Alexis' Blurty

So I'm back...
I'm back at my computer at the twilight hours...again. My first year of college is almost over. Next year I will be a sophomore, no longer at the bottom of the food chain, with a little more experience, a little more knowledge and a little less fear, hopefully. Annel, Manny, Vanessa and I got our suite! Village Dorm F, Suite D will be my home for my next two semesters at Bard College. Our dorm truly does not represent the make up of our school, two white kids and two Queer kids, I DO NOT THINK SO! But it's going to be so much fun, and so loud! I'm going to have to take refuge in my own little room, in my own little bed. I'll be able to walk. I didn't even think of that, I'll be able to walk again. I guess I've kinda accepted the fact that I can't walk as a constant thing, I mean, I have been on crutches for six weeks with another six left. Another six weeks...that's like eternity. In the next six weeks I will complete my first year of college, move once again (this time back home), relearn how to walk and say good bye to Kelly. I don't know how I can. And then how will I say good bye to Annel and Manny? How will I let them go? This is not high school anymore, this is real life (more or less), and it's much easier to lose phone numbers and email addresses. It's much easier to forget how much you may mean to someone else.

Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: Indigo Girls