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[24 Oct 2006|01:23am] |
I hate it when she doesnt want to face her problem but actually talks about it all the time.
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[24 Oct 2006|01:13pm] |
i'm going to get tested in three hours.
there's only a slim chance, but i've never been so fucking scared in my entire life.
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[24 Oct 2006|05:42pm] |
Sorry no picture.
I was about to start crying a few minutes ago.
I'm not even sure why.
I just got really sad all of a sudden.
I miss my ex.
I miss my best friend.
I'm stressing over my grades.
I'm sick of being grounded.
Small insignificant stuff that adds up.
Then my best friend called me.
It amazes me how she knows when I'm about to have a breakdown.
I've been on the phone with her ever since.
The secret? Even though we haven't really talked about it, I know that everything is going to be fine.
As long as her & me are best friends everything will be fine.
I'm sorry if that doesn't make sense.
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[24 Oct 2006|06:23pm] |
i didn't think it would hurt this bad..
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[24 Oct 2006|06:33pm] |
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i hate it when people let you down..
especially when it means a lot to you.
"&it doesn't really matter..
'cause in the end,
it all hurts the same"
I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU'D DO THAT TO ME.
YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH IT HURTS ME,
IT'S THE LITTLEST THING EVERR.
sorry no picture...
*couldn't think of one
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[24 Oct 2006|07:15pm] |
[sorry no picture this time]
me: do you still have feelings for me and if so, am i the only girl you like at the moment?
him: i dont know if i have feelings for you...everythings going against us seeing eachother...and ive been talking to a girl named missy a lot that i had something with last new years...and this summer but we never went out
me:okay.
him:that's not a "no"
but it is..
i know it is..
=[[
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[24 Oct 2006|07:23pm] |
*no picture, couldn't find one*
Whenever I walk past the guy I like and I'm not wearing a backpack I feel very awkward and don't know what to do with my hands or anything.
It's weird I know.
(And yes...all of my secrets are about boys)
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[24 Oct 2006|07:30pm] |
Whenever she speaks or is around me I just want to scream,
"YOU'RE SOO FUCKING ANNOYING! SHUT THE FUCK UP ALREADY!!!!!!
FALL OFF THE FACE OF THE PLANET!!!!!"
but i can't.
she's in 5 of my classes and I rather grit my teeth,
pull my hair and bite my nails, rather than scream at her.
Because I know, KNOWING MY LUCK, I'd have to do some project with her..
:/
P.S. That's actually what I look like when she speaks.
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[24 Oct 2006|09:35pm] |
#1. I'm getting a few of my friends back, but I feel like I'm losing a few too. I say I don't care if I'm lonely, but I think I'd die if it ever came to that.
#2. I went and saw my exboyfriend in the hospital...he woke up and wanted to hold my hand. I now realize I want to be with him.
#3. I'm up to 7 guys I've been with sexually. Most of them are secrets, and no one knows about them. If anyone found out, they wouldn't care that I'm a whore, it would just ruin the other guys reputations.
#4. I'm having plastic surgery in a year, to recontruct my face. People ask me why I need it, and I just look at them like they are stupid. I tell them it's obvious, and they suddenly realize why. I wish one day someone would come up to me and tell me I don't need to surgery, because I'm scared to death of what i'll look like after.
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