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I'm like Lazarus!!! Except more ticked off! [25 Aug 2003|09:15pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | Don't Panic - Coldplay ]

Ok. I know I'm not in danger from anything. I'm just kicking myself so being so fucking damn NAIVE.

Yeah. Be innocent until proven guilty and all that shit, just don't keep telling me your sob stories to get me onto your side. This guy hasn't said much lately, and it's not because he's busy grading shit. That's BS.

Yeah... I suppose Bad Dude will attack me now... *rolls eyes*

This whole situation SUCKS!!!! I don't even know how I got dragged into this, but christ am I pissed at it all. I'm sure, Ned, if you are innocent, you're even more pissed. But yeah... no.

to my blurty buddies: love y'all, but I don't know how often I'll update this with school going on. my deadjournal is if you can catch any non-friends only entries.

I really don't know where this is going... I'll try to update sometimes and at least read my friend's page... who knows?

much love,

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[19 Aug 2003|06:07pm]
That song came on in smoothie king when I was getting smooties for mike and jake.
I actually finished that pile of homework I was talking about, and tonight I have a little less to do. Finished Math (halleluja) at school and put my books up.

haha, awkward moment of the day: "the suffix rix is added in latin to make masculine stuff feminine. Example, dominator, meaning master, becomes dominat..rix *quickly says*-- meaning mistress."~Mr. Dinwiddie I was like 0_0 noooo, wrong windiddie, wroonggg. He gets weirder by the day.

omg HOOOOWWW many times do I have to hear the definition of hypothesis?????? And I have to rewrite all these frivolous definitions for homework. stupid stupid morlier. I only hear that word in every freaking science related subject since like 4th grade.

Skipped out of World History yey! *dances* first period tomorrow though *snoozes*
erm... I'm hoping my friends will stop talking about what their getting me b/c its geting my hopes up to have maybe an really good birthday. In like.. a moonth. I need to get winter something cool for her sweet 16 this year. we're going to a restraunt in a limooo, babyyy.

KATT CAME TO SCHOOL AND SAWD USSS!!!!!!! I WAS LIKE YAAAYYYYYYYY!!! I hadn't seen her since the last days of 9th grade=\ She looked all grown up and had her lil cousins with her. I was talking to Dinwiddie about it after school b/c I figured she'd stop by his room and he was like "oh why do you expect her to come see you?" or something really weird like that. I think it was just kinda a side comment, but it was weird.

bah... homework=religion(due thurs), english(due fri, and mon), science(due tom), latin(qiz on reading tom) wow.. not bad at all!

*falls over*
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school is heeellllllllllllllll [18 Aug 2003|09:27pm]
[ mood | stressed ]
[ music | Uncalm - 311 ]

I just thought I'd share. First day was today and they already sent me home with every single textbook I own and homework in every subject but latin.

And a miniproject due friday + test next monday via world history honors.

I had forgotten how boring classes are. although they never seemed this boring freshman year. God I miss those days.

Kaitlin said she missed dinwiddie's class. Yeah, latin III... no. I'd take spanish any day.

Nothing interesting happened. I'm almost tempted to start shit in my group, but I don't feel like that blowing back up in my face. Plus I like everyone. All THREE of my true-ish friends... Good number, I guess. In the end thats all I'll need since I have very few classes with em. The most I could do is annoy Erin by agreeing with Kelly. She should give the kid a break.

I'm going to get a headstart on World History homework... yeah. not because I'm bored. I feel like I'll never get unbored ever again.


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"oh no, i see a spider wed, its tangled up with me" [15 Aug 2003|10:34pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | everything's not lost - coldplay ]

I've been thinking too much

my thoughts )

Oh no, I see,
A spider web is tangled up with me
And I lost my head
The thought of all the stupid things I've said

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Registration and all that jazz... [13 Aug 2003|07:35pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]
[ music | What I Got - Sublime ]

Finally got my complete class schedule

1) English III (H) - Baker- 202A
2) Algebra II - Schexnayder- 105
3) Chemistry I - Morlier - PHYS
4) Rel II/Moral Decisions - Hoffman - 1042
5) World History (H) - Rezza - 112
6) Latin II (H) - Dinwiddie - 102
7) Health & PE (B) - Salvaggio - GYM10
Beginner Choir(A) - Maher - MUSIC

Homeroom: 10H with Mr. Johnson

Only new teacher I have is Salvaggio =\ No pushovers

My really exciting day.. not )

I think all my classes will be with juniors that I don't know. This does not make me happy. I need to try on my PE uniforms to see just how oversized they are lol. And I'm probably getting coffee with Katt sometime this weekend to catch up etc.

1 day down... about 170-something more to go....

p.s. - most everyone is agreeing, sophmore song= "Yellow" by Coldplay. It just fits the sophmore colour.

"Look at the stars, look how they shine for you, and everything you do, yeah they were all yellow..."

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dedicated to blood_flower [12 Aug 2003|12:34am]
[ music | tv ]

You want survey? *grins evily*

it's three pages long... have fun! )

mwahahahahhaahahahaha *coughcoughchoke*


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fingerpaint and fishsticks [11 Aug 2003|10:29pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | one of my new cds.. dunno which lol ]

Burning party was fun... ended up leaving with about 20 of Erin's CDs. good stuff
We watched Sleepy Hollow, Empire Records, From hell, and The Winter Guest(it was on one of those movie channels and the young sean biggerstaff was funny)...

Took pics with Teenie's camera and she sent em to me and out of sheer boredom I put them here..
me... beware.. )

I took some blackmail pics of erin but we won't show them.. too funny.

urgh... was gonna post a survey but I'm too lazy lol.

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[09 Aug 2003|12:13am]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | just getting older - oasis ]

survey from alana )

Gah... today was alright... I've had my DJ for a full year. lots of memories...

went to the mall.. didnt really see a movie.. talked to alot of people and felt awkward. Met alot of people with my name.. saw the entire sophmore class... saw brittany with her kickass purse and tiffany whom I will dearly miss when she goes to ULL =\... bonded more with erin lol... felt insanely bored and sickish... threw gummi bears at mike... bought a watch and 200 safety pins at the dollar store... walked around target twice... realized how much i love pink and black... went home.. felt depressed-er...

i need... something... my head is just kinda spinning and...whatever...

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*blows dust off of journal* [07 Aug 2003|02:44am]
[ mood | busy ]
[ music | If you like pina coladas - jimmy buffet ]

Poor neglected thing.

-Woke up
-Got smoothies and talked to poor kait
-went to daycare
-was shocked to see no one but the jesuit guys playing cards
-read while the preschoolers napped
-watched the other kids pile in around snack time
-jake came to pick me up EARLY!!!! like at 4:20!!!
-went to taco bell & got food
-went home and ate
-drove out to chalmette for youthmeeting
-played assassins 3 times and I wasn't a killer ONCE *shakes fist* it's sooo much funner that way!!!
-listened to Wade preach and held my Catholic mouth shut as he was explaining things the Baptist way. Oh wells.
-Drove Kirsty home (and got to hear her say something about how hott my brother is.. NOT cool)
-Talked to Ned(poor guy), Kirsty, Emily, Kait, Erin, and Mike the restof the night. You know how unusual that is for me? Normally its like... no one.

Got very confused and stuff. Now I'm not and I think I'll be ok. Though I find it strange that anyone would call me pretty. low self-esteem is a bitch.

-Wake up and read
-Go see Dylan about some stuff for my hair and getting the back of Jake's head trimmed
-Probably get coffee
-Work the last day of daycare!! ms kathy will tally my hours and write me a letter!! wahoo!
-Go home and call Mike
-Call RJ

ciao people

if you like pina coladas and getting caught in the rain, if your not into yoga, if you have half a brain... la la la

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bleh [06 Aug 2003|01:29am]
[ mood | irritated ]
[ music | crash and burn - some boy band I guess ]

Survey )

I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

But that was just a dream
That was just a dream

That's me in the corner
That's me in the spotlight
Losing my religion
Trying to keep a view
And I don't know if I can do it
Oh no I've said too much
I hadn't said enough...

I am deafening myself. Dad is making ungodly amount of noise (dishes clanking is a major pet peave of mine) and I'm ready to kill someone.

I could kill him... Now he's making more ungodly noise.

Who's brilliant idea was the computer in the kitchen?

gahhhhhhh *kills myself*

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when sleep wont come... [31 Jul 2003|02:49am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Bent - Matchbox 20 ]

Please don't change, please don't break
The only thing that seems to work at all is you

from today's deadjournal entry

Going a little backwards but thats ok.
Coming home from chalmette, we were on canal or something and we saw a cop car. First thing that pops into my head is "God, that's probably going to Pierce(my street)" And it did! And as we were pulling into the driveway and abulance came rolling through. It was one street down and I swear the cops are on that street at least four times a year. Methinks someone got shot or something. the people from the daycare would know b/c they live around the corner and know things.

So errr.... yeah.. If y'all don't believe I live in a bad neighborhood.. theres proof *does ghetto-pride dance*

this is long-ish, so I'll make it a cut )

Still read it tho, it was muy fun ^_^

Ohhh, didn't say this b/c it happened later.
I was checkin my yahoo mail when I saw a response from Josh, my partner from youth camp. I know camp was a month ago, but I eer... lost my booklet w/ his email addy in it. Not really, I was just afraid to IM/email him. Mustered up the courage to email him, mentioned some of the stuff I'd done after youth camp, and gave him my sn. The most surprising part of his email came at the end:
but anyways,  im glad u found ur little booklet cause i was looking forward to hearing from u after camp, and i did, so yay.  heh. well i was just gettin back to u.  hope to see u on AIM to chat.  until then, stay cool.  

*dances* I know I'm such a dork, but sometimes I feel like why should I bother talking to guys when few of them ever aknowledge me as even a friend. But now, see, I have made a little progress with this one. I forgive him for not using any capitalization... cuz he's cool. lol. Plus, I need to quit being so picky. I mean, he's a baptist 17 yr old from kentucky ^_^ strangely, he, myself and christina were the only people in our family group that had southern, yet city accents. Josh and I made fun of Bryson a little and the alabamans teehee

So yeah, this was a muy good day... Even though he's going on vacation and won't be on for a while. Now I have to think of what we can possibly have to talk about. Besides err... techno and band lol.

I <3 you!

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[27 Jul 2003|10:10pm]
[ mood | geeky ]
[ music | Drive - Incubus ]

funniest thing I've heard all day:

greenskies220: yeah, my brothers are munching away at all this delicious food right in front of me
greenskies220: so i smack them w/ my care bear
blueyedEvilpiXi: lol
greenskies220: oh, but yesterday, andres took my care bear and hid it
greenskies220: i was not a happy camper
blueyedEvilpiXi: aww
blueyedEvilpiXi: meanie
greenskies220: yes
greenskies220: very mean
greenskies220: once i got my care bear back, i smacked him real good

Poor Rocio and her wisdom teef being pulled. She's scaring me now, I never want mine taken out.. owww

Today was ok. Walked a mile at the gym b/c I couldnt run. then showered in those grody showers and used the chinky hairdryers there.
Got smoothies and subway and went to church. hung with everyone afterwards, it was alot of fun. Greg smiles all.. cool. He better be there wednesday. And Eugene, Genoooo. Another thing that cracked me up was seeing lil JJ carry Eugene on his back. It was scuuurrrry.

I'm in a Spice Girls mood. I think I have the oddest taste in music of most people I know. I wish I could find my old CD. They are so funny. I hate the whole Girl Power shit.. "a woman who wants to be equal to a man has very low expectations" -someone from the 60s.

I wish I had the Ace of Base CD. I got rid of most of my teeny-bopper albums when i entered my grunge phase in 6th grade.. now I miss those carefree days.. all that survived was christina aguilara and bsb. hahaha

I'm the most confusing person. I am Catholic, but go regularly to a Baptist youth group a half an hour out of my way. I listen to grunge and angry music one day, then my old NOW CDs the next. I hate labels with a passion, mainly because I don't fit into any. Is Dork an actual label? because I might qualify. Or square. I'm a major square.

Now that everyone knows how "unique" I am, I can leave you alone. My work here is done.
much love,

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[27 Jul 2003|12:29am]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | my immortal - evanescence ]

I hate myself right now.

I keep makig erin feel shitty because I won't let the poor girl hang out with a bunch of future druggies.

I can't get a boyfriend because I guess I'm too unattractive and stupid. and people have to keep reminding me, like RJ who feels it too. But he's kinda got Jeremy, even tho he lives in fla.

I feel like such a manipulative person. I'm just another catty bitch who wants to run people's lives.

I just don't want to feel alone like this forever... at this rate I might as well look for a small cabin in the middle of the woods for me and my cats.

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ehh.... [26 Jul 2003|04:48pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

Nothing to say but I feel like writing...

I'm procrastiinating on cleaning my room (it has to be really clean so we can PAINT) and on summer reading. Why did I sign up for honors again? What am I trying to prove? rrgghhh

I worry too much.

Gettig RJ out the house tonight. We're going to see 28 days later: me, him, Teenie, and Erin. Because we're dumb.

I feel really... pessimistic now. Damn VBS for ending. It brought me something to look foreward to. I do NOT look forewad to volunteering at the daycare again on monday. Even though whats-his-face will be there. Jimmy? timmy? something like that. Ah well..
Getting highlights Aug 1st. Reedddddd. I love red hair, its so... different. It'll be the same colour as ms. kathy's hair from the salon. She's cool.

I stole this from RJ because he
rulesss )

I'm so stupid.

Watched half of the 200 greatest pop culture icons. Few of them were any interesting to me. Except Molly Ringwald and William Shatner(haha).

Think I've bored you enough.

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the 3rd friday this summer that I didn't want to come.. [26 Jul 2003|12:02am]
[ mood | pensive ]
[ music | A Minor Incident - Badly Drawn Boy ]

And there's one more: First day of classes :\

I'm kinda depressed that this week is over. It was kinda like being back in school, except different people and I didn't learn much. It was more like social interaction. Which I desperately needed.

Eugene better stick around, because he cracked me up. He was surprised when I was a little more of myself and told Juice "one you go black, you never go back." Why I said that is a whole 'nother story, but Juice and 'Gene heard and Jenny was just confuzzled.
And I talked this girl Mariah who I swore was at least my age but she was 11! good God. And Jennifer, I still can't believe is only 12. Well, mariah was sitting by herself at a table next to the ppl I normally talk to, and I was about to pull a chair from next to her, but instead I sat down and we said stuff. She'll be in our youth group thing soon. Which is cool b/c we need more ppl.

And I talked to Greg and Brittany and people. And now I know why everyone likes Greg. He's like a peice of meat, the poor boy.

But thats the price of being really really rediculously good-looking.

*falls over*

I have a headache from sleepiness or nailpolish or the computer screen.
I wanna listen to the CDs Teenie burned for me but I left the case in the Kindergarden room! *cries* that had my liiiife in it.


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ehehehe.. this is just a test [23 Jul 2003|11:28pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | "H'n'G- Humility and geeentleness.." ]

I learned a red snapper, kamikaze, long island iced tea,
white russian, fuzzy navel, and a sex on the beach,
bloody mary, *mumbles something* slow gin fizz
learn to make em all on the
rocks, with a twist
theres a school to attend and I highly recommend

Brooke had tha copied down on a peice of paper today at VBS b/c christina taught it to her. Then she gave it to a 1st grader with his papers to take home. I can just picute his mom seeing it and asking "what are they teaching you at Bible school???? hahahahaha

eh.. can you tell that i finally learned how to do the font change thing... go me!

Ahhhhhhh I have the corny songs they make the kids sing stuck in my head *cowers*

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hi out there! [23 Jul 2003|02:01pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Out There - Fuzzbubble ]

Yesterday was alot of fun. If you know my DJ, just look there for the details.
But Jake has rust coloured hair! Its so scary! We went to get it dyed, which was one of the funniest experiences. Dylan was there and he gave Jake a copy of the CD Swamp Witch made. He does bass and sings and I swear, I listened to it and I still don't think it was him. Only one part I know was him because he was singing it while cutting jakes fro. It was hilarious.
I know what they're missing on the CD... They need the cowbell! lololol

Then I went to VBS and helped Les unpack into the house across the street from the church. He's such a cool guy, I'm glad the church is gonna take care of him for a while. Then I took orders to get people's smoothies and went with Misty and Jenny to get them. Brought them back and by the time we gave everybody their change and stuff it was almost time to leave. I talked to Kirsty and we walked in on the end of brother John's thingy, then everyone left and I talked with Sheldon and Eugene until my mum came.

And erm.. nothing really happening now. Gotta dry my hair and stuff

p.s.- I <3 my new icon! Now I'm just waiting for to finish the background it goes with ^_^

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zoinks... [21 Jul 2003|12:01pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]
[ music | Sitting on the Dock of the Bay - Otis Redding ]

this week will be muy busy with going out to VBS every night.. may not have time to update if I work at the daycare in the mornings =\

I can't say that I'm bored right now, but no one's home, no one's online and I have very little to write about..

My mum told my granddad last week that I was volunteering at a baptist camp for kids and he was actually proud of me. He said there was no safer place to be spending my time and its good that I'm getting into the Bible etc etc... I thought he would flip out like my grandma but I was wrong
I think we've going to visit them for christmas in Cali since we can't go to montana this summer :'( Neither can they without my mum's help. My aunt says this will be their last year going up there. V. depressing for all of us..

eh... nothing else going on in my life.

Going to wake Jake up so that he can take me for coffee

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back from the dead [19 Jul 2003|04:24pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Every lil thing she does is majik- The Police ]

I haven't updated lately because I've been volunteering my time in the craft room at GA Camp across the lake with Teenie and Brooke. We stayed in Brooke's grandma's trailer and had many good times. Especially with Sam, 18 yr old volunteer and the cutest little thing you'd ever see. He's short and scrawny with sweet green eyes.
On friday it was just the counselors and us so we ate breakfast in their room and when Teenie and I came in he asked "wait! where did y'all stay??" and we said the trailer. One of the girls apoligized for his naiveness. so adorable! He finally found out our names and a little later he came and sat right next to christina(she was more smitten with him than myself) and asked if we were staying and she said she didn't know then got up to throw her plate away. possibly the closest she'd get to him and she blew it! I cry many tears for her. We brought our brownies for the counselors before we left and he said "yey! brownies!" ^_^

I have a problem, I know. I just need a boyfriend >.<

We're going back next summer b/c it was alot of fun. Even though the 5th and 6th gr. boys were devils who poked us and trwe beads at us. There was a 4th grader named Chandler who was the sweetest kid there. He helped us clean up. I dont think he had friends b/c he was always talking to the counselors. he was still our favourite buddy.

erm today i went shopping w/ cassie. shirts were like 50% off so I got 6! got 3 black ones, one red, one pink, and one white. All of them match my hot new black pants too. I was so happy about the wunnerful of the clothes that I didn't give a shit about my wieght. greatness, no?

I am going to pose as a punk for the movies tonight. At least I'm honest about it ^_^

One word to explain this insane entry: Coffee

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