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[13 Oct 2006|12:56pm] |
I lie to him to make my life seem more interesting.
ex:
him: What'd you do tonight?
me: hung out with marissa and we went to the mall and then... *id go on*
when really...
i sat at home on the computer by myself....
pathetic much?
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[13 Oct 2006|03:17pm] |
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SECRET: ITS BEEN A WHOLE _2_ DAYS SINCE NIKKI POSTED
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[13 Oct 2006|03:42pm] |
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I like the color pink.
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[13 Oct 2006|05:14pm] |
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Mom I'm really sick of you coming home in such a bad mood......rather I'm sick of never knowing what irritating mood you will be in when you arrive home. I'm so happy when your not around and lately you seem to be bringing me down.....sad to say but sometimes I wish you wouldnt come home for the small amount of time you do. Makes me wish you would just go straight to your boyfriends house so he can deal with your moody shit.
IM SO SICK OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[13 Oct 2006|07:21pm] |
*till morning.
EDIT: Apparently Wendy does get the guy. But she doesn't get Peter Pan who she really should be with. At least I don't think so. Watch I'm gonna be wrong. lol
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[13 Oct 2006|07:57pm] |
sense the last time my mom tried to kill herself, shes attempted it twice more.
she says she wants help now. i fully blame my dad, he accepts no responsibility.
im prettysure that im not absorbing things because i only cried when she wrote me a letter saying goodbye, after panicing fully.
i haven't told anyone at school, if i could help it.
and i dont want people to be nice to me just because my life is kinda messed up right now.
get a little anxious sometimes, you'll be gone and ill be left behind.
feels a little akward sometimes, you wont talk but we're not fighting.
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[13 Oct 2006|08:04pm] |
Today I deleted you from myspace, AIM, and my phone.
It felt fucking great.
But most importantly, I deleted you from my life
...I hope you're as happy as you're pretending.
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[13 Oct 2006|09:24pm] |
I can't stand it when people insult others just because of how they look.
No matter what anyone says, nobodys ugly, and everybodys beautiful to somebody.
And just because someone doesn't find someone else attractive, doesn't give them a right to critisise them.
I don't believe in expressing unneccessary opinions just to hurt someone else.
It just pains me to see the lack of respect that everyone has for others.
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