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[22 Dec 2002|05:37pm] |
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I did something really weird last night. Probably the weirdest thing I've ever done. I know I'll regret it later, but I can't help but to post it. Just don't comment telling me how wrong it is. If you dont wanna read it.. there's a thing called a scroll bar. Anywayz, I cut myself again.. but for once it wasn't because I was sad or depressed.. It was because I wanted to taste my blood. Not only did I try it, but I liked it.. and started thinking about other ppl and if their blood would taste the same. I honestly don't know what's wrong with me, but I don't mind it. It's like after I done it I had a satisfaction like I had been wanting to taste blood my entire life. I know. I'm a freak. The weird thing is, I dont care how many ppl know that now. Oh well.
I talked to one of my friends that drinks blood often and he says that some ppl just have that need in them. I knew that, but never in a million years did I think I was that way. And maybe I'm not. Who knows? But bottom line-I did like the taste of blood and I wouldn't mind more of it.
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[22 Dec 2002|12:07am] |
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Hey. I just got back from the rink with Jimmy. It was actually pretty fun even though I didn't know many ppl there. I watched him play pool for a couple mins but we mostly just sat there and talked.
I'm fucking bored and tired as hell.
I don't even know why I created an account on here. Just something to do I guess. Whatever. I'll probably join a couple communities, maybe even make one. Nothing better to do...
Well I'm out.
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