Give me Leonard Cohen Afterworld life of death's Journal
not in the mood for anything   
11:24am 26/01/2004
mood: pissed off
well hey, haven't even really wrote in this. so well my life isn't the best. nothing really going the way i would like it to. but well life doesn't. owell, i got one of my xb/f starting with me again and he is saying that he still loves me ok. i've change alot and i'm not going to go back to that little shy girl that i was when i was in the summer between 6th and 7th grade. and i don't get why he is trying to get me back. i mean i have better things to do than to put up with guyz i mean, i'm tryig to get through school so i don't have to go to summer school. ok and now i'm getting really pissed off that everytime i'm getting over something else i get bulshit piled on top of it. ok i'm getting sick of him cuz he likes me and he wants to know everthing i did with my b/fs well first of all no one knows that shit not even my closest friends there is something that i well never say. cuz somethings i keep inside of my that no one will ever know. and know he is bring back memories of us hanging out like i care i want to forget them. i never want to remember them there are something that i want to keep behind and not reveal again. first it hurts tomuch and 2nd you don't need to know. well i'm going to go before i flip out.

Sit and Drink Pennyroyal Tea
09:21pm 16/01/2004
mood: depressed
bloody words may never speak.
Sit and Drink Pennyroyal Tea