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i woke up feeling like i'm gonna die, and like someone punched me in the head 50 times.
so laurie's back! YAY! wednesday i did...um.......nothing. then thursday i partied with heath and lisa. there was a little bit of drinking and smokin. but heath and lisa were doing nitrus? (i have no idea how to spell it, i only know that you put it in cars) and were REALLY fucked up and boring. all they did was stand around and giggle randomly with their jaws dropped open. *sigh* then we went to this kid mikes house and realized once we walked in the house it would be lame cuz they were playing nirvana (i love nirvana....don't get me wrong...but it means a certain type of party) and all dressed like they are stuck in 1994. yes, it was a stoner party. so i just kinda stood around the kitchen and pretended to drink their shitty beer. BLARG!
then i grabbed food with ruby after wasting time meeting people at the studio. at least we got there in time not to listen to really bad music. THANK YOU THERE IS A GOD. at least i got to chill with rubes for a bit.
well off to do some errands while i wait for laurie to do some random errands. then off to see tombraider. if anyone wants to do something later or go with us, give us a holla.
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[20 Aug 2003|12:25pm] |
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I wish i could kiss your pains away, and right when you feel relief, bite you to make all the pain come rushing back.
I always thought i hated you, but now i realize, i hated myself.
I HATE MYSELF.
i love the way you look at me and tell me everything is alright, how you tell me one thing to my face and feel another way in your heart.
don't stare at me, it gives me hope and worth.
beat me again with your actions. my bruises have yet to heal.
abuse me, abuse me. i will never learn. i will always come back.
to you i mean nothing, but most of all, i am nothing.
constant heartache and physical pain keep me alive. i live for you to hurt me. Stop. do it again.
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[20 Aug 2003|07:52am] |
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ah yes...
I'had to do like 5 million things today and I found time to come update my journal for all you beautiful beautiful people. (although I know half of you don't even read this, but fuck it)
So everyones gone and I'm making new hangout friends, thanks to Maria and Mickey :]
I should get away sometimes from the same people I've seen for like 7 years now. I love them, but I gotta share my love to everyone.
Silvia messaged my from Texas and she says she misses me. I miss her and she hasn't called me to tell me and juicy details about her trip. hehehe just kidding.
I love heart to heart conversations at 2am.
I feel like me ass is massively huge in these pants. As I stand here on the computer and I can only feel the heaviness of my huge ass. Not good I say, not good at all.
Seems like a cool subject.
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[19 Aug 2003|08:31pm] |
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Roysim24: hey whats up?
Roysim24: where in torrance callifornia do you live??
bluerror: Hello??
Previous message was not received by Roysim24 because of error: User Roysim24 is not available.
I feel so weird! I slept for most of the day :-(
When I woke up I looked outside and it was dark.
I guess I wasted my day.
Sorry person who messaged me, I live by Del Amo mall kind of in these crappy apartments with my drunken mother. How Fun!
__Starfish__
She wants to buy the look of my abuse
They want to use my blood
To color their perfume
Get out of me
I know
Go, go, go
Just like a starfish
My legs move super back
I'll just be ten times stronger
I'll just be ten times stronger
Each time that you attack me
-Bikini Kill
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[19 Aug 2003|11:50am] |
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Stephany convinced me to get one of these.
I admit it's neat but now, how do I get friends on here?
I ditched livejournal for this.
Last night Adam, Lisa, and Jenn went over to AMF Bowl and chilled. As usual I drove all of em.
People need to take turns alright k?
Adam and Lisa got into a fight about somefin having to do with the girl that was checking out Adam.
She wasn't even really looking, I was watching the ENTIRE time.
She gets so jelous over nothing.
We left early because they were fighting again.
Came home, curled up in my warm bed and read my faithful 101 hamburger jokes..ehe.
Yeah, I'm a dorky fuck.
I took some new pics!
This is my favorite one of Milo and Otis :) yes, I named them after the movie =-B
Afterwards, I got a call from Cathy she ended up coming over and we smoked one half a bowl, listening to
The Deftones the whole time. I don't know what it is about The Deftones and smoking the wacky tabacky but you all should try it, it's da shit.
We got mad munchies and went to Norm's go eat, the waitress looked like Velma from Scooby Doo. She had the worst attitude problem to.
I ate my steak and eggs, while Cathy yacked my ear off about Thomas.
I think that's why I don't have many friends, I just can't stand the majority of people today.
Today my plans are to stay in and sit and stare at this screen.
Maybe try to learn how to get this shit to look somewhat cool.
I know I know... "BORING"
:X
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