresponsible."
i can't say anything because "he doesn't know better" but i'm pretty sure he does, and i'm so fucking close to telling him to shut his fat fucking mouth and stop talking shit.
dang.
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[17 Dec 2006|01:39pm] |
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..R.I.P EMOLYRICS
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[17 Dec 2006|02:16pm] |
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Bodyrox ft. Luciana - Yeah Yeah |
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I love meeting famous people
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[17 Dec 2006|05:13pm] |
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I made a cd with some songs I want to have sex on!
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[17 Dec 2006|05:29pm] |
""When I think more than I want to think, I do things I never should do, I drink much more than I ought to drink, because it brings me back you"
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[17 Dec 2006|07:26pm] |
i honestly think that the only way i'd love a child of my own would be if they were autistic.
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[17 Dec 2006|08:48pm] |
sunday 10th december 06 - my world. R.I.P Callum ♥
Last night
we were all celebrating callums life
my boyfriend takes me outside
and collapses in crying hyseterics and tells me of his manic depression, of him trying to commit suicide a little while ago and that he needs me because he can't take it.
me & him aren't all that close, (?he finds it hard to get too close to girls because of his mother or something?) he never tells me how hes feeling, whats going on in his life, even about his day. But he always seems so happy too, just like callum. He never complains, he just always seems like hes loving everything.
we have been together for about 5 months now and this was the first time i have ever heard of any of this, just seeing him like that .. there are no words.
i am distraught
i have only recently lost my bestfriend
and the last thing i need is to lose him too
it kills me that hes felt like this for so long and hasn't been able to tell me nor have i even noticed whats going on.
i feel like i have let him down.
i am such a shit girlfriend i cant even see when somethings up.
whats worse is i didnt know what to say to him, i didnt know what to do, all i could do is tell him "its alright baby im here for you".
apologies if this isnt much of a secret. i just needed to get it out. i dont want sympathy. i want help because i cant talk to anyone else about it. if anyone here has lost someone close and/or there boyfriend is/was just like this, advice would be very much appreciated. please. i dont know how to handle all this shit.
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[17 Dec 2006|10:17pm] |
i get it, you're avoiding me.
but i want to know why.
and i'm too scared to ask.
i'm not sure i want to know..
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[17 Dec 2006|10:43pm] |
I think that it's easy to think that people don't care when they don't leave you comments, or call you, or say anything specific to you when they know you're going through a hard time.
But really, it's just because they don't know what to say.
But I know I've been fooled into thinking that people don't care about me. I know better than that, and so do you.
So I guess what I'm trying to say is that I do care. I care SOOO much. That sometimes it's ridiculous because I don't want to say anything that would seem insensitive. And I don't want to say anything that's been said before, or those stupid sayings that you hear, that just don't ever make things any better.
I'm sorry. Just know that I care. This goes for anyone.
(sorry no pic)
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[17 Dec 2006|11:18pm] |
New here
How do u post pictures??
Do u use HTML coding?!?
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