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[09 Feb 2004|04:21pm] |
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Hey its me havent wirtten in here for a pretty long time, sorry since grade 8 I have been pretty buzy and filled with homework uhh...
Man I got back my Anthology that I worked on all day and almost all night but it was worth it I got an A+
ohh ya I have done it again lol... Im such a loser HEHE but hey we all have the loser in us. Well school was pretty
exciting today start a converstation with Mr.Sinclair and he'll never finish talking we got a little homework from
him but however, I finshed I still have to write an essay for the Canadain Heritage assembly about Yugosalvia with Miriam and Kat its gonna be fun and also I have to finish my "The Hand" questions for Thursday or I don't get to go to the dance mehh... don't care much lol but I can't wait until Friday Im going to the movies with Laura and MG its gonna be great Im probably be screaming so to wild for them lol.... ahh w/e its alright to be wild once in a while ..... Right .....
Im soo bored and hungry but I have no strenght to chew ahh :'(.....
Well Im gonna go try and eat toast for dinner how stupid
CYA
Luv and Kisses from Me
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| My Life Just Got A lil Betta THanks to..... |
[24 Dec 2003|12:48am] |
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My life just got a little better thanks to CRAIG ... man what you wrote as a shoutout that made my day a litte better.
They always say that their is someone out their that can always bright a day for a person and that lucky person was CRAIG I give my friendship and also I hope that your life gets better I'll pray for you I would try to make it better can't always work but hey you need anythng you got it.
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| I'm So Bored |
[02 Nov 2003|08:31pm] |
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Oh My God! I am so freakin bored I don't know what to do on this computer but I don't want to get off becuz if I do my mom will come on and then the whole night I wouldn't be able go on and I want to go on my brothers but he's using his computer cuz he has these computer games that I alwayz play. If anyone's reading now if you have for me to do sumting on the net tell me PLZZZ......
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| Poems "I" Wrote |
[02 Nov 2003|07:54pm] |
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Keep Fighting:
I saw you in my dreams,
We were fighting,
You keep hitting,
But I keep blocking,
You kept kicking,
But I stopped them,
You wonder how I did this,
Simple as it could be,
You were wrong about everything,
And I was right,
You see simple as that.
Stop Trying:
No one will understand,
Even if you say you've been through all of this,
You still wont understand,
Because our generations are diff,
I hate it when I have to shed tears to get your attention about my problems,
I hate it when you try to help,
But all you do is make me feel even more horiable,
Why don't you stop trying to help because your words just don't mean anything to me,
So don't ever except me to shed my tears of problem,
Because I've grown out of it because,
You ignored me
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You're An Intellectual!
You can always be found reading or on the computer.
People always come to you when they need
information. You don't really care about love
at this point, your only goal is to improve
your mind. After all, knowledge is power!
What Type Of Anime Character Are You?
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| Just Really Bumed Out |
[26 Oct 2003|05:27pm] |
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Hey to all,
I've been really bumed out this week broke up with my boyfriend, and if your thinking oh another crying moments well I'm not crying just miss him alot I don't know how long it will be to get over him but it just sucks I would like to say what happend but I really don't want to .. OMG I've been trying to hide it up by being all cheerful but it ain't that easy. MAN sumtime life sucks but I know i'll get over it. I have no one to talk to they all consider me this strong person that sucks it in but hey I do but sumtimes I have emotinal breakdown. But I guess what pppl think of me that I suck it in I guess I'll do that.
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| Hey Ppl |
[03 Oct 2003|05:11pm] |
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Hey ppl I have not wrote here for so long in my journal. Well I wanted to write about something excpet I didnt' know what to type about at first so I thought that I can maybe type something up that I hd to do in English class. Let me explain more about it and what I'm going to write about. Ok in english class we read about a man that had made up a huge list of things that he wanted to do before he died, so for a english mark we had to make up a list of what we would like to do before we died.
So, here is my list for what I want to do before I died.
To do List Before I Die Started: Thursday, September 25, 2003
1. Go bunji-jumping
2. Go scuba diving
3. Swim with the Sharks
4. To survive in the jungle
5. To eat a whole LOBSTER
6. To meet as much people around the world
7. To try to find a cure for Cancer
8. To have my first job at 15
9. To act in a Movie
10. Travel the world
11. To teach a class
12. PLay the piano
13. To have my own apartment (when I'm 22)
14. To have a day when I'm not late
15. To go to Air Cadets
16. To have gone Bosnia
17. To have written 100 word poem
18. To have able to drive a car
19. To have won 1, 2, or 3 rd place in a Art Contest
20. To have won some award in my life
21. To get married
22. To have 2 kids
23. To have not be influenced by peer pressure in doing stupid stuff
24. To NEVER SMOKE
25. To have singed in front of a big audience
26. To have joined as much extra curriculums either after school or part of school
27. To have moved to Hawaii
28. To meet Christina Aguilera
29. To go to a concert
30. To have written a children book and illustrate it
Yup!! thats my list it has some stupid stuff but HEY ITS WHAT I WANT TO DO ... HeHeHe !!
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[05 Aug 2003|05:46pm] |
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What Rugrat are you?
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| Hey ... Back Again Here |
[25 Jul 2003|12:21pm] |
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Chingy - Right Thurr |
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This my entry for Wednesday, July 23, 2003. (:|)
Well on Wednesday, it was pretty boring in the morning I woke up did all the morning things, and then went start on the computer. LOLZ .
There wasn't any swimming that day except later on around 8:00 PM which I didnt want to go then because I want to go outside at that time. =)
Well that morning past by pretty quickly, and around 5:30 I went outside with Sarah.
Me and her just sat around talked about stuff.
Then it was like later that Rumail got me pissed. Well me and Sarah were just sitting there and Filmon, Wahab, Talha, and HAMZI AND RUMAIL sat across us and Rumail says "You know whats funny, Senka gets horny oh everyone else except Wahab,... That Fucken pissed me off so much because I was so nice to him when he talked about some stuff to me and askin to talk wit someone (Its confusing, but I cant tell what we were talkin about). So I was like to Sarah "Can we please go" so me and her left off. Later on Sarah had to go home it was like 7:30 and I still thought it was pretty early to go home .. LoL. Then while I was walkin Sarah home my mom calls me on my cell and asks me if I still wanted to go to Coasto with her (we had to get a new telephone) HeHe.
So I told her to cum meet me up in front of the school. I waited for her their for a lil while and then Wahab and Talha came and it was pretty quiet so wer were like saying "hi" and everything and then I said do you need anything ... HeHeHeH and he is like ya MY HUG so I gave hime a hug and did also something else which I am not going to type her ... :P. Then my mom came and we went to Coasto and I got a new CORDLESS (CALLER ID) TELEPHONE for my room and a *NEW* PRODABLE CD PLAYER. So that was about it.
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| DJ Sammy Lyric |
[14 Jun 2003|01:01pm] |
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"The Boys Of Summer"
Nobody on the road
Nobody on the beach
I feel it in the air
The summer's out of reach
Empty lake, empty streets
The sun goes down alone
I'm drivin' by your house
Though I know you're not at home
But I can see you-
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
You got your hair combed back and your sunglasses on, baby
And I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone
I never will forget those nights
I wonder if it was a dream
Remember how you made me crazy?
Remember how I made you scream
Now I don't understand what happened to our love
But babe, I'm gonna get you back
I'm gonna show you what I'm made of
I can see you-
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
I see you walkin' real slow and you're smilin' at everyone
I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone
Out on the road today, I saw a DEADHEAD sticker on a Cadillac
A little voice Inside my head said, "Don't look back. You can never look back."
I thought I knew what love was
What did I know?
Those days are gone forever
I should just let them go but-
I can see you-
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
You got that top pulled down and that radio on, baby
And I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone
I can see you-
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
You got that hair slicked back and those Wayfarers on, baby
I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone
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| Pissed.... At lots of Stuff |
[10 Jun 2003|06:35pm] |
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Today at lunch time I got really pissed at Wahab.
Well actually I was pissed at him the day before because I know that I said that I didn't want to go on the date the first time because I seriously wasn't in the freakin mood, then the second time I didn't go because I had to go to my best friends going away party(Anja was going to Yugoslaiva, so we had I surprice party for her which me and her family were planning for her for like a month so ya.
But now people are saying that he wont ask me again because I rejected him already two(2) times so ya, but I am hoping that isn't true because I am really sorry that I didn't go with him and I really want to go with him but HEY if he askes me (hoping that he does) will go for sure no matter what because now I know for sure that somebnody go with me and that we could go and I also hope if we go for our date to watch a movie called 2fast 2furious man the cars are wicked in the movie, I wish I have a care like one of those when I get my driving licenses.
However, but now I am not that pissed at him, but I have noticed that he was trying to get attention when me and Mohamed were talking he was like trying to get attetion as I said but in a 2 year old way it was so cute, and I was going to play just to ignore him and I did for a little while but then I got pretty nicers because I can't stand the thought of being mean to him, and I didn't want him not to like me... so ya :'(
Sometimes I feel like just bitching off to people because I am getting kind a fet up with always being so happy and smiling and that pisses me off that I am always so freakin hipper, which I don't want to.
But people have told me the reason why I cant be glommy for a while because my soul is so joyful but I dont want that... :( :( :(
Oh yea back to the Wahab thingy ok he told someone that he thinks that I dont like him anymore just because I didn't go out with him already 2 times but I really like him, and he should believe me (if he doesn't)
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