Alexis' Blurty

Almost Time To Go Home
So I'll be back at school in two days, TWO DAYS!!! I can't wait! Jon's already there and so is Erika. I wonder when Kristen is coming home. I fell asleep before she came home on Thursday and was still asleep when she left for the airport on Friday, so I have no idea when she's going to be back. I have so much crap to bring back to school. I don't know how it's all going to fit in my side of the room, and I still have to get cinder blocks to raise my bed so I can store stuff under it. Also, it'll be helpful to have my bed raised when I get back to school from my surgery. It will be too hard to pull myself up from the bed everyday with my leg, so the cinder blocks will make it a lot easier. So, my surgery was scheduled today for the morning of Friday, March 28th, my first day of Spring Break. They're gonna give me a spinal block, then go into my knee, snip and release one of my outer muscles that secures my knee cap, sew my knee cap to the muscle on the other side, then slice my tibial tubericle, reposition it and then screw it back into place. I'll be on crutches for 10-12 weeks, in physical therapy for months and have a 6-9 inch scar, but (!!!) I'll be able to play volleyball in the fall and my knee pains will probably stop. I'm kinda scared that I'll screw up while I'm on crutches and really hurt myself, but I don't want to think about that. I can't wait to be back at school. I miss everyone so much! I spoke to my sweet Jon today. Poor baby, he's so hungry. I can't wait to see Cate and Diya again. I just want to hug them and talk to them and touch them to make sure that they're really there. (Side Note: Ashley left Gettysburg. She'll be attending Manhattan Marymount next semester. God give me the strength not to kill her or say something to have her want to kill me! I wish I believed in God...) I also can't wait to see Kelly. I kind of want my mom and Ashley (who's coming with us to drop me off at school) to meet her. I miss her terribly. I've been dreaming about her, but nothing I can remember, just snatches of dreams and I can remember her smile or laugh or voice. I prayed that Intersession would cure me of this, cure me of my insanity, but I lucked out. I want to hug her. I actually want to feel her. Soon I'll be back, soon...

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Current Music: The Donnas