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Friday, December 19th, 2003
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| Subject: | To make matters worse... |
| Time: | 11:39 am. |
| Mood: |  tired. |
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Well last night after making phone call after phone call I found out in the end my bank messed up... So now I have to fill out paper work to reboke it. After I get this all taken care of I'm looking for a new bank. I also asked them why I was allowed to go so negative. They said they let me in case I need the money for some reason I may have. I put a block on my card so encase this happens I wont go negative agian. Well if that wasn't enough the starter on my car died. So I took my mom's crappy jimmy to the mall. I met up with Richard and told him what happen. He bought me a Vegeta figure and a dvd to cheer me up. He's so silly it's so hard not to smile around him even when I feel like shit. We had some ice cream and talked about things. We looked at books and stuff. I love being with him so much. He helps me out so much with this crap. He actually listens to me around here. My mom on the other hadn just says she has no time... And oh yea when I went to get into ned last night a spider crawled out of my bed.... I hate spiders....
Anyway this morning my mom called me. My dad's fixing my car as a x-mas gift. She said she was going to ride my ass now... great... I hate living here. I really just want to move. Now this with the bank I'm back to square one. No money, car in the shop. I feel like a prisoner to this life. I'm just going to have to work alot more now... Sorry if I don't update this more... I'm just, busy... Laters....
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. 3 Biten . Dare To Take A Bite? .
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Thursday, December 18th, 2003
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| Time: | 1:47 pm. |
| Mood: |  annoyed. |
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I'm so pissed off right now. I hate my fuckin debit card to no ends now. Fucking credit card companies are more fucking honest than god damn banks. I hate also the guy at fucking Suncoast too!! He talked me into getting a subscription to Newtype. I said it was kinda pricey but they were doing a special were you get charged over a three month time and I would get charged next month... I saw I was going under in cash and I reviewed my account online cause also the other day I put in like 320 and it said I only had 140 in the bank. What happen was they charged me already for two months on the same fackin day!! So I wasn't expecting that and I was useing a little extra cash this week on x-mas gifts right. That tossed everything else down the drain and I racked up a bunch of over draft fee's which are 27 dollars each! So now I'm like negative 50 bucks then probally a few more over drafts so that puts me owning the bank like 130 dollars!?!So much for Christmas... now I got like nothing till Monday...
I really hate my bank now... I think I'll stick with frickin cash from now on. I'm so angry right now. I tried talking to my mom but she's too busy... Richard's in a meeting... f go to the mall today wth Rchard 'm gong to Suncoast and btchng them out... bunches of assholes.... *huff!* I'm jst gonna clean my room... =_= WHy arn't I good with money? .... I kept track this time with execl still I went under? Am I going to have to get a account?! WTH???!!!!
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. 3 Biten . Dare To Take A Bite? .
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Friday, December 12th, 2003
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| Time: | 4:57 pm. |
| Mood: |  accomplished. |
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I got my boots in today. =3 So in the spirt of that me and my sister went out and took a bunch of photo's of me cosplaying as Alucard! Enjoy! Oh ya I got new icons!
( Hellsing Cosplaying )
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. 9 Biten . Dare To Take A Bite? .
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Tuesday, December 9th, 2003
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| Time: | 1:36 pm. |
| Mood: |  busy. | | Music: | Atmosphere - Trying To Find A Balance. |
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Well let's see what has happen here. It snowed a hella alot. Got stuck at work so I got a free hotel room for the night. I got a laptop now. =3 I did some new art and added to my deviant account. Bought a account =3 only a month to try it out. Got a subscription to Newtype. Got a screen tone kit in New London. XD Working right now on the first page of my manga called "Desert Bear" weee! Umm I want to fondle Richard uhhh... Called Holly, her and shannon are still on crack, good for them. Bought Hellsing manga, I am in heaven. the end! And oh yea hurray for Bastard!!
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. 6 Biten . Dare To Take A Bite? .
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Sunday, November 30th, 2003
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| Subject: | It's Times Like These You Learn To Live Agian... |
| Time: | 1:17 am. |
| Mood: |  sleepy. | | Music: | Tenchu 2 Music. |
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Today I was so tried, right now I'm at work playing Tenchu 2 on my little PS One Console. My meme got me it for a early Christmas gift. It kicks so much ass. Anyway I had Tai Chi today, I was the only one there. @_@ Me a Richard did some detail work on my form. I still have so much I have to work on. After that we went back to my house and hung out. We had a talk and it felt good so say some things to him. I wish I could sit down a have a long talk about stuff. I really need to. I need to clean the air so to speak. After that I met up with him at Home Depo. X3 He got me some storage stuff. I'm gonna buy some more when I get my pay check and get my room sorta semi ready to go if I ever need to move.
Before work was great. I was working on a Brigadoon music vid and I showed my dad and he actually helped me on it!! XD I showed him it and he was like try this and change that and it made it better! XD he was all like, I should do this! It was awsome to do something with him like that. I felt so happy. I'm sleepy but good. Things could be better but it's not bad at all for now.
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. 1 Biten . Dare To Take A Bite? .
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Wednesday, November 26th, 2003
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| Subject: | Ahh what a day. |
| Time: | 1:02 am. |
| Mood: |  ecstatic. | | Music: | Richard X - Into You (LOVE THIS SONG) <3. |
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Today was great! I got home around 3:45am. My mom was up and came down stairs and said good morning to me. Since I just got home it was my good night really. She told me my hmaster got lose!! We still havn't found him yet, the goober!! But anyway... this week Richard has off work. XD He came by today and hung out at my house for a while. I felt so great today just being with him. He's such a goober. We went to the mall in Provindence and hung out there for a few hours. I got a Jet Li movie used for like 8 dolla. I got also the first DVD of Generator Gawl. I'm trying to get them all on dvd. I also got vol 4 of NGE. I got a book about guns that was on sale for 10 bucks. It's to help with on of my manga idea's.
I feel so wonderful after being with Richard. I wish I could feel this way always. He makes me want to draw. He makes me want to smile more. He makes me want to work hard. He makes me want to be lazy. He makes me feel more alive. I don't ever want to be without him. Somtimes when I'm with him, I want to cry cause I feel so happy.
Anyway Kate is coming over my house tomorrow, wee! Were gonna hang out and talk about getting ready for Anime Boston 2004. Also I got class and Richard said we can go tag along when he does food shopping. I should buy a dispoable agian. The last pictures we took were crazy and unshoable, cause it was just nuts. XD And we were just a bunch of sluts! LMAO!! Anyway Happy Thanks giving all! I got Wed and Thrus off! I'll be back on Fri. =3 Laters!!
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Monday, November 24th, 2003
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| Time: | 1:48 am. |
| Mood: |  working. | | Music: | Scooter - Ramp. |
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This is just... well it's something I wish I could do after watching The Ring
=P I'm working from 7pm to 3 am now. lol I can go online cause they blew some servers at work. So if you want to chat with me I'm wasting my time on Go Gaia. Users name : Ellensama
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. 2 Biten . Dare To Take A Bite? .
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Thursday, November 20th, 2003
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| Time: | 11:20 am. |
| Mood: |  happy. | | Music: | Chobits - Opening. |
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My new job has going pretty well. Right now I'm on second shift and next week I move to third. 7pm to 3am with Wed and Thrus off. I got vacation time off for Anime Boston and I'm putting things together to get ready. I also made a new friend at work, her name's Summer. XD She's crazy like Kate. I'm trying to talk her into cosplaying with us cause we need all the people we can get.
In a store in Westerly the other day I saw this cool scarf with cherry blossoms on it but it looked so cheap but they wanted alot. So I went to walmart and got the same fabric. Now I'm making a bunch. One for me, my mom, my sister, and I'll make one for Holly and send it out to her. XD Also Holly lookie at this website I found! ->Genki Gang<- It has super cute hats!! Anyway I want to make lots of cool stuff and give it to people for gifts. =3 I'm getting to artsy crafty! But I'm doing good. Keeping busy. Oh ya look at these cosplay images!! OMG!! ->Sess & Ren -- >Inu -- > Sess
Also why does Big O make me want to watch Dr. Who? lmao!! Is it just me or does that opening theme take you back?
Also I got all of Mars and Chobits novels now! Go me!! XD!! Chhhhiiii!!!
( Quizes )
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. 6 Biten . Dare To Take A Bite? .
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Friday, November 14th, 2003
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Wednesday, November 5th, 2003
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Sunday, October 26th, 2003
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| Time: | 12:47 pm. |
| Mood: |  okay. |
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Just to let everyone know I havn't been online because my dad said if I do ever agian at my house he'll kick me out. I work at Foxwoods now and I'm doing great. I'm able to post cause I'm at my grandparents office for a day. Sorry if I havn't called or write but I've been so busy with work and all. I hope to talk to you all once more. It might be a while or soon. I might move out soon or later who knows but soon as I can I'll keep you guys up dated. love you all, Ellen sama.
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. 2 Biten . Dare To Take A Bite? .
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Monday, October 6th, 2003
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| Time: | 12:32 pm. |
| Mood: | I'm ok I suppose. | | Music: | Weezer - "Buddy Holly". |
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I start work this week. It's going to suck cause I have to be at work at 6:30am!! I hope I can get up. @_@ Anyway I had lots of fun hanging out with Kate but was so sleepy from driving all over the place. I also got stressed out from going to Mass 3 times last week. I got fangs that looks and hold great. I got a pait of glasses that I'm going to work on. I just need to get the frames to silver and add some things like the sides and a bar on the top and it should be dead on. =3 Now all I really need are boots which I can get off ebay and the guns.
I got a new car from my granny. Since she got a new car she gave me her old on. Now I drive a red 95' Ford Tourus. It even has a car started to the winter. X3!!! Now I just need to put in another CD player. Also I must say that Lee Bailong is hot! Even if he is dead and a spoff on Bruce Lee but oh well!! I love Shaman King. I've been renting the DVD's subtitled from New London. =3 I've been watching alot of anime lately. I'm also done with all of Magic Knights Rayearth. I saw the first CardCaptor movie. Vol. 1 of X and Magic Users Club. MUC was awsome!!! I felt bad thou cause it was only two ep's on the DVD but it was funny!! Anyway I got stuff to do and I'm still alive just busy. -_- I love my Lee Bailong and Tao Jun poster, it kicks ass!!! *huggles*
( Quizes )
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. 3 Biten . Dare To Take A Bite? .
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Friday, September 26th, 2003
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| Subject: | Quizes |
| Time: | 2:59 pm. |
| Mood: | sewing. |
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I took a bunch of quizes and here they be, Rrrr!
( Yer bloody quizes! )
I've also been doing this game ->here<- It's kind lame yet fun. o.o lol. Anyway I'm, just gonna work on my Alucard suit, putting buttons on, and then go to work. Oh ya I might be getting a new car. @_@!
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. 4 Biten . Dare To Take A Bite? .
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Thursday, September 25th, 2003
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I was looking at some contacts. I'm still trying to pick if I should wear them or not. I never wore contacts so it would be alot of money and time to get use to a pait but XD there so cool!! I found these...
Those are awsome! Kakashi eyes!!! XD!! *squeels* Anyway if I would go with a pair for my Alucard costume it would be one of these...
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. 4 Biten . Dare To Take A Bite? .
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hyper.
