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[05 Dec 2006|01:48am] |
My boyfriend confessed to me he's been smoking
when we got into an argument tonight.
I told him I plan on starting a habit, too, then.
And I won't quit until he does.
It scares me, the lengths I'd go to in order to make him stop.
If he gets to hurt his body, I don't see why I shouldn't be able to.
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[05 Dec 2006|08:48am] |
i got the job at hot topic
i truely didnt think i'd get it
i put myself down so often that things like this surprise me
i underestimate myself all the time
i wish i had more confidence in myself
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[05 Dec 2006|11:43am] |
proxy sites?
my school likes to block all the obvious ones.
please and thank you.
=D
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| RANT! |
[05 Dec 2006|03:46pm] |
Secret:Girl in Adv. Choir with me who loves to try and correct me and tell me I'm doing shit wrong....YOU GET ON MY EVERLASTING FUCKING NERVES! I want to punch your fucking face! I HATE the way you sound, look, and dress. F.Y.I. You smelled really bad today! Go take your corrections and shuv them up ur arse! You can't even sight read unless u use numbers! HOETARD!
p.s. I am not this shallow but you know how sometimes there are just those people that you can't stand to even look at!
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[05 Dec 2006|04:50pm] |
He doesnt even have to hug me,
he tells me he was going to and my heart like stops.
I swear I'm 5.
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| The Girl in the Center |
[05 Dec 2006|05:17pm] |
..would be aww I'm sorry. Sometimes you are such a shitty friend.
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[05 Dec 2006|05:23pm] |
im scared.
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[05 Dec 2006|05:29pm] |
This is why I'm so clingy.
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[05 Dec 2006|06:05pm] |
I wish I could put my sadness into not caring what anyone thought and be strong even if i did seem like kind of a bitch. At least my feelings wouldn't get so hurt all the time. =(
Sorry no picture.
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[05 Dec 2006|06:20pm] |
i wish there was a way to ensure this statement.
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[05 Dec 2006|06:21pm] |
God no it’s not my arm.
I doubt it’s even real.
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[05 Dec 2006|06:39pm] |
my cat died 15 months ago.
i still miss her just as much as i did a year ago.
i still expect to see her, hear her around the house.
i grew up with her. her death made such a huge hole inside me... which my parents refused to help heal. they won't get another cat and i don't understand why.
(cat in picture is not my cat. click on it to find out what it is)
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[05 Dec 2006|06:42pm] |
i'll im/text/call them every day or two for about a month, and then all of a sudden i'll stop, just to see if they notice and start to persue me.
well, you noticed.
you also asked me why i wasn't at practice all last week.
i planned that too.
it frightens me how much i manipulate people, but i also love knowing i have the upper hand.
it also frightens me how easy guys are to manipulate.
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[05 Dec 2006|06:55pm] |
I'M GENUINELY HAPPY FOR YOU!
...at least that's what i keep telling myself.
the tables have turned.
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[05 Dec 2006|07:21pm] |
I say I don't... but sometimes I just do.
I typed 'dress to impress' into google and this was the first thing to come up... lol... doesn't REALLY fit.. oh well
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[05 Dec 2006|07:30pm] |
my best friend fooled around with my ex-boyfriend..
we've only been broke up for a little over a week now..
she hasn't told me yet..
but she's told a few too many people who aren't me..
and i asked her about it.
she denied it.
so did he with i asked him..
&i honestly dont care that they fooled around
really.
it just pisses me off that they both lied to me..
only for some reason,
i'm only mad at him.
i think i love her too much to be mad at her..
because i know she feels bad
and i think she'll tell me.
still:
IM SO SICK OF PEOPLE LYING TO ME.
rawrrrr.
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[05 Dec 2006|08:10pm] |
i could browse through the random image generator on tinypic for HOURS.
i like to wonder why the picture was uploaded. who was the uploader showing it to? what does it mean? etc.
also sometimes they're just FUNNY. AS. HELL.
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[05 Dec 2006|11:15pm] |
When you were late today and you wouldn't pick up your phone, for a moment I thought maybe you got in an accident along the way. I felt myself smiling at this and realized that maybe it's possible I really don't love you. Even if you did give birth to me.
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[05 Dec 2006|11:35pm] |
this friday i'm telling one of my oldest friends that i've liked him since 8th grade. it's time to stop hiding from my feelings.
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