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[19 Nov 2006|12:35am] |
Secret: I feel awful because I'm falling for a drop out stoner over possibly the best guy in this town who is crazy about me
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[19 Nov 2006|01:13pm] |
Secret: there's another message in the picture that I doubt you'll ever see.
not that it would matter, anyway.
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[19 Nov 2006|04:27pm] |
sup post secret.
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[19 Nov 2006|05:08pm] |
i feel like a bad person..
i miss my ex so much!, but don't get me wrong i like my boyfriend
and i wouldn't do anything that'd hurt him. i just feel blah because i think about my ex so much.
i can't seem to get over him.
i just don't think that i shouldn't have started a relationship unless i was over him...
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[19 Nov 2006|05:15pm] |
They invited him again and not me. He doesnt understand how I feel, they were my friends first and now that they know him...they just push me aside.I feel like giving up on them and I know one day im going to break and they all will know how I really feel inside.
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[19 Nov 2006|06:40pm] |
hello, i'm lexi and i'm new.
no picture for this secret, sorry but i have no expierience. i'll get one on the next secret
i literally despise one of my "best friends"
the only reason i continue to hangout with her is because the rest of my real best friends that i like continue to hangout with her. and i wouldn't want to stop seeing them, they're really amazing girls. i can't bring myself to tell them and/or her.
i've tried to get myself to like her, but i'm sick of acting fake, and i admit that i do.
woooops? what else can i say =/
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[19 Nov 2006|07:08pm] |
No matter what you say.
I know youre not over me either!
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[19 Nov 2006|07:20pm] |
^i honestly have a sick obsession with this man, and i fantasize about having sex with him all the time.
he's beautiful
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[19 Nov 2006|07:22pm] |
It's really a really stupid teenage girl thing to think but...
I think you totally forgot about my existance.
I don't wanna let anyone in.
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[19 Nov 2006|08:07pm] |
My birthday is tomorrow.
I'm Pretty Sure It's Gonna Suck
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[19 Nov 2006|09:02pm] |
i dress my teddy bears up and make them play poker with me when my friends have all gone.
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[19 Nov 2006|09:21pm] |
you know, not to point out the obvious but..
there are some straight out bitches in this community.. stop being so stuck up & snotty
oh and if you don't like my opinion.. then don't comment
because i don't want to hear it and i will win
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[19 Nov 2006|10:15pm] |
you know, not to point out the obvious but..
There are some straight out dumbasses in this community.. stop being so pretentious& ignorant
oh and if you don't like my opinion.. then don't comment
because i don't want to hear it and i will win
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[19 Nov 2006|10:40pm] |
so nyah nyah nyah nyah nyah
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[19 Nov 2006|11:12pm] |
i'm sorry that people who used to be part of the emolyrics "crew" hate me. i really am. it honestly does hurt me, and i hope you take pleasure in that. there are some of you that have been here just as long as i have and you know that i love you. but for some reason some of you hate me or have something against me, or something. i don't honestly know. i never was a part of any emolyrics crew, old or new, and that doesn't bother me because i'm never a part of ANY crew, not online, and not in real life. i'm used to it by now.
that said, i really think i'm done with bs and emolyrics.
i'm so tired of the drama. i'm tired of defending myself because people have issues with who i talk to. i'm tired of people not being able to see others' points of view. i'm tired of all of it. you have no idea how much this depresses me. because i really don't have a life. i don't have friends, i don't have a boyfriend who lives with me, i don't have casual aquaintances, i don't have family nearby, i don't have work to keep me busy, i don't have anything, and both blurtysecret and emolyrics were really great places for me because people cared and understood. but it's gone now. because people insist on making this kind of drama or flaming people out of spite. yes, i know i've had a hand in almost all of the drama. yes, i know this makes me hypocritical.
i don't know. all this proves to me is that people really are the same online as in real life.
for me, that means being alone and unable to make and keep friends.
just so the mods know, i don't manipulate people. i don't tell people what to say and i don't have any influence over others' actions. but okay. i'm sorry. it just bothers me that some people will pretend to care about me and be my friend and then do that because they're in a position of power. i don't know. i'm not here to judge people. but this really falls on me. so i guess i think that if i leave things will be better for people.
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