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[07 Oct 2006|10:00am] |
i get upset or angry over the stupidest little things.
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[07 Oct 2006|11:35am] |
I've been counting the days since I last talked to him. I'm on day 12.
I had never made it past day 3 since he broke up with me.
On day 3 he would always call me/message me/text me/im me/etc.
12 days ago I changed my phone number. Blocked him on aim & myspace.
But last night I started wondering if I did it for myself or for everyone else.
No one liked him while we were going out.
Everyone wanted me to break up with him.
But I never did. He beat me to it.
He was the first guy out of 6 to break up with me.
I still miss him.
Someone tell me what to do to stop missing him. please.
p.s I know that everyone must be sick of hearing secrets about boys.
But the only person I can talk to about this is my best friend.
& I just wanted to tell someone else.
p.p.s Hi I'm new [=
edit:Ooops I put " he treated" twice. *want to. Bleh I'm too lazy to go fix it. I suck at making secrets apparently.
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[07 Oct 2006|02:23pm] |
when i was younger, i was afraid jesus was under my bed.
even when i was little, i had irrational fears.
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[07 Oct 2006|03:07pm] |
im afraid you'll leave me forever this time.
california is too tempting.
virginia is too boring.
when i read im leaving for california in the morning and im never coming back, eventhough you were joking, i almost cried. if i hadn't of been in the car with my friends i would have.
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[07 Oct 2006|09:43pm] |
And I'm glad that I did. Because now there is no doubt in my mind that I truly want to become a Paramedic.
We whipped the car around to go back to the scene. My adrenaline was going and all of the things that I thought I had forgotten about First Response miraculously came back. I couldn't wait to help the old woman because I knew exactly what to do. However, the guy in the truck in front of us was a paramedic. Once I got there, he was already holding c-spine. I couldn't help but be disappointed.
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