Alexis' Blurty

Unmotivated
I don't know, I've felt incredibly unmotivated the past few days. All I want to do is knit and listen to music or watch TV. I don't really feel driven to write in my journal, or talk on the phone to random friends, or chat with people online, or go out...I think it's the weather. The rain makes me wanna stay snuggled up in bed, under my blankets, with my cozy flannel pjs on (the clouds or stars, of course), a cup of hot chocolate, my knitting, a movie and a friend. Wow, that's really quite demanding for a simple day in bed. Huh, well, it works better at school, back at Tewksbury where one knitting buddy is right down the hall (Cate) and the other is a phone call away (Diya). Now we can use my hotpot to make hot chocolate, I hope Cate still has enough packets in her room. I wish our dorm had a fireplace like Brian's frat house at his school. Well, techinically we do have a fireplace, but it's all blocked and what not. Oh, the first weekend I get back that's all I want to do. We can watch one of the new DVDs I got for Christmas and I can work on my scarf (Kelly's is almost finished) once I figure out how to make boxes, and we can talk about how confusing boys (or in my case, boys and girls) are and how we hate being lonely. But we're not lonely, we have each other!!! Oh my God, my imagination is stuck in a Hallmark movie of the week. Someone help me! Now that I think about it though, the only time I ever cuddled up with my...uhhh, boy/girlfriend is Farm Camp when I was 13 year old. Adrien and I would cuddle up on the porch if I had a really bad allergy attack or he was feeling stressed. I think that actually happened only three or four times all summer. I just want to snuggle up, damnit!!! Oh well, time for bed as knitting and typing are out of the picture due to my painfully cramping hand. I think I'm going to cut my hair.

Current Mood: lethargic
Current Music: Indigo Girls