BLUedJ07's Journal

Sunday, January 26, 2003

6:04PM - LIVEOAK HIGH SCHOOL

Well Ventura we did it... we said we were ready for the world and dammit we were. I am very proud of you all. But it all doesnt stop now... We have a guard on our ass which means all this work has to continue and be more usefull... when your not doing anything at all you better be spining something... Also great job to independence high school i love your show keep up your good work...

Ventura. 61.4
In Motion 57.something w/o pen.

Current mood: hopeful
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Friday, January 24, 2003

12:06PM

Damn you Krystle.... i told you that i wouldnt do anything behind your back you see unlike you i wouldnt do that to any of my friends. AND YOU dEZ stop fucking interagating people if you want to know something just ask me you dumb ass...

Current mood: moody
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Thursday, January 23, 2003

3:21PM - asrghpuiasdrgadfgn

So today i go to work only to find out that were getting laiod off.. my las day is fri the 31st i need a job aaaahhhhhh

Current mood: nervous
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Wednesday, January 22, 2003

2:44PM

Thank you Christain for getting me sick..
Didnt go to school today to sick to ... had to go to work today didnt want to... have to go to guard today... imma yell at them...why..... becuase i want to

Current mood: bitchy
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Tuesday, January 21, 2003

2:28PM - I would die for you

I would die for you
I've been dying just to feel you by my side, to know that you're mine

I would cry for you
I will wash away your pain with all my tears, I'm drowning on fear

I will pray for you,
I will sell my soul for something pure and true, someone like you

See your face every place that I walk in
Hear your voice every time that I'm talkin'
You will believe in me, and I will never be ignored

I will burn for you
Feel pain for you
I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart, and tear it apart

I will lie for you
Beg and steal for you
I will crawl on hands and knees until you see, you're just like me

Violate all the love that I'm missin'
Throw away all the pain that I'm livin'
You will believe in me, and I can never be ignored

Current mood: crazy
Current music: I would Die For you...Garbage
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Monday, January 20, 2003

3:49PM - In the still of the night

A while back this guy christian and i dated on and off for about a year. Soon enough we broke up and went our separate ways. He dated one of my close friends krystal from IndepenDANCEand i also dated others. Christian and i have started talking agian but just as friends and i guess that has rose someone questions for both krystal and her little dancer friends. (DEZ) oh but i dont want to name anybody. so i guess this is how the story goes. Francine, another one of my close friends, and christian went to mekennas, another dancer, party. LOl of course they showed up a little late but hey who wants to be the first one at the party. That same night i went with my friend rachelle to our friend lynns party which was starting to get a little out of hand. so me and rachelle left and i went home. Not remembering that Mekennas party was that same night i called francione to see what she was doing becuase i was bored and wanted to do something. It turns out her and christian aslo left the party early. now see if i were Krystal id probably be thinking---- oh my god he came here late with her and now hes leaving early what the hell--- bo0h0oho0 cry me a river. anyway i ened up meeting francine at her house and we ( we meaning francine christain and i) just sat in her car talking and then sleeping for about 15 mins. before francines mom called her and told her o come inside. francine went insde and then i was going to drive christain home. Oh the way to cvhristians house he ask me when he could get my tap shoes and i said that he could get them now. sp we went to my house first and i was looking for them in my house and he fell was falling asleep and i was on the tired side myself becuase i was drinking earlier. Anyway we came to the conclusion that we would sleep for a couiple hours and then id take him home. While we were sleeping i hear a knock at the front door down stairs. I get up go down stairs to Find that it was Nhan. Is christian there? he asked " yeah hold on" i replied i went upstairs and christian was still sleeping so i went downstairs and said " hes sleeping but if you want you can go up and see him" he then said " itll be real fast" he then proceeded upstairs just to pulkl the covers off of christain and say" oh okay" and dramactically ran out of my house. hello, what the hell was that all about. Anyway Me and francine are smart people and put 1 and 1 together and got 2. I told Diana the story and she told me that krystal was suippose to take Nhan home that night from mekkenas party but i also found out that she had to take DEz to Francines house to pick up her car so that she can go home. the only way Nhan coulsd have disappeared so quickly from my house was if he had a ride, right krystal. i dont apprieate being woken up just so you can know where your man is. Obviously if you didnt know he didnt wnat you to know. And just to set you striaght me and christian are just friends nothing more and nothing less. you need get get over your self already. im not like you heheh..lol no really im not like you becuase i have more CLASS yeah thats a good word CLass to stay away from other peoples especially my friends boyfriends and/or girlfriends. You hurt me in the worst way Krystal, even Davin... fortunately Davin's a little more forgiving then i am. Oh and your probably wondering why i have been so nice to you and your little friends.. you should know by now i can feel one thing yet act the complete opposite. i guess all i have to say right now is that youll get your krystal, and when you do i hope you feel ten times worse then what i felt when i found out. but anyway i hope you have a day.. hehe lol

Current mood: pissed off
Current music: DoNt MesS With My Man
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