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[06 Nov 2006|06:27am] |
i am such a bitch.
to everyone i know.
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[06 Nov 2006|08:49am] |
he's pushed me away by being too close...
if that makes any sense
and now my feelings for my friend ALLIE are getting stronger
i know if i asked her out she'd say yes
and thats whats driving me nuts!!!
she's practically already mine
and she just broke up with her bf
if i dumped him
he'd be devastated
if i dumped him for a chick
he'd be commited to a hospital
YES IM BI
PLEASE DEAL WITH IT
if i get one single homophobe comment
hell as you know it will break lose
i am not in the mood for ignorance
in fact i am in the worst mood possible
watch out
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[06 Nov 2006|02:39pm] |
postsecret
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[06 Nov 2006|05:09pm] |
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Saturday, my friends got drinking tickets, except for three of us.
Two are grounded.
One has like no punishment.
One of the girls that is grounded is talking her mom out of groundedness.
It will probably work because she basically owns her mom.
Secret: I wish she would stay grounded forever.
Sorry friend.
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[06 Nov 2006|05:43pm] |
i was drinking at a friend's house.
i fucked around with some guy.
we almost had sex.
it was great.
i don't regret it one bit.
he asked my friend for my number last night.
secret; i'd do it all over again.
i know i sound like a whore.. but hey.
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[06 Nov 2006|06:11pm] |
other than my bipolar disorder, i know something is truly wrong with me. something that can't be fixed, and it scares the fuck out of me. all i want to do is get in bed and never get back out.
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[06 Nov 2006|07:19pm] |
this morning
was the first morning on the bus
that i didn't have to listen to my music
because he was talking to me.
=]
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[06 Nov 2006|07:31pm] |
He told me to change and I didn't listen. I thought we'd be together forever and he'll love me no matter what.How could I let something so good go.
Secret: Im going to do whatever it takes for him to love me again.
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[06 Nov 2006|07:38pm] |
whenever i have to spell believe i think of that fallout boy song.
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[06 Nov 2006|08:21pm] |
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i am a sesquipedalian
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[06 Nov 2006|08:29pm] |
everyone.
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[06 Nov 2006|09:15pm] |
Honestly if I EVER saw him I would jump him in less than a second. I'm in LOVE with Jason Schwartzman (and he's Jewish too which is a plus = ))
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[06 Nov 2006|09:30pm] |
stupid ex boyfriend.
me: I miss us...and the way we used to talk like friends, not just bf & gf
him:u dont get it WE R OVER. im over u. im not tryin 2 b an ass im jus tellin the truth
me:thats all i needed to hear. Bye.
him:If thats how u want to be then. Bye
him:Look. im jus sayin u gotta stop sayin that u love me and that u miss us. im not sayin we cant b friends
ASS.
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[06 Nov 2006|10:35pm] |
ljsecret
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[06 Nov 2006|10:37pm] |
I can't help but feel superior to you, Ms.I-went-to-one-of-the-top-10-boarding-schools-in-the-country.
look at your 4.2, your ap class and 4 honors classes and honor role.
and look at my 4.7, 1 honors class, and deans list.
I've waited so long for this!
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[06 Nov 2006|10:51pm] |
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He pisses me off when he can aim someone over and over but when I aim him he takes all the time in the world. Its like im always going to be second best. I hate that he talks to her so much, and he knows this.
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[06 Nov 2006|10:53pm] |
I drove by your house yesterday.
you were sitting on the stoop, and looked up.
we made eye contact, you smirked and gave me the "nod"
but, it took everything in me to put my head down without acknowledging you.
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[06 Nov 2006|11:01pm] |
I think I was happier when I didn't know what was going on. Why did I stop? oh...for You....
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[06 Nov 2006|11:05pm] |
if you guys wanna know who he is, go to google.com and type in "Mark Angelo Cummings"
he's my uncle
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