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Thursday, October 20th, 2005
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5:22 pm
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Sara Said i needed to update so here is an update. Work sleep work sleep work sleep....yup thats about it. Oh yeah...Derek i am mad at you....and thats it. Hahahaha
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| Monday, September 26th, 2005
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11:06 am - just some songs i like
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Artist: Alison Krauss Lyrics
Song: Down to the River to Pray Lyrics
As I went down in the river to pray
Studying about that good old way
And who shall wear the starry crown
Good Lord, show me the way !
O sisters let's go down,
Let's go down, come on down,
O sisters let's go down,
Down in the river to pray.
As I went down in the river to pray
Studying about that good old way
And who shall wear the robe and crown
Good Lord, show me the way !
O brothers let's go down,
Let's go down, come on down,
Come on brothers let's go down,
Down in the river to pray.
As I went down in the river to pray
Studying about that good old way
And who shall wear the starry crown
Good Lord, show me the way !
O fathers let's go down,
Let's go down, come on down,
O fathers let's go down,
Down in the river to pray.
As I went down in the river to pray
Studying about that good old way
And who shall wear the robe and crown
Good Lord, show me the way !
O mothers let's go down,
Let's go down, don't you want to go down,
Come on mothers let's go down,
Down in the river to pray.
As I went down in the river to pray
Studying about that good old way
And who shall wear the starry crown
Good Lord, show me the way !
O sinners let's go down,
Let's go down, come on down,
O sinners let's go down,
Down in the river to pray.
As I went down in the river to pray
Studying about that good old way
And who shall wear the robe and crown
Good Lord, show me the way !
Artist: Norman Blake Lyrics
Song: You are My Sunshine Lyrics
The other night dear, as I lay sleeping
I dreamed I held you in my arms
But when I awoke, dear, I was mistaken
So I hung my head and I cried.
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away
I'll always love you and make you happy,
If you will only say the same.
But if you leave me and love another,
You'll regret it all some day:
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away
You told me once, dear, you really loved me
And no one else could come between.
But not you've left me and love another;
You have shattered all of my dreams:
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away
In all my dreams, dear, you seem to leave me
When I awake my poor heart pains.
So when you come back and make me happy
I'll forgive you dear, I'll take all the blame.
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away
Artist: Catherine Zeta-Jones / Susan Misner / Deidre Goodwin Lyrics
Song: Cell Block Tango Lyrics
[LIZ]
Pop
[ANNIE]
Six
[JUNE]
Squish
[HUNYAK]
Uh uh
[VELMA]
Cicero
[MONA]
Lipschitz!
[LIZ]
Pop
[ANNIE]
Six
[JUNE]
Squish
[HUNYAK]
Uh uh
[VELMA]
Cicero
[MONA]
Lipschitz!
[ANNOUNCER]
And now the six merry murderesses of the Crookem County Jail in their rendition of "The Cell Block Tango"
[LIZ]
Pop
[ANNIE]
Six
[JUNE]
Squish
[HUNYAK]
Uh uh
[VELMA]
Cicero
[MONA]
Lipschitz!
(4X)
[ALL]
He had it coming
He had it coming
He only had himself to blame
If you'd have been there
If you'd have seen it
[VELMA]
I betcha you would have done the same!
[LIZ]
Pop
[ANNIE]
Six
[JUNE]
Squish
[HUNYAK]
Uh uh
[VELMA]
Cicero
[MONA]
Lipschitz!
(2X)
[LIZ (Spoken)]
You know how people
have these little habits
That get you down. Like Bernie.
Bernie like to chew gum.
No, not chew. POP. So I came home this one day,
And I am really irritated, and
looking for a little sympathy
and there's Bernie layin'
on the couch, drinkin' a beer
and chewin'. No, not chewin'.
Poppin'. So, I said to him,
I said, "You pop that
gum one more time..."
and he did.
So I took the shotgun off the wall
and I fired two warning shots...
...into his head.
[ALL]
He had it coming
He had it coming
He only had himself to blame
If you'd have been there
If you'd have heard it
I betcha you would
Have dome the same!
[ANNIE (Spoken)]
I met Ezekiel Young from
Salt Lake city about two years ago
and he told me he was single
and we hit it off right away.
So, we started living together.
He'd go to work, he'd come home, I'd
fix him a drink, We'd have dinner.
And then I found out,
"Single" he told me?
Single, my ass. Not only
was he married
...oh, no, he had six wives.
One of those Mormons, you know. So that
night, when he came home, I fixed him
his drink as usual.
You know, some guys just can't hold
their arsenic.
[ALL]
He had it coming
He had it coming
He took a flower
In its prime
And then he used it
And he abused it
It was a murder
But not a crime!
[JUNE (Spoken)]
Now, I'm standing in the kitchen
carvin' up the chicken for dinner,
minding my own business,
and in storms my husband Wilbur,
in a jealous rage.
"You been screwin' the milkman,"
he says. He was crazy
and he kept screamin',
"you been screwin the milkman."
And then he ran into my knife.
He ran into my knife ten times!
[ALL]
If you'd have been there
If you'd have seen it
I betcha you would have done the same!
[HUNYAK (Spoken in Hungarian)]
Mit kersek, en itt? Azt mondjok, hogy a hires lakem lefogta a ferjemet en meg
lecsaptam a fejet. De nem igaz, en artatlan
vagyok. Nem tudom mert mondja
Uncle Sam hogy en tettem. probaltam
a rendorsegen megmayarazni de nem ertettek meg...
[JUNE (Spoken)]
Yeah, but di you do it?
[HUNYAK]
UH UH, not guilty!
[VELMA]
My sister, Veronica and
I did this double act
and my husband, Charlie,
used to travel round with us.
Now, for the last number in our act,
we did these 20 acrobatic tricks in a row
One,two,three,four,five...splits, spread eagles,
back flips,flip flops, one right after the other.
So this one night before the show we're down at the hotel Cicero,the three of us,boozin', havin' a few laughs and
we ran out of ice, so I go out to get some.
I come back, open the door, and there's Veronica and
Charlie doing Number Seventeen the spread eagle.
Well, I was in such a state of shock,
I completely blacked out. I can't remember a thing.
It wasn't until later,
when I was washing the blood off my hands
I even knew they were dead.
[VELMA]
They had it coming
[GIRLS]
They had it coming
[VELMA]
They had it coming
[GIRLS]
They had it coming
[VELMA]
They had it coming all along
[GIRLS]
They had it coming all along
[VELMA]
I didn't do it
[GIRLS]
She didn't do it
[VELMA]
But if I done it
[GIRLS]
But if she done it
[VELMA]
How could you tell me that I was wrong?
[VELMA]
They had it coming
[GIRLS]
They had it coming
[VELMA]
They had it coming
[GIRLS]
They had it coming
[VELMA]
They had it coming
[GIRLS]
They took a flower
[VELMA]
All along
[GIRLS]
In its prime
[VELMA]
I didn't do it
[GIRLS]
And then they used it
[VELMA]
But if I'd done it,
How could you tell me that I was wrong?
[MONA(Spoken)]
I loved Al Lipschitz
more than I can possibly say.
He was a real artistic guy...
sensitive... a painter.
But he was always trying
to find himself.
He'd go out every night
looking for himself
and on the way
he found Ruth,
Gladys,
Rosemary and Irving.
I guess you can say we broke
up because of artistic differences.
He saw himself as alive
and I saw him dead.
[ALL]
The dirty bum, bum, bum, bum, bum
The dirty bum, bum, bum, bum, bum
[Group 1]
They had it comin'
[Group 2]
They had it comin'
[Group 1]
They had it comin'
[Group 2]
They had it comin'
[Group 1]
They had it comin'
[Group 2]
They had it comin'
[Group 1]
All along
[Group 2]
All along
[Group 1]
'Cause if they used us
[Group 2]
'Cause if they used us
[Group 1]
And they abused us
[Group 2]
And they abused us
[ALL]
How could you tell us that we were wrong?
[Group 1]
He had it coming
[Group 2]
He had it coming
[Group 1]
He only had himself to blame.
[Group 2]
He only had himself to blame.
[Group 1]
If you'd have been there
[Group 2]
If you'd have been there
[Group 1]
If you'd have seen it
[Group 2]
If you'd have seen it
[ALL]
I betcha you would have done the same!
[LIZ (Spoken)]
You pop that gum one more time!
[ANNIE (spoken)]
Single my ass.
[JUNE (Spoken)]
Ten times!
[HUNYAK (Spoken)]
Miert csukott Uncle Same bortonbe.
[VELMA (Spoken)]
Number seventeen-the spread eagle.
[MONA (Spoken)]
Artistic differences.
[LIZ]
Pop
[ANNIE]
Six
[JUNE]
Squish
[HUNYAK]
Uh uh
[VELMA]
Cicero
[MONA]
Lipschitz!
Hilary Duff lyrics,
Fly lyrics
In a moment everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute all the world can wait
Let go of your yesterday
Can you hear it calling
Can you feel it in your soul
Can you trust this longing
And take control
Fly open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can sine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try
Cause it's your time
Time to fly
All your worries
Leave them somewhere else
Find a dream you can follow
Reach for something when there's nothin' else
And the world's feeling hollow
Can you hear it calling
Can you feel it in your soul
Can you trust this longing
And take control
Fly open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try
Cause it's your time
Time to fly
And when you're down and feel alone
Just wanna run away
Trust yourself and don't give up
You know you better than anyone else
In a moment everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute all the world can wait
Let go of yesterday
Fly open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life (can't in life)
And start to try (start to)
Fly forget about the reasons why you can't in life (can't in life)
And start to try (start to try)
Cause it's your time
Time to fly
In a moment everything can change.....
current mood:  dirty
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| Thursday, September 1st, 2005
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9:10 pm
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Dont tell me conflicting schedules. You used to call me even though i worked this shift. The truth is you quit calling me after i got married. Whether consciously or not.
current mood:  drained
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| Tuesday, August 23rd, 2005
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7:00 pm
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When someone calls and the phone is turned off....the phone wont register the person ever called. therefore, you probably wouldnt have realized i called.
current mood:  happy
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| Tuesday, August 9th, 2005
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10:09 am - Yee Haw
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I am leaving tomorrow! I have to work tonight...yuck. and i cant even half ass it tonight, because we are getting audited so i have to do a really awesome job on the product and have all of my area perfectly clean. So i will go in early and probably leave late. Sucky. Oh well, so when i get home i have to do the last bit of packing, wash and dry one load of laundry, sleep till 1:45, take a shower and get dressed and have the luggage loaded by 2, go get james' check, cash it, go to moms, and be at the airport by 4. Yikes, i see it written out and it freaks me out more.
Any who Melina says that everyone is so excited and they cant wait to see me again, and meet my honey bunches of a hubby. I am so excited to see my 2nd family again. any who, got to get off here and take a nap.
current mood:  energetic
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| Sunday, August 7th, 2005
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12:20 am
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| Thursday, August 4th, 2005
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5:45 pm
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| Monday, August 1st, 2005
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5:46 pm
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Well my birthday came and went and the only ones that remembered were my parents, my husband, and my new friend Molly.
Molly is sweet. I like her. She is like a mini me....lierally, she is 5 foot nothing. We have a lot in common, so we really click together.
Yup and any way, only 9 days till i leave for arizona! yay!
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| Saturday, July 30th, 2005
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7:46 pm
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| Thursday, July 28th, 2005
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6:27 pm
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AMERICAN AIRLINES
1629 TUL
Tulsa 08/10/2005 06:43 PM DFW
Dallas/ Fort Worth 08/10/2005 07:51 PM 738
AMERICAN AIRLINES
1849 DFW
Dallas/ Fort Worth 08/10/2005 08:32 PM PHX
Phoenix 08/10/2005 08:54 PM M80
AMERICAN AIRLINES
498 PHX
Phoenix 08/16/2005 03:05 PM DFW
Dallas/ Fort Worth 08/16/2005 07:33 PM M80
AMERICAN AIRLINES
1998 DFW
Dallas/ Fort Worth 08/16/2005 08:59 PM TUL
Tulsa 08/16/2005 09:59 PM M80
current mood:  excited
current music: Library noises
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| Monday, July 25th, 2005
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7:22 pm - Does a Happy Dance
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I am going to Arizona on my first ever PAID vacation! *squeals with delight* I am happy! James and i will be leaving on the 10th and returning on the 17th! Wonderful Bubba D will be taking care of the animals for us in the apartment. (thank you Derek I love you!)
While we are visiting on Arizona wie will be taking a trip to Vegas i always wanted to go there. Not to Gamble but to see all the lights.
I am so happy!
got to jet
P.S. 5 days till i am no longer a teenager.
current mood: chipper
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| Thursday, July 14th, 2005
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4:55 pm
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So i bought a back seat from a salvage yard. 10 bucks. It doesnt match exactly but it is in awesome shape. next is rain guards to keep the rain from soaking up on the new/old back seat. i am happy.
I am throwing a surprise party for James. He is 21 today
current mood: bouncy
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| Tuesday, July 5th, 2005
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4:02 pm - Muah ah ah
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LOL hahaha i bought a car for $50....it has an awesome tranny and engine and the a/c works. Not much on looks, it has been rolled twice, it leaks when it rains and it has no back seat. We have two cars now, though. I am happy.
current mood: excited
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| Tuesday, May 31st, 2005
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3:18 am
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There are personal reasons why we married on a whim, yes i know there was almost no time to plan the wedding, yes i know i only gave those dearest to me a week or less to make plans to come. and yes i did tell you the day and date i left it on your voice mail. it was the day befre i asked you where a good place to get my hair done.
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3:15 am - In response
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Okay, here’s how the situation seems to me:
I’m given no notice of the date of the wedding. In fact, I’m told a week and a half before that the two are engaged. Derek tells me Friday night that the wedding is on Monday night. Addie does not tell me.
I CANNOT miss a class because there are only three fucking classes to begin with. If I miss the first class, I can’t go to the rest of them. I have paid a $10 deposit that I cannot get back. Ten bucks ain’t much to some people, but ya know what? I have a baby on the way. I can’t afford to throw away my money like some people do.
Aside from that, it was not just a lamaze class…it was a birthing class that had more information than just lamaze. Things I needed to know concerning hospital policy and state mandated tests were covered more than pain management.
PLUS, here’s this little interesting thing that I consider of note: MY BABY IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN MY FRIEND’S WEDDING! Is that hard to understand? I’m sorry if that offends anybody, but you know what? I don’t care anymore. I am in charge of this life that is coming soon and I’m not going to slack on the responsibilities that come with having a baby. I will not end up like Stephanie or Jenna. Woo-hoo for wonderful mothers! Yeah. Right. I will not be a burden to my “friends” calling them for help because they married a dead-beat drunk or endangering my child with drugs and abuse. Sorry…nope…not gonna happen. And sorry Heather, if you think less of me because I care more for my child than Stephanie and Jenna do.
And just one question: MY piss-poor planning? I’m sorry. That title belongs to Adrian. I had signed up for that class a month previous to Addie even mentioning her engagement.
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You know i would really like to talk to you. I think i should get a right to defend myself. I never said anything about piss poor planning. In fact you made me sound like i said a whole bunch of horrible things that i never said. I asked you the only question i asked derek. "Is there any way you could miss a class?" All you told me was it was a lamaze class. Not a birthing class. And yes i understand Emma comes first, because if the situations were reversed, i would have done the same thing. The only thing that bothered me was you didnt tell me. That is it. I did have ever intention to come to your baby shower, in fact i still have your gifts i would like to give you. I am not a vengeful person. I didnt not show to your baby shower because you didnt come to my wedding. That would be stupid. The reason i didnt show was i hadnt slept in almost two full days and i had to go to work at 9 that night. i fell asleep at 1 and went into work an hour late because i didnt hear my alarm because i was so tired. I do hope we are still friends, and i am so terribly sorry i missed one of your big events in life. I mean that. I do feel bad for not showing. By the way i fixed my phone so it shows when people call, it just doesnt tell me if i have a message still. Please forgive me my friend.
Always your friend,
Adrian
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| Sunday, May 15th, 2005
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5:09 pm
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Omission is betrayal.
Name the movie of this totally true line.
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5:08 pm
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4:56 pm
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for some reason i dreamed this last night. It was a conversation i had with my best friends mom while we were all driving back from some ones house from a swimming party. I was about 8 years old.
"Leslie?"
"Yes"
"Can i ask you a question? I mean with out you getting mad or anything?"
"When did you know you were gay?"
Strange the things we remember at the weirdest times.
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| Saturday, May 14th, 2005
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2:19 pm
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Your Political Profile
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Overall: 60% Conservative, 40% Liberal
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Social Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal
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Personal Responsibility: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal
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Fiscal Issues: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal
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Ethics: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal
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Defense and Crime: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal
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| Thursday, May 12th, 2005
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1:20 am - Local Bands Rock!
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Red
written by lindsey neal
In the breezes of the coming afternoon
I can't help it but my mind falls back to you
and I dream of memories we haven't had
in a time and place reality's not bad
So I lay here in the empty of my mind
where the walls are lined with lace to keep me blind
Enveloped in you all around
I've lived here always safe and sound
But I can see this world come crashing down
Can't you see
You're the one I need
And you see
You're the air I breathe
In this world so obscene, you're who I fall to
In this world so obscene, you're who I fall to
Can't you see
So maybe you're not who I thought you were
But in my mind, why is it so sure
If there was no time or death
You're who I'd spend forever with
But this will hit me like a ton of bricks
You are red in a colorblind world
Yellow and orange together swirled
Bringing in color where only black existed
In a corrupted world, a rose has kissed it
Will you see
current mood:  enthralled
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depressed
tired