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| Sunday, June 13th, 2004 |
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| Tuesday, June 8th, 2004 |
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| sooOOooo Costa Rica was alright. Boring as hell. All the beautiful tropicalness and no one to share it with :( it was a very depressing and lonely trip. I kissed the ground when i got home yesterday. I love Houston. Ah man it was weird when i was there, we rented this extremely small Suzuki Jimney and ah man it was so tiny!!! Hahahaha but everyone there was either walking or riding their bike. like EVERYONE!!!! it was insane. like there roads in really bad shape and up hill and down hill (it was very mountainous there), but they would just walk or bike everywhere. and their houses! i felt bad, they were jsut small cinderblock buildings, very tiny, some were like made of old wood that was desinigrating, it was sad. the beaches didn’t impress me. they were just like blah. i thought it would be white sand beaches. no, it was just poopy brown. and they were experiencing red tide, so there were lots of dead fish washed up on shore as well. silly red tide! oh but i got to surf when i was there! Awesomeness! one time i road the wave in too far and when i got off the board the tide pushed me down and i couldn’t get up bc the waves just kept beating the shit out of me, and the beach i was at was not sand it was shell, so i have battle wounds from surfing. me and my dad boogie boarded like no other though. like every single beach we saw, we went to like at least 10 different beaches while i was there. the sad part is, i went to a tropical country and didnt even get super tan!!! im like actually a skin pigment though! which is good. i look better then the clear self i was a week and a half ago, but still i thought i would be tan tan... im just like eh a color now. blah, oh well i will just have to lay in my back yard more, when it stops raining!!! we stayed in 3 different locations... Samara for like 5 days, Sugar beach (lies!!!!!) for like 4 days, and then playa Hermosa (some hotel that i dont remember the name to) for the last few days... then i came home yesterday. this is the rainy season in Costa Rica right now. so all of the days that we were in Samara it rained at 2-3ish every single day. But then as we moved north it didnt do that anymore. like it did in sugar beach, same time, but then when we got to playa Hermosa it didnt. so ya. yay for rain. you would have to do everything in the morning before the rain started up. it was cold rain too!!!!! the temp. there and humidity was exactly like being here in Houston. it felt like i never left, and now it feels like im still there, especially with all of these rain storms we are getting. it also got dark about 6-630 every single day, which was a little odd since it gets dark about 8-830 here. also, since they are on the equator they dont have day light savings time so we are an hour after they are. so yesterday our flight left there at 7am(there time)... but i woke up at 420am (there time)... ahhhhh.....bc we had to be at the airport "2 hours early" (it took us about 30 minutes to get to the airport so actually 1 and a half hours)... bc you are supposed to get there at least 2 hours early for international flights. due to customs and what not. then 715 when we actually left the airport until about 1030ish(1130ish here) when we landed in Houston. ah man i was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo happy to be home!!!! and the surprising thing was, we got through ALL of customs in the Houston airport AND got our luggage in 30 minutes!!!!! I was like WHOA WTF??? it has always taken at least an hour to just do customs and then you have to wait 30 minutes for your luggage... but not this time. it was weird. good. but weird. then when i got home i called Dan and Rachael. and then i went and saw the new Harry Potter with Dan. and ended up seeing Mckenzie and pat(her bf) everywhere! hehe it was cool. also my dad left for Baton Rouge yesterday a few hours after we got home! haha and he wont be home until friday. so now its just me and my mom.... and now its today. i went with my mom to go pick up frisky from my grandpas house in Baytown and we ended up going with him, my step grandma, my cousin and my aunt to golden corral and i ate sooooo much food! AHHHHHh..... i ate sooooo much food all last week!!! i told myself that i was going to fast for like at least 2 or 3 days.. im off to a very bad start! blah. well im going to go hang out with dan when he gets home from getting his car inspected. woot. call me if you want to hang out. | ||||||||
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| Wednesday, May 26th, 2004 |
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| So due to me takeing and falling in love with my physics class this year... now everywhere i look all i see is physics. You know in the Matrix when Neo like all the sudden seeing EVERYTHING in code.. thats how i am... i see a water glass with condensation on it and all i think of is physics and how the reason for that condensation is because the temperature of glass, the air, and the liquid in the glass are all trying to become the same temperature. so when i see a glass all i think of is all this physics crappola! And also me sitting in this chair... all i think of is the weight of myself pushing down on the chair, gravity, the equalling force pushing up off of the chair onto me, and all the forces hitting me from all angles! its insane if you think about it!!!!! it just is awesome!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! i love physics!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! i love yet hate how insanely complex and confusing our world and atmosphere and ocean are! like its crazy!!! yet so simple and quaint. Ah man! PHYSICS IS FUN! Anyone who has Mr. Hulley will know what im talking about. Hehehe... but seriously.... im so mind boggled by the world and how it works.... everyone takes it for granded that gravity does wonders and ahhhhh so crazy! and the universe!!! ah man dont get me started! how!!! like how does it work? how does it just go on forever and ever!!!!!! think about it!!! its just like you think you know the limits of earth... well in some ways you do but then you think about outerspace and its like whoa no limits... no gravity... what is true and definate! NOTHING! nothing that we know of! there could be different time zones or time something i dont know, but like they could be instead of a difference of a few hours it could be a few centuries! or ahhhh so crazy!!!! but see the really sad thing is... we know more about this so unknown outerspace then we do about our own ocean! and its here on earth with us! that is why i always wanted to be a marine biologist (researcher) bc i wanted to find out more about the ocean... but then ya i came to the whole money conclusions and now im back to engineering- Maritime Systems Engineering.... ya.... But anywho! i will stop boreing you with my science stuffis... and get back to eating my mac'n'cheese and "studying" my algebra crap and then i get to "study" history... then after those exams... SUMMER TIME!!!!! WOOT!!!!! im so excited! well toodles my loves..... | ||||||||
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| Tuesday, May 25th, 2004 |
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| So guys how are finals going for you? Today i got to come in late, take my aquaculture final with my review :) and then watch my movie in theater 3... yay... so today wasnt too bad. Then i called rachael and she came over and we spend a few hours TRYING to do our lame history review... so we dont have our books, but the book is online. but you can like quickly jsut skim through the pages with a book online! Oh no... and our teachers are mentally retarded... we dont know what chapters we have to look for in the 'online book' to even answer their silly little review... and not all the words are in the glossary... and AHHHHHH... it sucks... so we kinda gave up... and i will do more tomarrow while im "studying" it... yes... studying... hahahahaha! I laugh at the thought of it. So after me and rachael gave up on that we decided we were going to go lay out and absorb some sunlight in my back yard but then!!!! ::dun dun dun:: Jordan calls for rachael! and then a few seconds later! ::dun dun dun:: Dan calls my cell for me!!! Yay! So a little while later we all hung out at river grove park... and me and dan started off just drawing things in the sand with out shoes... then i got a stick and drew it better... and then it became an all out contest to see whos could be more awesome and detailed!!! we were looking around for like pine cone thingys, ripping up leaves, pine needles, anything! and oddly enough i had a camera in my purse... so i took pictures of what we did! :)! awesomeness it was... and now... i am home... "studying" my english crap... i have to know like the 3 books we read this semester, all these shorts stories, and all these poems... AHHHHHHHHH .... i give up now..... well good luck on finals everyone... love you alL! give me a ring'a'ding ding if you wanna do something this summer!!!! pwease!!! oh but im going to COSTA RICA!!!! on saterday until that next next monday :) but... after that... yes... call ... toodles my loves | ||||||
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| Wednesday, May 19th, 2004 |
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a lone rose falls from a forgoten bush.... it falls and falls... no one around to hear it scream. no one around to hear it cry. no one around to hear it fall and hit the ground. no one around to see it shatter onto the floor. no one around to clean up the mess. no one around to help it at all. a lone rose falls from a forgoten bush. |
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| Small room... white walls.... crouched in the corner..... thoughts..... running wild..... through and through they pass.... sit and wait..... nothing to wait for.... nothing to live for.... life stands still..... it will never pass...... it will never go away.... always paused. always a mess. always there.......... small room.... white walls.... crouched in the corner... thoughts... running wild... through and through they pass.... sit and wait... waiting for nothing.... liveing for nothing... crying for nothing... dieing for nothing.... give me something good to die for.... to make it beautiful to live. | ||||||
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| Monday, May 17th, 2004 |
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| It feels like im not really here... like verything i do or say im not really doing... i cant control what i do or say. I am just going through life as if i was going through a dream. i see what happening around me, but cant do anything about it or just dont care too............im all stressed, for no reason really. and im all worried and just ... oh im a wreck..... joy...... | ||||||||
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| Sunday, May 9th, 2004 |
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| Sunday, May 2nd, 2004 |
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"Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything But everything means nothing If I ain't got you" -Alicia Keys("If I Ain't Got You ") I had silly SATs this morning... and it was raining allllll day long. but ah well. when i got home from that i watched Mona Lisa Smile with my mom. whee whoo??? hahaha and then me and dan went to see the movie Godsend but then the power went out during the movie and we eventually just left adn rented Big Fish and watched it at his hosue and then got back here by 11ish and he left at 12. woot! Tomarrow me and my mom are going to the Woodlands mall because she has some gift card thing for there. YAY my dad gets home tomarrow!!!!!! AWESOME!!!!! ::excited:: well give me a ring-a-ding-ding if you wanna do something. otheriwse ill see yall around!!! ~adios Side note:::: you know whats a good song... "All Falls Down" by Kanye West.....I was singing that all today and all yesterday. its good. hehe "Once in a while I sit back And think about the planet Most of the time I trip on it To kick back and think about How massive it all is And how many others are on it I often think about the world In which I live today, of animals and plants And nature's gifts set on display But the most amazing thing That I've seen in my time Are all the different people And all their different minds And different ways It would take a lifetime to explain Not one's exactly the same So many different people So many different kinds So many different people So many different kinds Look at me, I'm a person Look at me, I'm my own person So many different people So many different kinds For better or for worse, different people" -No Doubt ("Different People") |
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| Thursday, April 29th, 2004 |
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| So i jsut got home from the NHS induction ceremony! hahaha... NHS is so a cult! HAHAHA... I didnt know anyone there besides justine. it was quite humorous for me. hahaha. but i made a new friend! the girl sitting next to me! but ya besides that i was like you go to our school? your in MY GRADE???!?!?!?! hmm weird. hahaha... ah so today i was in such a blah get the fuck away from me i REALLY dont want to talk to you sort of mood. usually im all chipper and hyper and crazy and people are like whoa wtf are you on. but today i was like grrrrrr go away grrrr. strange... but ya... YAY no more TAKS!!!! IM SOOO HAPPY!!! But i have SATs saterday :( 3 tests down one to go... blah. No fun. So how has your week been? mines been goooood. i mean besides silly TAKS i havent really done much in school and hung out with Dan every day after school since tuesday (tues, wed, thurs) its been a good week. haha. and tomarrow is FRIDAY!!!!! AWESOME!!! So only a few more weeks of school left!! AHHHHhhhh im SOOOoooOOOooooOOOooo excited. I am more than ready for this to be over with. and i know you are too. everyone is ready for summer. just a few more weeks i keep telling myself. but then i am like, relaly what i want is it to be this time next year! i mean since we are wishing and all. but no no no that cannot happen now can it? :( So people are weird. dont you think? like sure everyone can be a little strange at times, or everyone should be, but like some people myself and a few others i know included im like thinkin wtf? are they(i) doing? why? but then im like ah well. it really doesnt matter. You know what. i love totally not careing about other peoples thoughts. i mean as long as i am happy or haveing fun i really and honestly dont care at all what others are thinking. i used to be all self concious about what i do or say. now im like umm pshhh... and i do a little dance during class and sit back down like ntohing happened. life is jsut so much more fun! and like AHHh exciteing! if you just do stuff. Ah man fun fun fun. i enjoy embarassing myself! hehe seriously. its fun. but ya so waht is everyone doing this summer? im going to Costa Rica the first week and a half we get out of school!!! SO EXCITED!!!! AH MAN!!!! AHHHH!!!! And im also sometime in july i think we are going to Gulf Shores with: The Corthays(justine and family), the Scarboroughs(ryan and family), and the Shells(patrick and family)... that will be fun too!!! YAY FOR SUMMER!!! and then ... eventually... right before school starts again it is my 17th bday. hope its better then last year. last year, my 16th bday sucked mroe then any other bday could ever suck. like i mean i slept most of the day, woke up and got to wait a few hours so a few friends could come over for alittle bit. whee whoo??? YA no... but anyways... so boo for birthdays which are jsut the same as other days. i think im just going to get like drunk or really fucked up on my birthday and be lke fuck you guys im makeing my own fun! ya thats what i shall do. i will by me some stuff for my own birthday present to myself! yay. well alright im going to go. goodbye. | ||||||
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| Tuesday, April 27th, 2004 |
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So today was TAKS math and ya... silly school and their silly tests. Ah man.. ahh... oh ya and today so i was at my locker and i got water porred on me? like someone dumped water over the little balcony thing onto me. i was the only person over there so i know that it must have been on porpuse, oh well. stupid people and their childish middle school jokes that they think are awesome. HAH! But today so alis mom couldnt pick us up so i tried to call dan but he didnt answer and then i was going ot get a ride from rachael but then dan called and he came and got me and we hung out. yay. so today was good, just a long day tho. ahh... but the GOOD news is that my mom isnt here! WOOT! she left this morning to drop off my grandpa in san antonio and she wont be home until tomarraw afternoon. yay. but then my dad leave tomarrow morning at 6am. so technicallly im 'home alone' for many hours but i will be at school the whole time. DAMIT! ah well. ya but my dad is going on a fishing trip tomarrow through sunday hahaha so i will be alone, at home, with jsut my mom... i hope he doesnt expect her to be alive when he gets home. hehe... well hope everyone does good on TAKS. LOVE YOU ALL! even if you dont love me. have fun in life and live out everyday and have no regrets! YoU MiGHt ThiNK: Oh well uh you might think I'm crazy To hang around with you Or maybe you think I'm lucky To have somethin' to do But I think that you're wild Inside me is some child You might think I'm foolish Or maybe it's untrue (You might think I'm crazy) You might think I'm crazy (All I want is you) But all I want is you. You might think it's hysterical But I know when you're weak You think you're in the movies And everything's so deep But I think that you're wild When you flash that fragile smile You might think it's foolish What ya put me through (You might think I'm crazy) You might think I'm crazy (All I want is you) All I want is you And it was hard so hard to take There's no escape without a scrape But you kept it going till the sun fell down You kept it going. Oh well uh you might think I'm delirious The way I run you down But somewhere sometimes When you're curious I'll be back around Oh I think that you're wild And so-o uniquely styled You might think it's foolish This chancy rendezvous (You might think I'm crazy ) You might think I'm crazy (All I want is you) All I want is you-a-oo All I want is you (All I want is you) All I want is you GoOD TiMEs ROll: Let the good times roll Let them knock you around Let the good times roll Let them make you a clown Let them leave you up in the air Let them brush your rock and roll hair Let the good times roll Let the good times roll Let the good times roll Let the stories be told They can say what they want Let the photos be old Let them show what they want Let them leave you up in the air Let them brush your rock and roll hair Let the good times roll Let the good times roll-oll Won't you let the good times roll Good times roll If the illusion is real Let them give you a ride If they got thunder appeal Let them be on your side Let them leave you up in the air Let them brush your rock and roll hair Let the good times roll Won't you let the good times roll-oll Let the good times roll Let the good times roll Won't you let the good times roll Well let the good times roll Let 'em roll (good times roll) Let the good times roll Oo let the good times roll Oo let the good times roll Let 'em roll (good times roll) Well, let the good times roll (let the good times roll) Well let the good times roll Good times roll (let the good times roll) Let the good times roll Let 'em roll-oll MaGiC: Summer, it turns me upside down Summer summer summer It's like a merry-go-round I see you under the midnight All shackles and bows High shoes with the cleats a-clickin' A tempermental glow Don't let me go I got a hold on you Got a hold on you, got a hold on you tonight. Oh oh it's magic When I'm with you Oh oh it's magic You know it's true Got a hold on you. Ooh twisted under sideways down I know you're getting twisted And you can't calm down I see you under the midnight Love darts in your eyes How far can you take it Till you realize There's magic in your eyes. I got a hold on you Got a hold on you, got a hold on you tonight. Got a hold on you, got a hold on you. Oh oh it's magic When I'm with you Oh oh it's magic You know it's true Got a hold on you. I got a hold on you I got a hold on you, got a hold on you. Got a hold on you, got a hold on you. Oh oh it's magic When I'm with you Oh oh it's magic You know it's true Got a hold on you. |
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| Monday, April 26th, 2004 |
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| How come people always think EVERYTHING is their business. And when they assume things. And god damn it isnt your fucking business! you werent there! you have NOTHING to do with all this! GO AWAY! and dont fucking gossip about things that shouldnt fucking mattter to you anyways! and you shouldnt go around being like 'omg so and so did this and said this omg i hate them'... and yet you are nice to their face? and when people say all that too and then other people are like really? omg now i hate them! and its like WTF! Because its just high school crapolla fucking gossip and it shouldnt fucking matter i mean half of this shit people think up is just that! shit! no truth to it! OR maybe there is some truth but they stretch it and add many many many fucked up details and blab on about it and are like yatta yatta omg blah blah blah i hate them blah blah blah. AHHHHH....... You shouldnt hate someone unless they have done something to YOU! not to your friend. not to your neighboor. not to some random person in one of your classses. NO! If they dont fucking do something to YOU! then who cares. sure maybe what they did wasnt cool, or in your eyes was wrong! but you shouldnt go around getting other stupid people to hate them to and get other stupid people to talk about it and spread these stupid fucked up little lies all around school! Ahhh.... so the moral of the story is: PEOPLE ARE FUCKED UP AND UTTERLY STUPID! | ||||||||
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| Monday, April 19th, 2004 |
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| Sunday, April 18th, 2004 |
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| So i havent updated in a long time. So here it goes. Me and jarrad are no longer together... i think that is maybe the only 'big' thing of news. besides that ive just been going to school, doing silly theater stuff, and living. Me and rachael have been hanging out a lot too. We've been being silly and its quite fun. I dont really have much too say, or can say at least.. there are sooo many thoughts jsut going through my mind. but they arent complete thoughts and cant even be sorted out. my mind is like mass caos right now. so im more than ready for shcool to be over. i could care less about it right now. i just want this silly summer to start. so i can get some sun on this pale self. ahhh..... im like all stressed feeling... i want to just drive aorund for a long time... and drive fast.... and if i get in a wreck.... oh well.... who cares.... i just am all confused and stressed and shit when i shouldnt be!!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhh.......... i want to go take the boat out ... or sit by the water...the water is so relaxing!..... or i could drive to galveston and just say fuck kingwood and live there, on the beach, in a tent.... ah man i want to. today, just sucks, because im in a bad mood... yesterday and most all of the days before that i was fine. but today... oh no.... bad mood.... and like ahhh it sucks. because i dont want to snap at people, even though im sure that i have. which makes me sad, because i dont like to be mean, but times like this i cant help it, and people piss me off, and i get soooooo angry!!! AHHHHH!!!!!!!! god.... cant i jsut like fast forward my life a year and a half, so im in college..... away from this fucked up house with my even more fucked up parents...... god damn. im so sick of actually haveing to listen to them! ahhh....... like i want to jsut be like FUCK YOU! but i know that my mom would flip out more than she does when i dont do anything!!!!! so... i try not to spaz on them, but oh man its sooooo hard! and sooooo hard to actually abide by their stupidl ittle rules that change EVERYDAY! god i have them! ::bad mood:: i could just like kill someone right now..... i want to go hunting.... so i can kill a large animal without getting in trouble for killing a person.... blah! ok im going to leave before i say more.... and start to say worse things that i may regret .... well give me a call if you want to do something. i might be busy... but call anyways. | ||||||||
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| Monday, March 29th, 2004 |
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I came across this... boredom set it..... well the rest is history.... so here i am>>>>>> LAYER ONE -- Name: Kristin -- Birthdate: August 10, 1987 -- Birthplace: Kingwood, tx -- Current Location: Kingwood, tx. -- Eye Color: blue -- Hair Color: blonde but getting darker -- Height: 5'3" -- Righty or Lefty: righty -- Zodiac Sign: Leo!!!!! Prrrrr…….. LAYER TWO -- Your heritage: Mostly German (cant you tell?)… Partly English and Irish as well -- The shoes you wore today: old flip flops -- Your weakness: I am a hopeless romantic… that is my biggest weakness -- Your fear(s): wasps… and that I will die young -- Your perfect pizza: thick crust with cheese -- Goal you'd like to achieve: everlasting happiness LAYER THREE -- Your most overused phrase on AIM: lol -- Your thoughts first waking up: “Please no!!!! Let me sleep longer!” -- Your best physical feature: umm… my hair? -- Your bedtime: 11:45ish- 1ish LAYER FOUR -- Pepsi or Coke: pepsi -- McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds extra large fries and a vanilla milkshake Mmmm… -- Single or group dates: doesn't matter, both are fun -- Adidas or Nike: neither? -- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: home made tea, none of that store made stuff with lemon yuck! -- Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla!!!! -- Cappuccino or coffee: Both…. LAYER FIVE -- smoke: nah -- Cuss: on occasion… -- Sing: love to… -- Take a shower everyday: mostly… -- Have a crush(es): sure do -- Do you think you've been in love: think so -- Want to go to college: counting the days -- Like high school: all but actually have to work hard in it to be able to go to college -- Want to get married: Hope so -- Believe in yourself: to an extent -- Get motion sickness: nope… did once though -- Think you're attractive: on special occasions, sometimes… so like a few days a year -- Think you're a health freak: not at all L…. But im trying to become a healthier eater -- Get along with your parents: Sometimes… you cant really get along with my mom too well tho, but me & my dad are cool -- Like thunderstorms: Obsessed with thunderstorms! Ah man… -- Play an instrument: used to play: piano, clarinet, tried to play guitar LAYER SIX: In the past month... -- Drank alcohol: only with family -- Smoked: nope -- Done a drug: nope -- Had Sex: nope -- Made Out: yep -- Gone on a date: several -- Gone to the mall: a few times just to see a movie -- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: nope -- Eaten sushi: Eww no! -- Been on stage: kinda ya -- Gone skating: nope -- Made homemade cookies: no but my mom has… Mmmm -- Gone skinny dipping: sadly no… -- Dyed your hair: nope, but actually considering it… -- Stolen anything: nope LAYER SEVEN: Ever.. -- Played a game that required removal of clothing: nope -- If so, was it mixed company: n/a. -- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yep -- Been called a tease: nope -- Gotten beaten up: nope -- Shoplifted: nope -- Changed who you were to fit in: nope LAYER EIGHT -- Age you hope to be married: no earlier than 21- late 20’s -- Numbers and Names of Children: 1-2, girl- Lily, guy- Blake -- Describe your dream wedding: either on a beach, someplace tropical… or in the beautiful country on green grass he he.. I would like something beautiful and outdoors -- How do you want to die: healthy but of old age? Hahaha wont happen sadly ….. -- Where you want to go to college: A&M Galveston -- What do you want to be when you grow up: Maritime Systems Engineer --What country would you most like to visit: all of Europe! LAYER NINE: In a guy/girl.. -- Best eye color? Doesn’t matter -- Best hair color? Doesn’t matter -- Short or long hair: doesn’t matter -- Height: equal to or taller than me, but that’s not very hard to find… -- Best articles of clothing: clothes? What are these clothes you speak of! LAYER TEN -- Number of drugs taken illegally: who knows… -- Number of people I could trust with my life: 5 -- Number of CDs that I own: over 100… -- Number of piercings: 4 -- Number of tattoos: 0 -- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? : 3 I think? Maybe 4? -- Number of scars on my body: hundreds…. -- Number of things in my past that I regret: no regrets. I try not to regret anything… |
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| Friday, March 19th, 2004 |
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So here is what i have done so far this spring break: Friday: When i got home from school i finished packing, jarrad came over & me, him, my mom, & dad all left for my grandpas house!!!!!! Woot! Exciting! And believe me it was! About 4 & 1/2 hours later we arrived at my grandpas house... we watched Zoolander in the car on the way there, LOVE that movie.... anywho.... so we all just talked all evening. Saturday: We didnt really do much, i woke up at about 10ish & so did everyone else for the most part. We didnt really do much saterday... after dinner tho well all played Skip-Bo!!!!!!! YESSS!!!!! It got crazy.... it always gets crazy... it was me, jarrad,mom,dad,& grampy.... insane'ness.... Sunday: We all woke up and then we drove to Enchanted Rock in Fredericksburg! So we hiked up it... mostly... my mom & dad went over it & hiked around the whole place... i was lazy & weak... and didnt think i could make it up all the way hahahaha i made it up most of the way. oh well jarrad was a doll and stayed there with me. hehe... after climbing me and jarrad went back to the car before my parents & decided to play one of the car games we had in there called Outburst... it was fun... haha but the thing is, as my parents were walking back to the car my dad kept pressing "lock" "unlock" "lock" "unlock" etc... to make sure that we knew he was coming... hahaha like we were doing something... lol silly parents... when they finally got back to the car we all ate at this German food restaurant in Fredericksburg and then on our way to leaving through the town we stopped and looked at these old churches, one built in about 1860s & then other in about 1906 i think... it was cooool... then we went home(to my grandpas). Then me & jarrad rode around the ranch in the car with my dad & our friend Laura. that was cool... then we all played dominos i think... hmm something like that Monday: FIESTA TEXAS!!!!!!!!!!! Hell ya! My parents dropped me & jarrad off there & we rode all the rides and he even got me to go on the free fall one.,.. ahhhh... we also took those antique pics & it was really really fuN! And then we got back home & ate dinner... and listened to old silly records of my grandpas & jarrad danced around the room hehe... then jarrad got sick at about 4 in the morning... food poisoning or something just didnt agree with him. Tuesday: We packed, rode around the ranch, and left!!!!! Homeward bound!!!!! we got home by about 830ish... and then i went & took jarrad home & got home myself at about 930ish. i dont think i went to bed until like 1 tho. hahaha.... Wednesday: I SLEPT IN! YAY! i hadnt in many a days. i was very sleep deprived. ya i know *tear hahahaha... Then i waited around the house for rachael & isaac to get home from her grandmas house... i thought they would get home around 5 or 6ish.... but they didnt! I called just thinking that i would get the answering machine at about 3 but then nathan picked up the phone! but rachael was not there she was out taking isaac home. so when she called me back, i went over to her house... and we hung out there for a good while and watched the cat in the hat. and then we wanted to get in the hot tub! But her dad said the water was dirty... so i called jarrad & him & isaac were recording at johnnys house... so when they were done was all hung out... but sadly no hot tub... damn. and we just made mischief around kingwood all evening. fun stuff. Thursday: Thats today!!! Well kinda since its 1 already... hmm so actually it was yesterday... hmm... anywho i will say its today. me and rach were going to hang out with jamie today. we called her at about 1ish and then she called us back at 2 and we were going to go meet her at the rope swing over by my house. So we got dressed & then went up there. when we got there she said that she had just swam out to this little island thing... hehe crazy. then i got the bright idea... hehe... canoeing!!! I mean i do have one! So we hurried back to my house... after a minute of convincing my mom... we went outside got the car ready & put the canoe in there and off we went! When we got there we lugged that canoe over to the water & got in. Well everyone else sadly was leaving haha but oh well we were haveing out own fun. We paddled that boat kinda far out into the lake & then went back to the shore... rachael really wanted to go off the rope swing but couldnt reach it from the shore. so yet again i got the bright idea that we can canoe out so that she is right under the rope and then she can swing off the boat. so we did that & it worked! it was really cool... she did that a few times & then it was my turn. Well.... when i did it was cool... but ya see the wind was blowing a lot!!! Enough to blow a canoe & a girl who cant paddle too well hehe away from me & the shore... so once i was in the water after swing on the rope... rachael sort of drifted away.... far away & didnt know how to get back. She was lost at sea! So i ran around the shore to try & catch her & the boat on the other little side thingy of the cove that she blew into... well i was barefoot & then this guy finishing was like (right as i was about to kinda get in the water over there) "i saw about 4 snakes over there, right where yall are, so you might not wanna get in that water"... i was like shiiiiiit! and ran out of that little area & then i decided i will do what my dad does for me when canoeing/kayaking through rapids... he coaches me through it... haha... so i did that... "rachael paddle on your left to get away from the brush & stuff over there... rachael paddle on your right to get over here... rachael paddle backwards on your left so i can grab this end of the boat"... and guess what it worked!!! So... you think we are home free now eh? Haha... guess again buck-O...... this little story has just begun! So i was like rachael get out of the boat so i can get in the front again... bc earlier i told her to get in the front(when she was lost at sea) so she could control the boat easier... so she got out, i got in the front & at this point the back half of the boat was on the shore... well... rachael got in her seat & tried to push us off really oddly... & we dumped over!!! Ahhhh... Scary! Not even 3 feet away from where that dude told us there were snakes... ahhhh... so now the boat was sinking!!!!! Well after fighting with the water from swallowing the boat... we decided to try again... i swear we almost dumped over again but we didnt... all the way... so we went around for a few more minutes & decided we would pack up and go when guess who showed up! Jarrad & isaac!!! Whee-whoo! So after we all put the canoe safely back in the car... they decided that they wanted to go off the rope swing too! well... the didnt have bathing suits on... oh no... they decided that they wanted to borrow our little athletic shorts over their boxers. hehe. it was silly. so me & rach put their clothes on while they were horsing around. it was fun. and then we all decided we were going to go get in my pool. well they went & got their swim suits & jarrad had left his shoes on the back of my car & when i got home there was only one! haha but me & rach back tracked & found the other one on the street over close to where we were. and so the pool was like 30 degrees.. so we didnt go in it... can you blame us? but we all ate dinner at my house and then watched tv & this weird Japanese game show thing on comedy central... it was funny & then my dad made them leave early bc he has work tomorrow.... :( and then me & rach watched Scream on tv... wow i havent seen that movie in forever! But ya im going to go now..... so Toodles....... Later days! |
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| Sunday, March 7th, 2004 |
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| People.... are not dependable. Like you thin ksomeone is your friend... you think that you know for sure that they are & that it will never change. but then one day they decide that your not there friend... you dont even know why! they never tell you, you ask them, but they never answer... you ask other people who ask them, they never answer. I think that they really dont know at all.... which makes not likeing you just so much more stupid! Im like why! But the thing is... im happy with life right now. sure there are a few things that may suck. school can never be awesome, but it isnt aweful. so i like my life. for once in my life, i like it. im so incredibly happy. and to think that the only known reason taht these people didnt like me, is bc i 'changed'... ya i did... im happy now! god damn... im not fucking depressed! you iked me better when i was? fine... then go away. if you dont like me... im not going to jump through a flameing hola hoop to change that... no way... the most i will do is MAYBE ask you why... but otherwise ... its all your choice. you dont like me, ok, you dont like me, you do, great you do... all your fucking choice. people are just so indicisive. and go with what other people think. THINK FOR YOURSELF! Its not very hard. So last year.... when my 3 best friends decided that randomly they didnt like me... i kinda, no i did, just isolate myself from them and everyone... i learned so much about myself, about them, about life! God! i am a much better and muuuch stronger person bc of it! and i dont hate them, bc they hated me for no reason at all... no i dont... but i think that they tended to abuse that power... bc they would just be haveing a bad week... and yell at me like no other.. and then be like im sorry kristin i didnt mean any of that... im like whatever i know you did. bc you wouldnt have said any of it if you didnt mean it. you wouldnt have even thought it, if you didnt mean it. but i would just forget about it... now, i really could care less if someone hates me. i also think its quite funny when people think taht just bc they hate me, i will hate them. nope. it just means i might either ignore you, or be nicer to you,bc i have learned taht when you are extremely nice to someone that hates you, they get very very aggravated by that... for example, if i see them glareing at me, i give them the biggest and most sinciere smile... hehehe... makes them very mad. feel the power. AHHHHHHHHHHH... ok people suck. i dont care they can just go get pregnate and die. i love some people... but i was thinking the other day about all the people i love, and would actually honestly miss if they died... and i also thought about all the people who you probably honestly miss me if i died... trust me, they were VERY short lists... hahahaha... oh joy... so im ready to fucking leave kingwood and get out of this fucking school with fucked up snobs who think they are the all powerful gods. they are jsut that much more stupid, and will be just that much more screwed over in life when they finally find out that they are not the all powerful, no one really likes them, they will find out taht none of their 'friends' actually miss them when they graduate, and when they see them 5 years later at the little reunion, they will all be fat, ugly, and not being weraing shoes bc they are trailor trash and still live with their parents bc they never did anything in school and fucked themselves over when it comes to trying to get into any college. and then i will just laugh at them. people in kingwood are stupid. there are the remote few that are genuine people, loveing, awesome, truely funny, and great people... but then there are the rest of them who brag about getting fucked up once or twice, talk about it allll the time when people dont give a shit about that at all, bc lets face it almost everyone in kingwood does... so whee-whoo you did too, join the crowd, but at least the rest of us dont talk about it every day... and tell themselves how stupid they are for starting to smoke again!!! and then how easy it is on their first day of starting to quit... no it really isnt and those people are just stupid for thinking its easy and stupid for trying to brag about it... no one cares... so many people do it... and those people who 'pop pills'... ya whee-whoo... we all do some sort of medicine... some jsut dont abuse it... or at least dont talk about it all the time, and dont go around being like so i took 5 LEGAL caffinee pills yesterday and i saw colors it was insane... no you did not see colors, you are just makeing shit up, they are LEGAL how bad assdo you really htink you are! JEEZE... the stupidity of people... rahhh... god damn... ::takes a breathe:: ok im going to stop before i start nameing people and getting even more mad... i dont like being mad... there is only one person that i ever get mad at, my mom... but i dont wanna yell any more im getting very angered... im going to go wlak the dog or something... blow off this steam... wsoef jwoisndjfyhofrj nslghworun flsdjfwlaiefnm l;skgh; slaefjowi snsdgnweoi........ ugh... goodbye | ||||||||
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So tonight... the sky!!! Dude so all evening it was awesome looking and it has been the past few days... but tonight like around 10ish... besides being a full moon, there was a red ring around the moon... and for all those who ahve seen practical magic (movie) you should know that that means someone is in trouble/ or going to die. something like that... so i was nervous this evening... hehe im such a dork about superstitions sometimes... ahh ok well im just going to go bc i dont really have much of anything to say... so call me sometime if you wanna hang out! or jsut talk! or anything... ok well goonight Auf Wiedersehen.... |
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| Friday, March 5th, 2004 |
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| So today felt like the 5th friday of this week... and i do not believe that is really is the weekend at last. But unfortualtly it is not spring break yet. Today, wasnt too good of a day, not 100% for any specific reason, though some things did add to it, but in general it shouldnt have been a bad day, but i just wasnt too happy go lucky at all, i mean around a few people i can be bc those are the few people that make me smile, but in all my classes, in the halls,etc, i was just like "blah... get the fuck away from me... dont talk to me... kill me... ahhh"........ so today sucked. but hopefully it will get better. today i didnt have a test over our lines in theater, that was exciteing. no, we got to decorate the classroom for mckenzies bday... i drew stuff of the chalkboard & decorated all of a desk. that was cool... the funny thing is, it doesnt bother me that i got no recognition for it what so ever. i even stayed late in that class to see kenzies reaction... well i saw it, and the end. have fun at your bday party tomarrow. anyways, on a happier note, i am going to go hang out with jarrad in a few minutes! HURRAY! see now im happy... well i will be in when he gets here. alright well everyone have a pleasent friday night. dont party too much. love you all....... | ||||||
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Disorder Info Eccentric Personality Disorders: Paranoid, Schizoid, Schizotypal: Individuals with these disorders often appear odd or peculiar. Paranoid Personality Disorder - individual generally tends to interpret the actions of others as threatening. Schizoid Personality Disorder - individual generally detached from social relationships, and shows a narrow range of emotional expression in various social settings. Schizotypal Personality Disorder - individual is uncomfortable in close relationships, has thought or perceptual distortions, and peculiarities of behavior. Dramatic Personality Disorders: Antisocial, Borderline, Histrionic, and Narcissistic: Individuals with these disorders have intense, unstable emotions, distorted self-perception, and/or behavioral impulsiveness. Antisocial Personality Disorder - individual shows a pervasive disregard for, and violation of, the rights of others. Borderline Personality Disorder - individual shows a generalized pattern of instability in interpersonal relationships, self-image, and observable emotions, and significant impulsiveness. Histrionic Personality Disorder - individual often displays excessive emotionality and attention seeking in various contexts. They tend to overreact to other people, and are often perceived as shallow and self-centered. Narcissistic Personality Disorder - individual has a grandiose view of themselves, a need for admiration, and a lack of empathy that begins by early adulthood and is present in various situations. These individuals are very demanding in their relationships. Anxious Personality Disorders: Avoidant, Dependent, Obsessive-Compulsive: Individuals with these disorders often appear anxious or fearful. Avoidant Personality Disorder - individual is socially inhibited, feels inadequate, and is oversensitive to criticism Dependent Personality Disorder - individual shows an extreme need to be taken care of that leads to fears of separation, and passive and clinging behavior. Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder - individual is preoccupied with orderliness, perfectionism, and control at the expense of flexibility, openness, and efficiency.
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Blurty for Minty.
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