push the quarter in the slot
right through the sternum and into the heart
gears turn and winding up again
to a pretty face and new juicy heart for the take
your blood flowers are perennials
dying at lost of love and blooming with another victim
you don't stop to burn the past and let the soil
rebirth
but yours is a barren field. not even crows
will sing on the scarecrow
left with nothing but yet..
somehow you manage to swallow and consume down love
cracks fill but are never full
land absorbs but can never be saturated
heart cracking up and falling apart
i guess you're oblivious to this?
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Follows the song of Inspiration
Yesterday was the day of rain and sorrow, dirty clouds covering up the Sun
Words, ideas, thoughts were not coming to mind as I wanted them too
They vanish so very quickly, steaming up into the sky, clouding my views
Then I passed by a red cat with purple stripes; it spoke and told me.
“Sometimes we just have to look up and smile, the most beautiful things can be found on the darkest days. Chin up, and the world will sing its praise.”
Waking away, the Winds of North flew through the trees, making them sing
The birds’ songs were brighter then the sunniest day I’ve ever known
Visions of dreams and songs whirled around in my mind, licking my Creativity alive once again.
Papers that I held in my arms overflow with words and images that I never knew I could write of think of.
Gears in my head flurry and turn out an answer to quail my surprise to all this
That no matter what has happen, there will always be a brightness to throw inspiration my way and churn out beautiful things from my mind
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My eyes should be lenses
and my brain is the camera
so when I see something the
way I want to see it
my pictures, that I take, will come out the same way
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Swim team is over.. Should I feel glad that now I don't have to go to practices and be silent, cold to everyone around me, fake smiles and such. Or sad because now I won't have anything to help me sleep at night and no pool to swim in.
I love swimming because I felt free in the water. Weightless. The world wasn't holding me down with all its pressures and stress. Things.. just seem to float away once I was in the water. I don't think any of those moronic fools would understand me.. they would just laugh or give me a funny look, as usual..
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Shoot to the moon
glint and shine
still smiling wide
flying up high BANG! BANG!
sound of the rocket breaks my ears
eye shot open wide
black ink slipping further away
red ribbon spider web across the white space
flying up high BANG! BANG!
my mouth is wide open
zero to 60
what happen inbetween is blurred
so much faster than before
flying up high BANG! BANG!
Thanks for that sweet ride
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Bluedragonness in Out of the Bluedragonness | Bouncy and vibrant, this flirtatious piece of motion picture history, set in the fictional country of Elbonia, depicts mere acquaintances,  sakur4ros3s (Samuel L. Jackson) and bluedragonness (Courteney Cox), who find themselves becoming closer due to the fact that a destructive catalyst is initiated by her heartless boss, dakishimetai (Janeane Garofalo). From soaring heights to searing hurt, love knows no bounds in either direction. | | |
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here, I have got your hand.
Stand up again on your own two feet
I've got you, don't cry
Look. I'm alright, you didn't hurt me
Take my umbrella, I don't mind the rain
You need to dry up, eyes too
See, everything will be alright
No, no.. You stay under the umbrella
I'll stay close to your side
We'll walk together, back home
I'll be in your arms, okay?
Eyes open to my empty bed
which used to be filled with your warm body
Tears fall again from my eyes
"Even under my umbrella, I'm still wet from your tears"
I whisper softly into the still night air
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I saw a carnival in the sky
cotton candy clouds, ferris wheel sun
bright red ballons fly high
here comes the rai, washing it all away
Mref.. sorry for small amounts of updates.. my muses haven't help me at all.. I'll try my hardest to get something written down.. but if you want to read my daily life go to my livejournal.
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Transparent dreams
stay stuck in my mind
they solidified and manifest
when I saw you
an angel, the innocent creature
that I wanted to break
but yet still hold and
tend to your heartaches
You kept flying away,
still a free bird
Why couldn't I cage you?
I wanted to break you,
to shake you, a waken you
to the painful reality we live in
You're the victim, my ultimate prize
though, I never anticipate
that I would let another break your
wings; to hurt you, almost like how
I was going to hurt you
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sleep tight, baby boy
nothing will harm you tonight
sleep tight, baby boy
the full moon is out
His soft light wraps around you
lulling you to sleep
blanket of dreams
tuck you tightly into bed
fallling asleep faster
sleep tight, baby boy
nothing will harm you tonight
sleep tight, baby boy
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Sorry for not updating as much as I soon be. School got started a while back and I have been taken over by homework x_x So writing poetry as really been shutdown for a while.. but I will start back up again soon ^^;;
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I wish Peter Pan were still alive
so I could fly away from here
shatter hopes and dreams cut my feet
books of my past lay charred and tattered
Love is expressed to me in a new way
a way you seem to only know
Your tongue speaks happy lies and angry truth
your teeth seem to gnash at my pale skin
days have gone by, I've laid in wonder
knowing that lover love and dreamers dream
men fights with other men, kin blood is spilled
Sometimes, I just wish Peter Pan was still alive
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I know I don't update anything at all about my daily life [which I really don't have any] but if do want to know what goes on, you can go here ---> http://www.livejournal.com/users/torame.. It isn't friends only.. so you can read it..
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Sometimes the wind blows with me..
sometimes the wind blows against me..
I don't know which way its blowing right now
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Many days I just wish it would rain... other days I want sun and heat.
...today, I want the sun to shine but for it to be cold day
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ianiceboy