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Jul 2nd, 08 @ 3pm ] |
it's weird - it's my birthday and we broke up about an hour ago.
i'm happy.
because i've finally realised that i am in love with you,
and in september we can work this out and try again.
i'm gutted, but at the same time i'm happy.
it's weird and i'm not sure how i'm supposed to feel right now.
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Jul 1st, 08 @ 1am ] |
this was a year ago.
It's still true, baby, I just need you to believe it to.
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Jun 29th, 08 @ 2pm ] |
When i had a bad dream.. i watch them to make me feel better.. =P
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Jun 29th, 08 @ 2pm ] |
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I don't think i can fall in love..
I feel like we're all individuals in this world.. you were born alone, so you will die alone two! why live your life with someone else you think you are in love with.. There is so much more then just fall in love and have a happy ever after... there is this world to find out, friends to have fun with, parties to go to and a carreer to shape. that's life for me,, i don't think i need someone else with me to live this life
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Jun 28th, 08 @ 10pm ] |
I really dont care what you've done in the past
All I care is where you're going and who you're with.
And if that person can be me...?
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Jun 25th, 08 @ 7pm ] |
I didn't make this. I found it on photobucket.
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Jun 23rd, 08 @ 10am ] |
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Jun 21st, 08 @ 10am ] |
This is the ONLY thing in life I'm looking forward to.
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Jun 20th, 08 @ 12am ] |
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I heard a song today...and I thought about you.
The connection between music and people are beautiful.
It's a forever link.
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Jun 18th, 08 @ 10pm ] |
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Jun 16th, 08 @ 11am ] |
I love my boyfriend to death..but the past couple of months i just havent been happy...I keep telling him that im not happy but i dont know if he's taking me seriously...We fight non stop and i just dont give a shit about ANYTHING in our relationship at all anymore...In august it will be our 2 year "anniversary", and i feel that if i break up with him i'd be making a big mistake but nothings changing. He's too focused on being with his friends, and all of his friends are disrespectful to me. I just have a feeling when we start going to the same college in august..with all of his retarded friends..Its going to be the last straw for me...
IDK what to do. My heart is breaking =(
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Jun 16th, 08 @ 2am ] |
I love getting lost on the south side of Chi-town and somehow ending up w/ a tattoo! Lol
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Jun 15th, 08 @ 9pm ] |
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Jun 15th, 08 @ 11am ] |
So, I met this really amazing guy while on vacation. But there's just one problem- he has the same name, same age, and is in the same situation as my recent ex. I'm not sure if that is a warning to stay as far away as possible from this guy, or if it's just a weird coincidence. I'm afraid it's too soon to be with another guy that is so similar to my ex. In every other way though, he seems like a great guy.
Secret: I'm so scared of getting hurt again.
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Jun 15th, 08 @ 12am ] |
Men are incredibly overrated, not that i intend to start batting for the other team. I'm no quitter. But holy hell, can you be anymore dysfunctional guys? You think us women have all the problems...we may be moody,crazy and a bit yes a bit known to overreact..But we know when to admit we're wrong and fess up for the most part..You on the other hand, hide, lie, cheat and bend the truth in every way possible to cover your own ass..when you know very well telling us the truth in the first place WOULDN'T HAVE been that bad, but i mean common..We all have reputations to up hold, am i not correct? If thats how you want to play the game, then i deserve to be a bit cheap as well? Let's take out the trash..before it starts to smell...then you know we're really onto you. One must get rid of the shit before it consumes everything and then everything begins to smell...and we can't tell the difference from before and now. ;) Sadly, I caught on before it began to stank of a dirty, cheap, low life..No not a lying prick of a man...but a disgusting filthy fuck..Who doesn't even have the right to call himself a Man..just yet. You guys need to do some much needed growing up before you attempt to even try and fool yourself into a decent, real, long relationship. You claim you want happiness and to settle down and have a family, & you want to grow old with her......But what do you know about her? Really? Maybe her favorite color a few quarks..few habits..the way she bites her lip when she looks at you..or the way she shakes when she strattles you.. Of course you know that silly. Whats her hearts desire? Whats her souls ambition? What's her goals & plans? Your so far gone.......Just remember your no man, until you can figure these thing's out and feel them, with your heart, not your dick.
SECRET: LOL I WAS ONLY IN IT BECAUSE YOU KEPT BEGGING, YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVED WHEN I WAS IN CONTROL. AFTER THE ARGUMENT, I REALLY FELT NOTHING. SADLY YOU THINK YOU WON....NOW YOUR SITTING THERE WONDERING WHERE I AM.....AND IM SITTING HERE TYPING THIS TELLING YOU.....ITS OVER!!!!! & AS CLICHE AS IT IS, THIS IS THE I WIN GAME, K? K.
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Jun 15th, 08 @ 2am ] |
I LOVE CHI-TOWN!!! THIS WAS A KICK ASS CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Jun 12th, 08 @ 8pm ] |
What happened? Was driving north bound and a guy pulled out in front of me going left to head south bound in the opposite direction. Couldn't stop in time, so I nailed him. He's a dumbass cause he seriously pulled out like 20 ft in front of me.
Am I hurt? NO
Is anybody else hurt? NO
I'm so fucking pissed! In early April of this year I totaled my previous car, and then I got this one and I've had it for maybe a month, month and a half MAX and now THIS happens? (don't know if you guys remember it, but I had posted a secret about the previous car, too...)
ANYWAY, you were the first person I text. It was literally 3 seconds after I hit. You called me asking if I was alright, it was the sweetest thing ever. You said you were getting in your car to come get me, but I told you no because my mom was there (she was in a car behind me a few miles back..)
I wanted you there instead of her
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Jun 12th, 08 @ 10am ] |
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Jun 11th, 08 @ 10pm ] |
I don't even know why I'm counting down the days til you come home from bootcamp.
Chances of you trying to make any contact with me are slim...or pretty much nonexistent.
But still, I'm counting down, with some kind of hope.
2 days
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Jun 11th, 08 @ 1am ] |
ahh i hate that whole "i like you and i think you like me but i can't be 100% sure" thing
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Jun 10th, 08 @ 2am ] |
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Jun 9th, 08 @ 11pm ] |
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Ok. Get this: I hooked up with my best friend's brother.
Now. It was everything but "actual" sex and that was what it was just suppose to be. I ended up getting feelings and didn't know how to approach him. Well, after me and him NOT becoming anything, much to my dismay, he got with another girl.
I know his two sisters know and his brother and I was okay with that. I talked to his sister, who's my best friend, about it and wouldn't you know that cunt went to HER MOTHER AND HIS NEW GF and told them cause she felt they should know why I was mad or not coming around anymore...
She told me and after thinking about it for a few days, I'M PISSED OFF. Sooo, being that I don't like things UNFINISHED, I asked his new gf over...and we talked...and are now friends. (I don't like someone knowing one side of a story and NOT knowing MY side.) After she left, I wrote my friend on myspace and went off. I was suppose to go to a party for her father and stuff Saturday and I told her never mind, that I had other plans. I told her she didn't have no right. I mean, she made a situation and made it more awkward. Just makes me mad. She didn't have to tell the new gf and especially her damn mother. Her mother wants to "have a talk with me" now. I think to say that she's cool with it...WELL GODDAMN IT, IT AIN'T NONE OF HER CONCERN.
If anyone said anything, it should have been me.
I just wanted to rant and see what anyone else thought...
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Jun 6th, 08 @ 3pm ] |
I'd hate to rant... but I hate the Northeast. I hate Connecticut even more. I can't stand anyone here. People are so rude and they think they are god's gift. The taxes suck, and the gas price is probably the highest of all the states. People have no common dencency. I just watched a video (http://news.aol.com/story/_a/bystanders-ignore-hit-and-run-victim/20080605164309990001?icid=100214839x1203457614x1200140588) where a guy got hit by a car in Hartfort, CT and not one person stopped to see if he was okay. Anywhere else, I'm sure there would be dozens of people around him, stopping traffic. But not in Connecticut. People just turn their car around and go on their way. People SUCK at driving, and every person over 30 in CT should have to retake a driver's test and learn the rules of the road again. Like, how it is wrong to hit someone and run away.
Sorry for the stupid, pointless post. But, that video pretty much made me sick :(
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