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[09 Dec 2006|12:09am] |
When I was walking home today, these four guys drove by in a car and beeped and yelled out the window. I acted offened, but when they had passed I smiled because I secretly loved the attention.
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[09 Dec 2006|12:11am] |
today=amazing beyond words
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[09 Dec 2006|12:45am] |
You'll see when you move out it just sort of happens one day
one day and it's just gone. And you can never get it back. It's like you get
homesick for a place that doesn't exist. I mean it's like this rite of passage, you
know. You won't have this feeling again until you create a new idea of home for
yourself, you know, for you kids, for the family you start, it's like a cycle or
something. I miss the idea of it. Maybe that's all family really is. A group of
people who miss the same imaginary place.
I miss the idea of home.
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[09 Dec 2006|12:50am] |
confession.
im in love with him,
im not over him,
i never will be.
i need lyrics please.
Tell him that I'm happy, and I've moved on
Lookin' better than you've ever seen
Just don't tell him that you saw me, drownin in this bottle
Trying to make him disappear
Yeah tell him I'm anywhere
Anywhere but here
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[09 Dec 2006|01:17am] |
I hate Decembers.
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[09 Dec 2006|01:59am] |
I always told people I wouldn't get one. Now a lot of people don't know I have it.
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[09 Dec 2006|09:47am] |
 so now i just wait.
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[09 Dec 2006|10:06am] |
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fyi the middle part says "you never should have told me you really liked me"
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[09 Dec 2006|01:00pm] |
I finally got the gut to call him...
he's in canada
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[09 Dec 2006|02:21pm] |
I think nothing will be forever. even love, you can't love just one guy/girl for life. it just won't happen.
Secret: I think i'll never get married, there are too many guys that i like,,
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[09 Dec 2006|02:41pm] |
I'm affraid I'll need to take these
I looked up the symptoms, clearly I'm suffering from some sort of depression, I haven't told anyone, but I think my mom suspects it because she keeps on asking how I feel. Maybe I should see a doctor, it's weird because I feel good most of the time, or maybe my mind is just playing tricks on me.
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[09 Dec 2006|04:59pm] |
I hate you. You ruined this family. You ruined my mom. You don't have a life. Go home. I'm sick of you always taking my sisters computer to fucking jack off. I'm sick of you making my mother cry. I'm sick of this house because of you because you are ALWASY here; you are not my mother’s son. You are not related to us. You will NEVER be her son. Go home to your own mom. GO HOME. Im sick of you. You're gross and retarded. Go back to school.
GODFLADKFJ
GO HOME. YOU RUINED EVERYTHING. BECAUSE OF YOU WE ARE DIRT POOR
BECAUSE OF YOU WE HAVE NO FUCKING FOOD.
STOP MAKING MY MOM PAY FOR EVERYTHING.
GET A FUCKING LIFE. AND THEN MAYBE I WILL ACCEPT YOU.
I would never say this to him.
I would never tell my mom this. Because unlike him I care about her and I don't want to hurt her.
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[09 Dec 2006|06:31pm] |
( bonus. )
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[09 Dec 2006|10:44pm] |
him: listen, kaitlin, you're a very attractive girl, and you're gonna make someone very happy
him: but there's no hurry to find them
him: ...there's kinda someone else
thanks for lying, asshole.
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[09 Dec 2006|11:36pm] |
My best friends in the hospital
She tried to kill herself
for the second time in a month .. shes' in the psych ward for a long time this time.
My boyfriend (my other best friend) is having a mental breakdown. He doesnt want to talk to me, cuz it would just make things worse. He doesnt want to see me either.
My secret? I'm so confused. I don't want to be upset, because clearly they both need someone. At the same time, its so selfish for ME to be upset because nothing is happening to me, its happening to them.
I just want to cry, but I can't seem to let myself :(
I'm sorry I'm such a horrible friend guys Sorry, no picture
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