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[05 Oct 2006|03:07am] |
today is my birthday. although a handful of people said happy birthday but i know the most important people in my life wont remember. and he isnt here to make it special like he was last year. fuck birthdays
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[05 Oct 2006|07:04am] |
my mom is dieing right before my eyes
and there is nothing I can do about it.
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[05 Oct 2006|03:40pm] |
Last night I dreamt that I was the one married to my best friend's husband.
I woke up afraid I'd said the last line of the dream aloud.
And they wonder why I'm moving out.
Oops.
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[05 Oct 2006|04:47pm] |
Sorry, no picture. My computer is being annoying.
Secret:
I know I deserve better than him. I know I shouldn't put up with half the shit he puts me through. I don't deserve all the pain and tears he causes me.
But for some reason.. I just can't walk away. I can't end it. I need him too much. I love him and i hate it.
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[05 Oct 2006|05:08pm] |
Waiting for him is the only thing I have to look forward to.
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[05 Oct 2006|05:21pm] |
whenever i go in a dark room alone,
i'm terrifed someone will come up behind and stab me.
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[05 Oct 2006|08:16pm] |
I tell my friend's the complete opposite...
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[05 Oct 2006|08:41pm] |
He finally asked me out (The myspace comment one, not the too old one.)
I've never been happier. I finally didn't get the sick feeling when he asked me out.
I feel excited about the future for once.
I just want to sing and giggle. (And I feel like a pansy for that. But I love it.)
(sorry no pic.)
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[05 Oct 2006|09:36pm] |
As proud of you as I am
I am so scared.
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