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    Monday, April 7th, 2008
    2:25 am
    i broke up with missy in october 07.
    dated rachel in november 07. got dumped in January '08
    dated Jenni on jan.14 08 our 1 mouth was on vday. the day after she broke up with me (feb. 14) and started dating Missy.
    Jenni fucked me around alot.
    she FINALLY left for Virgina Beach

    I tried to got with missy.
    she was iffy about it then spreing break came. i stayed at tammys for the week.
    tight.
    missy slept over the night i came back.
    it was AMAZING. like we never separated. old times. the BEST times.
    she told me i was beauitful.
    before she left an Ilove you slipped. then through out the week....
    we talked she said:
    she couldnt be in a relationship.
    she didnt know if she wanted to be with me or someone else or just by herself
    and she was scared that she didnt want to get hurt again even though
    I DONT WANT TO HURT HER
    i want to show her i still love her..
    that im still IN mad love with her!
    laksjdbgkjladhbhkfjl aawww
    and she said she did like me.

    Kendra said :
    missy only wanted to be friends.. bestfriends
    NOTHING MORE
    and she doesnt know if she ever could la;skjdfbgl;jkd

    and i was talking to katie about all this a few times durring that dumb shit
    and she told me :
    things will be find.
    cheer up.
    things will work out.
    everything will work out.

    and then FIRDAY i go to paradigm and then katie and missy walk in together. and later i see them texting backand forth
    so me and kendra went outside
    and i asked and she said:
    "im not suppose to say anything.. they wanna talk to you about it"

    and i got pissed. hit the wall . did stupid shit. then went on a walk with audrey.
    felt good to just bitch.
    but still
    FUCKKKKKKK
    who does that to someone
    Wednesday, May 16th, 2007
    12:22 pm
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    Don't worry hun.
    It's just I'm horribly tired and having a bad day.


    SECRET: I have really bad Depression.
    It comes and goes as it pleases.
    Thats why I had a REALLY bad mood swing
    into being terribly upset and feeling worthless for no reason.
    Monday, May 14th, 2007
    12:53 pm
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    Friday night from 12:30 am until 5 am
    we had sex for the first time together
    and we've been dating for a long time.
    I loved it and it felt incredible!


    Secret: I told you I've had sex with a girl before.
    Honestly, you were my first.
    And I'm so happy about that.
    I love you!
    12:53 pm
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    Friday night from 12:30 am until 5 am
    we had sex for the first time together
    and we've been dating for a long time.
    I loved it and it felt incredible!


    Secret: I told you I've had sex with a girl before.
    Honestly, you were my first.
    And I'm so happy about that.
    I love you!
    Sunday, April 29th, 2007
    5:10 pm
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    I'm falling for this girl.

    Hard and fast.



    Secret:     She's 20. I'm 15.
    Friday, April 20th, 2007
    11:17 am
    I caved.
    cut on the side of my wrist.
    and a star in between my thumb adn index finger but didnt finish one of the points.



    why am i so lame?
    Saturday, August 5th, 2006
    2:49 pm
    this is gahhy


    Jami thinks im acting all "aksghjkl" and weird a
    nd she doesnt like it
    but i am.
    shes dating conor still
    i hate it sooo much
    FUCKING A
    i wanna feel her touch again..

    then my chance with christine
    to actually be a bit happier ad get through things
    is gone
    she says she doesnt want the rep of dating or liking a girl"
    when we start high school.
    GAHHY
    cause i do like her nd she does liek me
    but she doesnt want it to be secret
    she says shes still thinking it over
    but i know she wont choose me.

    Missy is STILL
    hung up on me.

    Miranda still likes me
    but i dont like her


    its brat days.
    im not going
    i dont wanna
    but i do wanna see the
    Violent Femms.
    but fuck it. no ones home its a day to myself.
    its much needed.


    i wanna cut
    but i wish i wouldnt let tammy
    Down
    I fucking suck

    Current Mood: lonely
    Sunday, December 25th, 2005
    5:10 pm
    "i live like a hermit in my own head"



    Hey i guess its been awhile
    but i cheated on my girlfriend but i told her
    she was gunna break up with me but
    i asked her for one chance to make it up to her
    and if i messed it up she could never talk to me again
    and she told me not to mess it up
    so i wont


    ehh...i cut a cupple of places.
    my friend wanted me to meet this girl thats 20 now
    that use to cut and talk to her about me cutting
    so i agreed
    and i went to the place to meet her
    and she never showed up
    goes to show how decent people are huh
    well i dk i dont care but it mad me a little mad that
    i sat there waiting .. ehh..


    im listening to Death Cab For Cutie , Someday Youll Be Loved
    good song good song...
    eeh i dk i feel really depressed latly
    like im not up for anything


    Eeh and tomorrow im going to see my dad and brother
    for the first time in a year
    im scared :(
    i think my dad hates me cause im bisexual
    and i dont think my brother cares for me much
    so im gunna end up watching tv alot with my cousin's
    GAHY


    Well sorry if this is long...
    Merry Christmas ♥


    && ♥.O.d.i.e.

    Current Mood: depressed
    Current Music: Someday You Will Be Loved, Death Cab For Cutie
    Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005
    6:32 pm
    Hey,

    Im Krista
    im 14 .. a girl and bisexual..
    im basically 90% for girls and 10% for guys ...
    guys here are pervie/ugly/stupid people
    sorry i dont have a pic my cam. broke and yeah

    i guess if you want to know more than just IM me on aim

    BloodyxemoxScars
    Wednesday, October 26th, 2005
    5:41 pm
    I

    NOW

    made 2 NEW marks


    and I

    Finished

    the "I <3" thing

    NOW

    it says

    " I <3 U "






    I know it doesnt mean much to you all ya know the i heart you thing but when i look at it, it means alot to me


    Well yeah




    * Odie

    Current Mood: depressed
    Sunday, October 23rd, 2005
    1:31 pm
    IM FALLING APART AS WE SPEAK

    i dont know what to do ,

    IM craving for the blade

    but i cant

    I dont want to upset her..

    i dont want her to know i still

    Slice away for sane to become logical

    i dont know if shell understand

    should i tell her

    ya know.. befor any thing gets more serious between us?

    I need help..

    REALLY BAD

    ya know every time i want to cut

    My heart beats faster and faster and faster until it

    feels like i cant catch my breath

    and i cry cause of the pain,

    IT HURTS SO MUCH

    and i shak .. i cant stop shaking

    and then i dont want to stop thinking about it

    then ... if i can i grab it
    (The RAZOR)

    and slice one by onr... slowly so i can feel

    FEEL EVERY BIT OF PAIN DRIP OUT AND RUN DOWN MY ARM

    and i dont want to stop it either

    I dont know



    ....


    I ... I am so scared ...

    Kayla... i need you .. please

    your the only one.








    well i guess this is good bye until later



    Alive until next time


    ♥ Odie
    Tuesday, October 11th, 2005
    6:11 pm
    another first whoo.. haha

    Current Mood: crazy
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