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[27 Nov 2006|11:45am] |
im feeling reallyreally bad these days. or freaking happy.
So here's the problem;
Last week i suddenly cried SO much and felt SO bad again... and this teacher saw it.. she took my to her office.. and well. now she wants the school-psyologist or something to talk with me about it. And i really dont understand why i have to go there at the moment.
[ No picture cause ive to get ready for school ]
Secret: im ashamed of what my 'problems'. Im not gonna tell her whats really going on. i feel like there's no need to do that. & i dont want to tell her that even talking to Jordi makes me freaking happy, even if i was in the depressed mood. Should i tell her everything, or not?
I feel so sad about this choice atm. =( i dont know what to do.
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[27 Nov 2006|01:03pm] |
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Im so scared of failing.
Sometimes I want to just give up though. So all this pressure will subside.
(I couldn't find a picture that fit my mood so i drew a self portrait of me .... I know its art work! heh)
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[27 Nov 2006|05:10pm] |
Secret: or at least that's what I keep telling myself.
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[27 Nov 2006|05:19pm] |
After many months of wishing,
it came true. :]
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[27 Nov 2006|06:28pm] |
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My best friend made out with a girl who smelled like cigarettes with her boyfriend 200 feet away unknowing. I dont want to tell so I'm writing it here.
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[27 Nov 2006|06:49pm] |
he dumped me
and quite possibly
had sex with another girl
the same night..
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[27 Nov 2006|07:28pm] |
it doesn't make sense, because i don't believe in heaven
but i can't reason it away
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[27 Nov 2006|08:37pm] |
my boyfriend of three months said to me tonight, " look, are you falling in love with me? cause i don't really want that right now. i just really like you. "
i think that was the most painful thing i've ever heard
because i DO love him. and idk. i just had to post it somewhere so i don't end up crying. kfdgjiddfg
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[27 Nov 2006|08:49pm] |
I don't have a best friend.
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[27 Nov 2006|09:07pm] |
"A drunk mind speaks a sober heart."
I hope so.
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[27 Nov 2006|09:07pm] |
i've never been so worried for someone else's life
ever.
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[27 Nov 2006|09:45pm] |
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Temporary Isanity - Alexz Johnson |
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| i could tell you but then... |
[27 Nov 2006|10:30pm] |
<3 Lucy
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