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Mar 22nd, 10 @ 2am
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disastrousx3
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Feb 2nd, 10 @ 12pm
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xflipp3floppx
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Jan 23rd, 10 @ 12am
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secretsquirrel5
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | Science vs. Romance-Rilo Kiley ]

The reason why it hurt so bad when you didn't tell me you had a girlfriend wasn't because I was in love with you or some shit like that. I mean, I was in love with you, but it wasn't the entire reason.

It was because I put more trust in you than anybody. You were my only means of support during one of the worst times of my life. My other friends couldn't understand, my mother could barely get out of bed, my father wouldn't talk about it, my sister was in another country and my brother was the source of pain. You had been there. You asked me how I felt. I didn't have to sugarcoat anything for you. I did the same for you when you had your own troubles. I thought there were no secrets between us. You were my best friend. Even though we weren't hanging out everyday, you were the one person I felt 100% comfortable around. I felt safe with you.

So for you to keep a secret from me--a rather big secret, when you think about it, one that I found out about through fucking facebook, no less--really fucking hurt. You broke my heart. When I ran into you the day word got about you and your new girl (9/4/08,) when I ran into you in the quad, your eyes went from my face to the ground in under thirty seconds. That hurt me so much, I cut class, went back to my apartment and cried my eyes out. Your actions didn't help, either. You went from not being able to look at me to telling me you loved me as you kissed my neck to telling me you weren't one to judge break ups to telling me I absolutely had to meet her in under a month just about killed me. I was a wreck. Then, second semester? We could barely hold a fucking conversation whenever we saw each other. I hated you for that. I hated that you went and changed everything. Why the fuck couldn't you just tell me? If you had just been some stupid schoolgirl crush object of mine, I would have been able to let go. But since there was a friendship involved, I was angry. And clearly, I still am.

I wish I could tell you this to your face. I wish we had gotten the chance to talk about this before I moved.
Now...I don't think we will.

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Jan 19th, 10 @ 3am
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queenofpain3
I'm starting to feel like no one will ever love me enough to marry me. :-/ I've been seeing people get married left and right...when will be my time?
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Dec 13th, 09 @ 12am
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mourningcolours
I'm married now.









But he's finally come around... and all I can think about is him.









What am I doing?!!
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post secret. [
Nov 30th, 09 @ 6am
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disastrousx3
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Nov 26th, 09 @ 2pm
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butterfliexkiss


i'm falling in love, losing some of my best friends and i'm diagnosed with an eatingdisorder..

Secret: I feel weak. i live like an individual, i'm alone on this world and i used to really like that. but lately i realize i can't handle my life on my own
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Nov 26th, 09 @ 2pm
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butterfliexkiss
For the first time i ever checked blurty.com again.. the first thing i noticed was that blurtysecret wasn't at random or popular! what the hell happened to blurtysecret?
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Nov 11th, 09 @ 8pm
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darkshwanky


I'm going to the psychologist next week for the first time and I'm scared... she'll probably think I'm mentally disturbed when I tell her the truth which I've been hiding for the past seven years...
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Nov 7th, 09 @ 7pm
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xflipp3floppx
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It might be unclear sometimes,
but when I think about it...
I'm just so in love with you.
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Oct 28th, 09 @ 11pm
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shoot_the_moon
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Oct 27th, 09 @ 3am
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queenofpain3
I'm afraid that if we take a picture together now it won't show the same happiness that used to be there...what happened to us??
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Oct 19th, 09 @ 1am
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queenofpain3
I put off studying until the last minute and then barely study at all. Then when I do poorly on tests I just say "well if I'd have studied harder..." But I'm really not sure if studying more would help and it scares me to death to think I'll fail even when I work my ass off. I'm sabotaging myself and I don't know how to stop...
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Oct 17th, 09 @ 2pm
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shoot_the_moon
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I saw you first anyway...
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Sep 29th, 09 @ 12am
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xs0ximp0ssiblex
I told him we'd stay together while I was away at university.

I cheated on him my first night here, and I'm not even sorry.
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Sep 18th, 09 @ 7am
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crzy4u2134
fighting
Secret: All my long-term relationships end horribly. Maybe because I'm a passionate person, or maybe I'm just not ready for anything serious. I'm sick of being blamed for everything when a relationship involves two people. I spent over a year with this guy, and somehow I'm completely happy being single and having fun right now.

"It's the last thing I need right now, some one to bring me down. I've got a rule I've made up now, he moved out, no way, no boys allowed" ...except for some fun here and there :)
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Aug 31st, 09 @ 1am
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__cheapnovelty
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I'm in love with a zombie rocker... [
Jul 30th, 09 @ 1am
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black_ashes
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Jul 28th, 09 @ 5pm
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butterfliexkiss
[ mood | dirty ]
[ music | florence and the machine - cosmic love ]



he's so small next to me!
like 20 cm!

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Jul 21st, 09 @ 6pm
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ashnevra
I'm afraid wen i move, well grow appart.
I'm terrified, that you're friends will take you away from me.
I hate that I depend on you being there.
I hate that I care about anyone this much.
I value my independance, it makes me who I am.
And I can't descide, if it's safe to value you more.

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Jul 2nd, 09 @ 5am
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shoot_the_moon
[ mood | crushed ]

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Jun 18th, 09 @ 11pm
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darkshwanky

I love this cartoon especially the theme song. It's so cute saying how people should see the bright side of the dark side because there's more than meets the eye. Just makes a happy beat that could cheer one up.
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Jun 17th, 09 @ 1am
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darkshwanky


Is it so wrong that I'm obsessed w/ this show once more; ever since I saw all episodes were on youtube? It always cheers me up... well most of the time.
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Jun 17th, 09 @ 1am
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darkshwanky




I want to cut myself off from all humanity again; and go back to my own little world that I once had before. Where I never had to talk to anyone but myself. Because now, I can't trust anyone but myself which I always believed before everyone brainwashed me that it wasn't true.

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Jun 16th, 09 @ 12am
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shoot_the_moon
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